As a girl, am I too quick
to give my heart away?
As myself, am I too quick
to say it's okay?
Because I can be so selfish
I try my best to keep to my own
because I can be so needy
I try to spend more and more time alone
Even if I failed
you seemed to support me
even if I was foolish
you forgave so easily
And I thank you for those times
but I don't want to be
your only reason
you aren't happy
As someone who loves maybe too much
I'm sorry
As someone who was often too quiet and un readable
please don't feel you have to forgive me
I know I'm at fault
but it still seems a bit painful
Because you were too kind
you tried to treat me better than anyone
Because you would give so much
I greedily let myself be the only one
Even if you never would scold me
I know it was wrong of me
even though I knew better
I let it continue so foolishly
And I thank you for it all
but I don't want to be
one of your reasons
that you can not be happy
As someone who loves maybe too much
I'm sorry
As someone who was often too quiet and unreadable
please don't feel you have to forgive me
I know I'm at fault
but it still seems a bit painful
Because I am a fool
I'm sorry
Because I wasn't stong enough
I needed you with me
But now I recognize you aren't mine
you don't belong to me now
As someone who loves maybe more than I should
I'm so sorry
As someone who was so stubborn and difficult
you loved so easily
And because I know I'm at fault everytime it's hard on you baby
It makes it harder to admit it
I want you to go on without me
YOU ARE READING
Poems~!
Poetrybasically it's a collection of my poems and what not. . . it's pretty random, some are happy, some are sad, some are weird and others creepy