Black String Of Fate

Chapter 70

Yoongi was heartbroken. He despised the pain so much yet he felt like pain never let be alone. The whole life he only saw pain, pain of being orphan, pain of being alone, pain of being left out, pain of being backstabbed, pain of being called an outsider. Every time he thought he learned to deal with it, but every time, the pain seemed to be stronger than before.

Yoongi thought he had accepted his fate and was doing fine but deep down he knew he was not fine, he never was fine. With time, he become emotion less and tried to hide his feelings but today, he couldn't. How hard he tried to stop his tears, he couldn't do it. Never had Yoongi thought that life would be so harsh with him but I sadly was.

The news of Yeosang being no more had shaken him to the core. The beautiful baby was not there with him anymore. He was pissed, sad, hurt but mostly he was tired. He was tired of everything. Why did he have to see it all? Tears were long forgotten and dried up on his pale cheeks but his eyes held hurt and pain and nothing could take it away.

Jimin was trying his best to be there for Yoongi but when Yoongi shut him out, he didn't know what to do anymore. Nothing helped him with breaking Yoongi's silence. It was like he had purposely shut himself off of everything. "Hyung, do you want to see him last time?" Jimin asked softly with a worried frown on his face. They both were in the hospital watching everyone leave one by one.

Jimin glanced around and found Namjoon sitting alone on the chair, staring into air. He bit lips, feeling bad for the brothers, but he was helpless. He couldn't just leave Yoongi alone so he thought of someone who could help Namjoon. Quickly taking his phone out, he texted Jin asking him to come to the hospital, not telling him the main reason and switched his phone to silent.

Jimin glanced at Yoongi and sighed, taking his hand, "Hyung, I know it's hard but you can't just shut off like this. Everyone needs you. Namjoon, Noona and hyung, I." He whispered the last part and hoped Yoongi to scoff but nothing happened. Yoongi did hear everything but didn't reply, he couldn't open his mouth and did the only thing he found easy, to ignore.

"Yoongi, please. Say something, anything." Jimin begged close to crying and Yoongi looked at him with blank eyes, "I'm fine Jimin, you don't have to stay here" he coldly said pulling his hand away. Jimin blinked his tears, he didn't like the way Yoongi kept pushing him away, but he still was going to try. "No, I can't leave you, I won't leave you" he answered stubbornly, glaring at Yoongi.

Yoongi stared at Jimin for good 2 seconds and averted his eyes from him to the wall, again going silent. Mentally Jimin groaned at his failure but didn't give up. Yoongi suddenly pushed himself from the wall he was leaning at and walked past Jimin to the room where Yeosang's body was. With shaky hands, Yoongi gripped the knob and with a deep breath, opened it.

Jimin witnessed everything Yoongi felt and raked his fingers through his hair, feeling helpless. He wanted to lean towards Yoongi and comfort him but with Yoongi constantly pushing him away, he doubted if he was even allowed to care for him. Sighing defeated, Jimin walked to the room and held the knob, he could hear Yoongi's painful cries from inside.

Tears stung his eyes, he placed his forehead on the door, wishing Yoongi was not in pain. Jimin was sad at the news of Yeosang but with Yoongi so broken, he found everything overwhelming for his heart and brain. The cries of Yoongi subsided and Jimin frowned in worry, moving away from the door, 'Is he fine?' he thought, hesitantly trying to open the door.

But before he could, the door swung open, making Jimin gasp and stare at Yoongi with wide eyes which squinted in worry seeing his teary cheeks and red nose. Jimin opened his mouth to ask if he was fine but Yoongi coldly bumped his shoulder, walking away. Jimin debated if he should follow Yoongi or give him some space, like he kept asking for.