Jeih's Poems

Strength of One's Inner Child

Rushed at love,
left with pain;
then mended by accepting the deal of a new resurrection.
It was like a really really rock-hard slap to my face and mind.
The feeling of shock and awe, trembled my skin,
shibbering while reminiscing one's past errors;
Surrendering to the feeling of lost,
Slowly tendered my heart.
That at numerous times became, naive,
spoiled,
lazy,
incompetent,
took too late than soon to realise what was already gone;
Was too precious to lose.
Rebuilding oneself,
after ignoring and rejecting one's emotions.
Memories shrouded by gloomy, storms and angry ocean waves, steering clear of what was one was when everything felt when one was against all odds;
At once one's captain ordered:
"Brace for impact!"
Says the child who often cried,
whom thought one was weak, timid and useless;
Unknowingly one who has lived, one's promising path admired and hugged the child;
Saying thank you, I wouldn't have made it without you,
you are strong resilient and appreciated;
I honor your stubborness to surrender, principles you believed and faith that you held unto;
As one who has live a promising path assures the child,
now now, let me handle it for you
I am you and you are me,
every sweetness, sourness, bitterness, blandness and spicyness of life I witnessed it all;
And so let's brace for impact,
the waves of the ocean you so fear,
are opportunities to you dear.
One has to let it take its course for one human as such,
has the full control of only oneself;
Either fight or flight,
my fear for that always chose flight,
but now upon reflecting your eagerness to communicate with me;
I say we fight,
we'll challenge the drudgeries of this world,
for we are not alone.
Your golden tears are what built of one stranger's chapter.
Entitled, the Child at Love led a Teenager through and out of Chaos.
In it, is you and I, you, the past who endured and was blessed with resilience;
And I who grew the interest to pursuit the gifts of intellect and wisdom.
Forgive me for not looking back,
thank you for I have come to realise with the help of psychology and your manifestation in my dreams;
That this waves are not gonna be able to devour me,
Shall it push me, I'll embrace it with my whole arms but I'll stand my ground again if I am to fall;
Moreover you are special, you built me and so let me be the captain today!