Black String Of Fate

Chapter 73

Jin, after yelling at Ami and Namjoon, left the room. He was angry but mostly he was embarrassed. He knee he was overreacting, but could he help? No, he couldn't. Jin sighed and raked his fingers through his hair, his mind was mess and he didn't even know why. Maybe because he was a little shook seeing Namjoon and Ami take each others side.

He didn't know how but when he felt a little cold, he realised he was at the terrace of the building. The lights sparkled, creating a beautiful view in front of him. This time, a soft smile adorned his face and a light puff of air left his mouth, feeling cold air kissing his now red cheeks. Jin always loved night and the peace it brought. He didn't think of anything and just stood there, enjoying the night.

Standing for a long time, Jin climbed up the wall and sat down with his legs dangling. Anybody who saw him would assume that he was going to jump, but in reality, Jin wasn't going to do it. He felt like his soul already died 6 years ago and that his body was just breathing. His mind was blank just like his heart, which needed someone to make it alive.

Jin didn't realize that he spend good 3 hours, admiring the beauty of the shining lights of Seoul, lost in the peace. He didn't notice his phone blowing up with calls and messages from his worried friends and family. Even if he did, he selfishly chose to ignore it, wanting to be alone and away from them all, for a while. He sighed deeply, closing his eyes, taking in the air.

Pursing his lips, he looked down watching the crowd lessening, dangling his legs. Smirking, he smacked his lips together and looked at the sky with a soft smile, enjoying the view of the stars, "Its so beautiful and peaceful" he muttered. As he was staring up, the door of the terrace suddenly barged open, making Jin jump up in shock. His heart almost stopped realizing that he could've fallen off of the building.

Jin panted in shock with wide eyes and turned around to see Namjoon staring at him with fear in his eyes, "Jin! What the hell are you doing? Look, whatever it is, we can talk. Just come down okay, we'll talk it out. For the love of God, don't do anything stupid" he said taking slow steps towards him. Jin's face confronted in confusion, "What are you talking about?" He asked lost.

Namjoon thickly gulped still walking towards him, "Nothing, nothing at all. Just, first come down okay, I'll tell you everything" he said trying to appear calm, though his heart was close to falling out of his chest. Jin shrugged and turned around, landing on his feet. Namjoon quickly rushed to him and tackling in a bone crushing hug. Jin gasped a little in shock and tried to glance at Namjoon, who only tightened the hug.

Jin was confused but nonetheless patted Namjoon's back, not knowing what else to do. "Uhh, Mr.Kim?" Jin called lightly and Namjoon jerked away, glaring at him, "What the fuck is wrong with you? Do you think doing this will solve everything? How do you think the others will feel? How would Ami feel? How would I feel? For fuck's sake, if you want a revenge then fucking stab me, but don't ever try to hurt yourself. Understand?" He yelled loudly.

Jin was dumbfounded hearing Namjoon, 'What nonsense is he talking about?' He thought feeling extremely confused. He blinked staring at Namjoon, "What do you mean?" He asked slowly and Namjoon huffed angrily with closed eyes, gritting his teeth, probably controlling his anger. Jin didn't really understand what was Namjoon talking about and cluelessly stared at him to talk.

"Why were you up there?" Namjoon asked slowly though his voice was shaky. Jin frowned, "Enjoying the view?" He answered questioningly and Namjoon stared at Jin with blank eyes, before pinching the bridge of his nose, cursing under his breath. Jin was slowly getting annoyed, "Will you tell me what's going on?" He asked harshly and Namjoon looked at him in disbelief.

"Where's your phone?" Namjoon asked in emotion-less voice and Jin checked his pockets, fishing it out and waving it in front of Namjoon. Namjoon sighed deeply, rubbing his face harshly, "Seriously." he muttered slowly. "Then why didn't you pick up the calls? Or at least inform any one about your whereabouts?" He asked but Jin simply shrugged, keeping his phone in.