It has been two years since Vienne and Ava finally and peacefully got the love they think they can start with and embraced it as much as their hearts can, but things are so unpredictable to call it like that.
A very strange feeling is about to envel...
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"Best, wake up." Said by the voice of my bestfriend as she shook my shoulder and left me hearing the curtains pulled into the side as I think since the sunlight starts kissing my skin. I groan. "Best, ano ba. Gising ka na dyan!" she added.
I opened my eyes even though I still wanted to sleep. I didn't move and there's just me finding myself looking at the side table, parang wala akong gana. I feel and look like shit habang halos parang nakadapa dito sa kama ko dito sa hotel room namin ni Yana. It's another morning and I feel lost. I feel like I am already exhausted by just recalling thay moment yesterday.
That memory that easily pops in my mind today as I wake up. I sigh, it's really hard sometimes when you're into this feeling called love, the person who makes you feel it will instantly barge in your mind like it won't be asking if she's invited or not, but why would I blame that person? It is me in the first place who can't help but think of it. It is my fault that I feel like this.
Few minutes of staring on the side table, zoning out ay na gawa ko nang tignan si Yana but still my position still doesn't change at all. How can I not look at Yana when she came up near me crossing her arms looking at me? I groan again looking at her reaction.
"Just few minutes, Yana please." I pleaded her but she just raise her brows and sat right next to me kaya naman napabalikwas ako para bigyan it
"Best, grab this opportunity to have fun. Kaya nga tayo nandito. I know you are hurting but..." Dagdag nito pero putol din agad nito.
I lowered my gaze kaya naman hindi na nito tinuloy ang sasabihin nya. Ayaw nya na din siguro gatungan ang nararamdaman ko kung babanggitin si Ava but I can feel it. I saw her sigh so hard and heavy like she wanted to defend Ava. I know she's on Ava's side and she's not giving up lifting her other bestfriend, minsan nahihiya na talaga ko sa stress na naibibigay namin ni Ava kay Yana.
I nodded and did not want to spread any negativity anymore to Yana kaya naman niyakap ko ito sa suportang binibigay nito at agad na tumayo para mag-ayos ng sarili ko. Yana is already done kanina pa kaya naman ako na lang ang naiwan. I asked her to go and I would just follow her after I get done. Madali naman akong nakapag-ayos after how many years but kidding aside ay medyo tinagalan ko talaga. I don't want to deal with any negativity today kaya naman sinisigirado ko na paglabas ko ng pintuan ng room namin ni Yana ay lalabas akong okay, lalabas akong panatag ang kalooban kahit pa makita ko si Ava at Tyron. I will try not to ruin this. Ava wants me to relax and have fun? Fine.
"Good morning guys!" bati ko sa grupo na halos nagsisimula nang kumain snang nakangiti na parang hindi ako nasasaktan.
I am serious when I said I am going to ignore and have fun today.
