I don't

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Tears well up in this weak body

but I can't find the strenght to cry

I don't care

and I don't know why

I can't remember what just happened

the inevitable end

it's coming right?

And not a single friend

Where are you?

Where am I?

And why does this hurt so bad?

I can only think "Goodbye"

Goodbye to everyone I knew

I'm sorry I never meant much to you

Something says to pray

but it's so hard with my weak voice and eyes that became red

How do you pray, what do you pray for

when you can't even raise your hands over your head?

With silent voice and teary eyes

I stare up at the light

I still can't move

is this alright?

Who are you?

And where am I?

I can't even care that it hurts so bad

I don't want to say "Goodbye"

I know it hurts, it's sad, it's true

I'm sorry I never meant much to you

Tear-filled eyes

stare up at the light

Silent voices cry

"It's too bright"

What do you do

when you can't even look away

when there's no way to pray?

no one's reassuring it will be okay

and I don't care 

I just can't care

"Goodbye"

I know it should hurt, it's sad, it's true

and all along I hated you

and I loved you

So thank you, my last "Goodbye"

I smiled

and I don't know why

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