It is already friday and I can feel the vibe of relaxing. It has been days simula nang simulang lapitan ko si Ava at bumawi sa mga nagawa ko. I don't want any doubts to linger at sa mga ilang araw na lumipas ay nakapagmuni-muni na ako. I am certain still about my feelings towards Ava. I know I've been hurt from that present na pinanggalingan ko pero anong magagawa ko? I still love her so much and and I am loving her each and everyday. I tried to prove Ava by giving her majority of my attention and all these gifts and efforts pero heto si Ava, kahit paano ay may distansya pa rin sa akin nang kaunti but I felt it. I felt that she's not rejecting me, that she's giving a chance and that's all I could ask for now.
I parked my car on my usual spot, funny thing is, I don't know why students here doesn't even take this spot kahit mauna silang makarating ng school kaya naman feeling ko napapansin nila na lagi lang ako dito nagpapark at parang ibinigay na nila ito sa akin, same as my other friends kaya kahit late kami ay hindi na kami nahihirapan magpark. I push the stop button of my stereo at dali-daling kinuha ang gamit ko at isinarado ang pinto. I look at my watch and see that I am a bit early kaya naman pwede pa akong tumambay sa kahit saang part ng school.
My watch has a date and day on it. I smiled it is really Friday but what I noticed was the date. It is numbered 13. I raise my brows up and thought so it is friday the 13th. Others think it is what they call malas while others think it is lucky and it is just a number and it is not a curse day. Bata na lang ata ang naniniwala sa mga ganuon. All I know is that this day is Friday, it means we can relax tomorrow.
I walk towards the university's main entry at ilang steps ko pa lang papasok ay pinagtitinginan na ako ng mga estudyante na nakatambay sa pinakalobby ng main entrance. Sanay naman na ako ruon kaya naman hindi ko na sila inintindi pero habang mas lalo akong nakakapasok sa university ay marami ang napapatingin sa akin na mga group of friends, I frown. Usually they are smiling at me but now, some are smiling and some are gossiping kaya naman napapa-isip ako and their stares are making me weird and some are giggling. I got my phone from my pocket and pretend like I was typing of something just to ease my feelings when a messaged pops up on my phone, looks like I don't have to pretend anymore to escape the awkward situation.
"Please don't tell me you still don't know what is happening, you're not hitting me up about it." Basa ko sa text ni Yana. "You guys better clear that up. Mukhang di pa din nababasa ng ng iba including some of the group," dagdag nito sa text nya.
I frown at the moment reading Yana's text. Ano nanaman ba iyung sinasabi nya and for goodness sake bakit kasi kailangan may cliff hanger sa mga text nya? Bakit kasi hindi nya kumpletuhin yung sasabihin nya? I might be smart but heck I don't know everything na parang manghuhula.
"Can you please complete that shit, Yana. You're pissing me off kaaga-aga. What is it about? Anong better clear it?" Reply ko rito.
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