Jeih's Poems

Another smile through the darkness

Blessed with ideas
but unstable and biased.
Another smile...
through the darkness.
Running one mile
doesn't mean success.
taking more
can make you sore.
Just like desire
excessing it can make a wild fire.
In a world where I believe
but instead, I deceived.
So what's the reason to live?
if there's nothing else to give.
Ain't no preaching here,
no need to lend an ear.
It's just another smile,
through the darkness...
Drowned in the river of nile
where any struggle is futile.
Wearing a grin outside,
chaining a monster to hide.
shouldn't we be
as we thee?
thy whom shall me,
be free?
Toying with other's emotions,
laughing at their senseless reactions.
A curve that tends to hope,
falses itself so it gives you a rope.
end yourself!
End Yourself!
But why?
Death is interesting but why?
Where do you want me to tie?
Why do you insist that I die?
Or are you afraid darkness?
of this pathetic being
born of indifference.
Once tried to end everything,
searched purpose and felt useless.
Loves to spread healing words,
only to make poison swords.
Was never a role model,
Hypocrite, indecent and brittle.
What's wrong darkness?
if I don't give up on indifference,
you'll stay quiet and meaningless.
In this lens,
maybe you thought I can be more,
but no, I can endure this bore.
I'll continue to smile at you,
staying imperfect as I am.
Not balanced but I am not thou.
Less than a being and a gem.
So here I am,
wearing this,
oh, wonderful!
Another smile through you darkness!