Black String Of Fate

Chapter 67

Namjoon walked in with shaky legs, hoping to find Jin, though the chances were less, he still had a hope. He walked silently towards Jin's eomma's grave and looked around to find Jin but when he couldn't see anybody, his heart started beating faster, there was no sight of Jin. He ran around trying to look for him in the darkness, but he was unsuccessful.

'Where the hell did he disappear to?' Namjoon thought distressed. He looked like a lunatic running around in the dark but he didn't mind, right now his priority was Jin. He kept running around the whole place, trying to find a clue if Jin even came there but judging from the dust and old leaves, it seemed like no one ever came in years.

Namjoon crouched on the ground, frustrated and tired. He ran his fingers through his messy hair, feeling hopeless after all the efforts. He gave up on finding Jin at that place and looked at the grave of Jin's eomma with a sad face, "I'm sorry aunty. I let you down, I hurt your son, very bad. I know, my apology won't change what happened and you will never forgive me, but I want to make up for my mistakes. I want to make Jin's life filled with nothing but happiness. I want to show him nothing but love. Can you help me? Help me find him aunty, I'm scared thinking if something happens to him" he pleaded.

Realising, he mentally cursed himself, 'What is wrong with me? I must look like a psycho talking to nobody' he thought, feeling helpless. He stood up, ready to leave the place and look for Jin somewhere else. He was almost close to his car when he heard distant screams. His eyes widen and he looked around, half scared, half startled.

Gulping thickly, Namjoon took slow and cautious steps to the source of voice. He heard whining, hiccups and cries from a little distance. Mustering up his courage, Namjoon stepped close to the person and looked around. There was a lake shining from the moonlight and that person, hidden in the dark but could still be spotted from the light.

"Hello?" Namjoon called slowly and the cries stopped, but the sniffling was heard, "Go away" the man said in between his cries, with his face down. Namjoon frowned, the man seemed to be drunk judging the way he slurred. Namjoon was a little worried and fished his phone out, switching on the flash light, his breath hitched seeing the man.

It was none other than Jin, face with tears, messy hair, red and puffy eyes with first few buttons opened of his shirt. Namjoon quickly kneeled in front of Jin, holding his face delicately in his hands, "Jin! Thank god." He said hugging him. Namjoon heaved a relived sigh, holding Jin tight, scared that he would disappear again. Jin on the other hand was confused seeing Namjoon.

The way Namjoon held his face and the way Namjoon hugged him made his heart flutter but he shook those feelings away and pushed Namjoon away from him, "Get away from me" Jin shouted. He was drunk, but not to the point where he couldn't remember what happened in the first place. "Don't ever come close to me" Jin said threateningly.

Namjoon was stunned as Jin pushed him away. Jin stumbled getting up on his feet and tried to walk away but Namjoon quickly stood up to stopped him. "Where do you think you're going?" He asked trying to hold Jin but Jin kept struggling to get away, "Let me go. Why do you even care" Jin spat harshly, succeeding in freeing away from Namjoon.

"Why do you even fucking care? You shouldn't, you shouldn't care about me, not after making my life hell. You and your friends and your mom made my life fucking hell, congratulations. Go and party, celebrate, drink do anything you want. Why are you wasting your time here?" he asked in a pained voice, glaring at Namjoon, who was hurt seeing Jin.

"Ooooo, I get it, you came to make sure I'm crying like a pathetic bitch, right?" Jin asked sarcastically laughing at himself. "You saw me crying, now go. LEAVE. Leave me on my own." he said taking steps back. Namjoon tried to hold Jin's hand but Jin pushed him back again, "Don't you fucking get it? I said leave me alone. You and your friends ruined me enough, now let me at least cry" he said pleading.