Touch Of Terror

32 : Villain

L U P I

March 15, 2021| 6:21 pm

Paperworks. Iyon lamang ang nakatambak sa aking lamesa. Nakaubos na rin ako ng halos limang kape dahil sa pagbabasa. Nasa guest room ako sa bahay nila Bren at halos mabingi na ako sa lakas ng tunog ng kanta mula sa aking earphones.

Napabuntong hininga ako. it's harder to hold police accountable when they have a connections. Big connections. Tuta sila ng presidente at amo nila ito and that old man will do everything to protect this murderers.

Sinulyapan ko ang mga mga history books at documentary na nasa gilid, kada may nalalaman ako tungkol sa nangyari dati sumasama ang loob ko.

One day I just woke up that I want to explore the mystery of our history. Hindi ko alam kung bakit bigla ko na lamang nagustuhan ang pagbabasa ng ganitong uri ng libro. Maybe it was because of the influence of Bren who is addicted with this kind of historical books

or perhaps because somehow this kind of history still exist and I can really connect on this.

Nauulit ang kasaysayan. Hindi na ako nagtataka kung bakit mga buwaya at sinungaling pa rin ang mga naka upo kasi sinimulan nila. it's been centuries now our cabinet still corrupt... yet people are ignorant about it because they only want what's benefit them and not for the country.

It's like corrupt is in our DNA

I can clearly see that this generations has guts, I can completely see their capability. But this generation is the ridiculous as well.

Lack of plan, puro salita. Sometimes they didn't think much. This isn't the worst gen but it's the softest one. They need to meet the real world. Like, half of gen z is going to make the biggest difference in the world and the other half is just so soft it's painful.

People be exaggerating the shit out of it. Like celebrity will be trending on Twitter for a negative reason one day then a week later nobody gives a fuck. That's just one thing I observe, isn't that draining? I don't find it entertaining.

Like it's the same as canceling a potato because it's already rotten or whatever. Why just can't they understand that not everyone and everything is offensive. They were taught that feelings were equal to facts. But that's far from the reality, napabuntong hininga ako. If I scrolled in my Twitter account I see a lot of posts. they quickly normalized everything and also make up a canceled culture and what the hell is that?

I am talking base on my experience, I am being canceled every damn minute, I open the door without greeting the guard. HashtagCancelLupi, hashtagnorespect, hashtaginfluencerBUTbadinfluence.

That's why most of the time I just laugh at it. Ang iba naman ay nakikisawsaw lang sa 'trend' at ibabash ako para lang kasali sila.

I sighed as I gazed upon the website with a lot of petitions about mistreatments issues. On the other hand, I find this generation a solution. Gen Z is more accepting and open to new ideas and concepts. they are a lot more woke and aware of social problems and social justice. In many ways, this is good.

most of the time oppressive behavior can help, they don't tolerate those whose in power. They don't follow the rules, they don't have a narrowed views. They fight for what is right. They are stubborn but