It has been two years since Vienne and Ava finally and peacefully got the love they think they can start with and embraced it as much as their hearts can, but things are so unpredictable to call it like that.
A very strange feeling is about to envel...
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Back to the proposal day
The weather is fine and it is indeed a one great day. Sunshine kept on passing by the big transparent window wall like just beside my room. I sat on the edge of my bed with me on the same dress I wore back then, looking at the sky feeling lost and gloomy. Questions are surrounding my mind. I still want her but doubts are starting to embrace me as I remember what I just happened in the past rather my present.
2:00pm
I sigh. 3pm ang call time para sa pag-accomodate ng mga bisita para sa gagawing engagement nila Wilson at Ava. Nuong unang proposal ay umaga pa lang ay nasa hotel na ako sa nirent kong room and with my family. Yeah, I forgot. This is also the time I have with me my family for the surprise arrest for Wilson and my surprise proposal kay Ava.
Right at this moment ay hindi ko pa rin alam kung itutuloy ko ang nangyari nuon. Undeniably, I would want to because I love her but a part of me is doubting. Why would I bother kung alam kong hindi rin naman kami sa huli? Mula kaninang umaga ay walang patid ang mga tawag sa akin ni Harvie at Yana. Nanduon na dapat ako hindi nakatulala dito. I know it is about that, that I should be there already. Harvie kept on ringing my phone hanggang sa sinagot ko na rin ito, what ever Harvie will say is more important than Yana. I still need to put back Wilson in jail. That's the part that I am sure na hindi dapat mabali. He needs to pay what he has done to me or us.
"Vienne? Nasaan ka na?" hingal na sabi ni Harvie. Mukhang kung saan saan ito nagpupunta just to look for me.
"I'll be there, don't worry." I plainly said and I am sure Harvie might be frowning right now.
"Is there something wrong?" tanong nito sa akin. Here goes Harvie na malakas makaramdam.
"Wala naman, Harvie. I'm okay. We just need to do what we have to do like befo... I mean we just really need to get Wil in jail."
For a second I almost forgot that i'm in the past and I should act like i am in the present because this is their present. The whole night or day ay pilit ko pa rin itong inaabsorb at hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala pero wala naman akong magagawa. Narito na ako, maybe this really happened for a reason. Maybe I need to really fix something... or change.
I quickly dropped the call and fixed myself, preparing for the most unforgettable moment. Gusto ko ulit maramdaman yung saya na naramdaman ko nuon. My mind is battling between saving myself or choosing to feel happy again for once.
Halos magi-start na ang program ng makarating ako sa hotel. Yana is still trying to call me but I did not bother to answer dahil makikita ko rin naman na ito at hindi ako nagkamali nang masalubong ko ito.
"Best, kanina pa kita tinatawagan bakit hindi ka sumasagot?" takang-taka nitong sabi sa akin. Her curious face is so evident and I tried to remain calm.
"Sorry."
That's the only word I told her. Hindi ko alam kung saan ako magsisimula. Gusto kong sabihin sa kanya ang lahat ngayon at umiyak pero sa tingin ko ay hindi ito ang tamang oras at malamang ay hindi naman ako nito paniwalaan.
