If I cried out every last tear
what would be left of me
Would I cry out red tears?
What then will be left of this body?
Just a hollow shell
that's what I am now
and I haven't even bled at all
Crying is so easy now
because my heart aches horribly
with weak smiles I whisper
sinlently "I'm sorry"
I'm afraid to ask such stupid questions
what will you say
"What would you do if I died?"
Please don't ask if it's okay
Even through crying eyes
I saw the words, "nothing, I'm okay"
I'm such a liar, aren't I
I just don't know what else to say
What if it's not okay
What do I do then?
I don't know why but I try to ignore it
what's the point when it comes back again?
If cry all my tears
If I could hide them all away
to me, if I forced to cry red tears
that would be okay
I'm just so empty
I don't really care, I don't
but I'm still scared
As I ache more and more
I find it useless to wipe the tears
they just keep falling
I'm too full of fears
It's okay if I disappear though
I wasn't anyone, who would be upset?
Who would remember me?
Everyone would soon forget
If this is how it is
I can fade into nothingness
I'm not even myself
I don't know who I am, I must confess
To never see the one I love
It doesn't hurt when I feel nothing for anybody
I lied, but is my heart even beating?
I closed my eyes, and I only see you smiling at me
I cried again
Hot tears fall from my eyes
I'm sorry I ever spoke
I'm sorry for all the lies
Now I can't get you out of my head
I taste the tears, they taste like blood instead
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Poems~!
Poetrybasically it's a collection of my poems and what not. . . it's pretty random, some are happy, some are sad, some are weird and others creepy