Black String Of Fate

Chapter 38

Jin proudly walked on to the stage ignoring the shocked stare of Chang Ho and the other people he had spotted in the crowd. The wild crowd cheered for him which gave him a hood feeling but the look of shock on the faces of people that he despised was what made him feel extremely proud and happy.

Flashback to when Jin ran from home 6 years ago.

Jin ran out with tears flowing down his face heavily. Those weren't the tears of sadness but of anger and frustration. His heart was broken to pieces because of someone he truly liked but the fact that the family, the people who he thought loved him blamed him and his mom, standing against him made his heart fill with sadness. 

Jin was so deep in his thoughts, lost in them that he failed to notice his surroundings. He ran and ran till his legs, unconsciously brought him to a place that was fixed in the back of his head. The lake, near by his eomma's grave. He panted, holding his knees, sobbing badly. His knees gave up and he fell down clutching the grass beneath his hand.

He cried till his heart felt at peace but little did he know that his heart wasn't just crying of tears just water, his heart was crying the tears of blood, blood of his own emotions and feelings that were brutally butchered. He sat by the tree staring at the water which was reflecting the stars shining in the sky beautifully.

Jin looked at the sky with blurry eyes and gave a broken smile, "It's time to keep my promise. I have no one to care about and nothing to worry for" he softly whispered staring at the stars like he was conversing with his eomma. He just sat staring at the lake, wanting to find peace one last time before everything ends.

Once he felt that he couldn't cry anymore, he smiled sadly staring at his reflection, "You told me never to give up. I didn't, I kept fighting till the last minute. But I'm tried now. I'm tired of always being pushed away, I'm tired of being blamed, I'm tired of even trying to live. I hope you understand me eomma, I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore" he said sadly.

With no remorse or second thoughts, Jin gave up on everything in his life. He was shattered completely, nothing could fix his broken part, not even Namjoon or Sophie, whom he loved dearly. Giving one last glance to the stars, he jumped into the cold water, which filled into his lungs. The burning in his lungs got worst but Jin instead of trying to swim, smiled that everything was going to end.

His consciousness started leaving him and Jin mentally sighed in relief, 'I'm going to see you soon eomma, just wait for me' he thought the last thing before he lost his consciousness. His body simply floated like a feather in the water, surrounded by the water that was seeping into his lungs, cutting off the air passage.

Two friends, a girl and a boy, passing by the lake, heard something falling in the water, scaring the hell out of them. The girl rushed to the place, searching for what fell. The boy tried to stop the girl, thinking something bad was happening there. "Ami, it's not safe. Let's just go, please" the boy pleaded trying to pull her back.

Ami was adamant to check before they left, "No Hobi, what if someone fell by mistake? I can't live with the guilt of not saving them" she answered not taking her eyes off of the water making Hobi whine in distaste. But when he spotted a head in the water, he gasped loudly, taking out his coat and jumped in.

Ami stared at Hoseok, who was trying to pull the guy from the water worriedly. She quickly took her phone out and called for an ambulance. Hobi pulled Jin's heavy body out and Ami helped him climb up. He pushed Ami away, performing CPR on Jin, as she watched him intently. She unknowingly shivered seeing the scene in front.

She wouldn't lie but seeing Hobi frantically trying to pass air to the guy, it scared her to the bones making her speechless. By the time Hoseok was able to save Jin, by forcing the water out of his body, the ambulance arrived. Ami immediately waved her hands to indicating her location and the ambulance stopped at a distance.