I got into my other business class as early as possible dahil ayoko na malate and as soon as I got my seat ay agad kong ibinagsak ang bag ko. I put my arm on the armrest and burried my face on my hands dahil wala pa namang professor. To be honest, I haven't gotten much of a sleep dahil hindi ako pinatulog nang kakaisip ko kay Ava and how weak and fragile I am when it comes to her. She got me that fast, how can I kung alam ko sa sarili ko na sya talaga ang nagpapatibok ng puso ko?No matter how many times I remember what happened in my present at sya namang mabilis kong nakalimutan kapag hawak na ako ni Ava. I bow my head in frustration that even up until this point ay sya pa rin ang iniisip ko.
That kiss...
It was so hard to resist but she made the move this time. I wonder if she got the courage to do it just because of the alcohol or drink, would she still do it if ever man na hindi ito nakainom? If she did it just because she's under the influence of the alcohol then seriously, that would make my mood low pero baka nga nagawa nya lang iyon dahil sa nainom nito?
Sooner or later, she's gonna be attracted to Tyron and I will be left again hanging like an idiot. Sabi nga nila fooled you once then shame on them, fooled you twice then shame on yourself or whatever that motto or saying is. My mind is too occupied to even thing of the proper saying. Shame on myself if I am going to repeat the same mistake again and forget to protect my heart from such painful memory.
I sit back properly na gulong-gulo. This is driving me insane as thoughts surrounds me and battling it on my head.
Damn falling in love!
How the heck I am gonna protect myself when I am this kind of slang they called marupok? Sa frustrations ko ay wala na akong nagawa kundi ang kunin na lang ang earpods ko sa bag ko at inayos para makapakinig ng mga kanta. Yeah, music should relax me pero hindi rin nagtagal ay natanggal ang isa. Actually hindi natanggal, may nagtanggal.
"Vienne, okay ka lang? Bakit parang wala ka sa mood saka parang 'di ka nakatulog ng maayos?" sabi sa akin ng lalaking nagtanggal ng earpod ko.
It is Harvie and he is already here. I have the same class with him kay Mr. San Lorel, one of the official Entrepreneur and other business subject related prof.
"Anong parang, halos hindi talaga ako nakatulog ng maayos." Balik ko rito kasabay ng pagkuha ng earpod ko sa kamay nito. He is now sitting beside me.
"Bakit naman hindi ka nakatulog? Is there any problem?" tanong nito na nakakunot ang nuo sa akin.
He's always this concerned and worried about me. He's just always there for me and always checks on me if I am doing alright. I am so lucky to have him as my bestfriend. Harvie's gaze were just seriously at me, like I said with concern but at the same time ay with curiosity.
"Ha? Wala, hirap lang talaga akong kunin yung tulog ko kagabi or maybe naparami yung kain ko ng sweets kasi kumain pa ako ng sweets pagkauwi." I said and lied as I hide my hands under my desk like natural motion.
BINABASA MO ANG
It Happened to Vienne Again. (girlxgirl)
General FictionIt has been two years since Vienne and Ava finally and peacefully got the love they think they can start with and embraced it as much as their hearts can, but things are so unpredictable to call it like that. A very strange feeling is about to envel...