Red Tears

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If I cried out every last tear

what would be left of me

Would I cry out red tears?

What then will be left of this body?

Just a hollow shell

that's what I am now

and I haven't even bled at all

Crying is so easy now

because my heart aches horribly

with weak smiles I whisper 

sinlently "I'm sorry"

I'm afraid to ask such stupid questions

what will you say

"What would you do if I died?"

Please don't ask if it's okay

Even through crying eyes

I saw the words, "nothing, I'm okay"

I'm such a liar, aren't I

I just don't know what else to say

What if it's not okay

What do I do then?

I don't know why but I try to ignore it

what's the point when it comes back again?

If cry all my tears

If I could hide them all away

to me, if I forced to cry red tears

that would be okay

I'm just so empty 

I don't really care, I don't

but I'm still scared

As I ache more and more

I find it useless to wipe the tears

they just keep falling

I'm too full of fears

It's okay if I disappear though

I wasn't anyone, who would be upset?

Who would remember me?

Everyone would soon forget

If this is how it is

I can fade into nothingness

I'm not even myself

I don't know who I am, I must confess

To never see the one I love

It doesn't hurt when I feel nothing for anybody

I lied, but is my heart even beating?

I closed my eyes, and I only see you smiling at me

I cried again

Hot tears fall from my eyes

I'm sorry I ever spoke

I'm sorry for all the lies

Now I can't get you out of my head

I taste the tears, they taste like blood instead 

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