Prinxiety Oneshots

*An angst/fluff one-shot I don't know what to call*

Warning- blood, self-harm, depressing/dark thoughts, panic attack? maybe more?

(Long-ish- over 800 words.) 

Patton and Logan were out of the mind space, meaning that only Virgil and Roman were in the light side of the mindspace. Virgil was in his room, and Roman was in the living room.

-Virgil's POV-

I was sitting in my room, dark thoughts going through my head. My phone died, my charger's broke, and I'm too anxious to ask to borrow someones. The only other person in the mindspace right now was Roman, and I'm pretty sure he hates me.

'Everyone hates you,' said the voice in the back of my head. I can't help but agree with it. I don't fit in. 'Of course, you don't fit in. You're useless. Everyone would be better off without you.'

Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up.

'You're pathetic.'

Stop. Stop... please...

'You're a waste of space.'

My breath started picking up.

'You're a glitch. You're worthless.'

...

'You're fat. You're ugly.'

I didn't notice my eyes were watering until I noticed the wetness on my face.

'No one would ever love you. Roman hates you. He would never date you.'

I started scratching my arms. Some of my more recent cuts opened up again.

'No one likes you, and you know it. Everyone just pities you.'

I grabbed the razor that was on my desk.

1 cut...

'Stupid, idiot.'

...3...

'Waste.'

...5...

'Unwanted.'

'Fat.'

...10...

'Unloved.'

'Hated.'

'Ugly.'

...17......

-Roman's POV-

I was sitting in the living room, watching Disney. The movie ended, and I decided to go ask Virgil if he wanted to watch a movie with me. I have a huge crush on the little emo boy. He probably doesn't feel the same though 😭. Anygay, I got up and walked to his room. I was about to knock when I heard what sounded like crying coming from inside. I heard a pained cry.

I knock on the door, "Virgil?"

There was a shuffle and the crying was muffled.

"Virgil? Are you okay?"

"G-g-g-go a-away," was heard through the door. It was quiet and shaky, but I heard it.

"Virgil, I could hear crying," I said, then tried opening the door. "Please, open the door."

"N-n-no. G-g-go a-away."

"Virgil, please," I tried the door again. I heard movement. Instead of moving closer to the door, it sounded like it was moving away. I heard a few pained squeaks. I keep trying to get the door open. "Virgil, let me in."

After about a minute, I got the door open. What I saw broke my heart. Virgil was curled up in the far corner, breathing heavenly, tears falling from his eyes like a waterfall, a razor in his hand, and blood streaming from deep cuts on his arms. I rush over to him. I grabbed the razor from his hand and threw it across the room. I summon a first aid kit.

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I got his arms cleaned up and wrapped up, then got him into blood-free clothes. We were now sitting on his bed, I was holding him in my arms protectively.

"Virge," I whispered quietly. He looked at me letting me know he was listening. "You don't have to tell me why you did it, and I know I can't just say not to do it again, but you can always talk to me okay? I care about you a lot."

"Th-thanks," Virgil said shakily.

"Can- Can I tell you something?" I asked. He nodded in response. "I really, really like, no not like, love you."

"W-wha?" he looked shocked. "L-like for r-real?"

"Yes, for real. Very much for real," I smiled at him, my hands were on either side of his face. He scanned my face, seemingly looking for any indication I was lying.

"I-I like you too," he said, barely loud enough for me to hear, while looking down at his hands.

"Can I- Can I kiss you?" I asked, a little hesitant. I didn't want him to feel uncomfortable. His face lit up with a blush, almost the same color as my sash. He nodded a little. I smiled and kissed him. He kissed back right away. His arms went around my neck, as mine went around his waist.

"Why did you come to my room, anyway?" Virgil asked when we pulled apart.

"Oh, right. I came to ask if you wanted to watch a Disney movie with me, in the living room," I chuckled. "So... wanna go watch Disney?"

"Sure," Virgil giggled a little.

'Oh. My. God. That. Was. Adorable!!!'

"Alright, let's go," I stood up, holding him.

"I can walk, ya know," he rolled his eyes.

"I know." I started to walk out of the room. He wrapped his legs around my waist. "You're so small and light." 

"Shut up," he mumbled into my shoulder.

'awwwwwwwww!'

"You're adorable!" I smiled at him. I sat down on the couch. "I love you."

"Wove you, too," he mumbled into my shoulder. 

(827 words.)