you were the reason
for my tears every night
you were the reason
that I'm cold tonight
please don't make promises
that you can not follow through
because every smile
can be ruined too
I am hollow
inside and out
but that wasn't my way
I used to smile, no doubt
there was once a time
when even I would enjoy
every part of life
the parts you destroy
and all it does is hurt
how you willingly agree
the one you love
My hands have grown numb
and I feel frozen
but no matter how warm the sun
at night it'll be this way again
Of course, of course you didn't mean to
this in not what you wanted right?
Still you're concern is on you
of course, of course it is alright
So I lay alone
staring up to sky
it is so cold tonight
I wonder why
Can I freeze to death
would that be okay?
If destroyed that way
I would lay smiling here today
Hearing melodies playing in head
is it to late to say
that for once in my life
I really won't be okay
Of course, of course it is all for you
that my heart will ache
yes it does hurt
of course I wish I was not awake
Of course, of course it's cold out
but do not worry for me
because of you
I am always lonely
Even though my freinds are near
with smiles, love, and sympathy
the love isn't the same
as I pray for desperatly
Can I freeze to death
would that be okay?
If destroyed that way
I would lay smiling here today
Why is it so cold today
when most in pain?
Why is it so beautiful
even as it starts to rain?
The drops make it more cold
why can't I go?
Soon it will be too cold
and I'll be covered in snow
I never knew how beautiful the world is
I should have looked out once in a while
seeing this for now
I did nothing but smile
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Poems~!
Poetrybasically it's a collection of my poems and what not. . . it's pretty random, some are happy, some are sad, some are weird and others creepy