Notice I've never run out of things to say
because I thought you didn't mind
notice how I thought you were good
because I thought you were kind
Because of the comfort I felt from you
this is love, or something like that, isn't it?
and although I knew to be careful
when will you stop all this shit?
Little by little, i felt comforted
by your constant attention
because I thought you were just being kind
but god, how oddly disturbing, now that I mention
You were so interested in my little crushes
always supporting me, that's what you said
watching me with those cruel eyes
what is the point? To get in my head?
This can not be love, can it?
This haunting feeling hanging over me
you loved too much, always wanting to know everything
tell me that this isn't crazy
Because you would listen, I thought it was okay
but soon, pain is the only thing it'd bring
Because you listened too often, I am disturbed
my god, this is just sickening
When I would not love you
I found someone right away
you said that was so cute
so I thought it was okay
But why won't you talk to me?
Did I do something wrong?
Every time I talked about him
were you jealous all along?
So now I finally see
you no longer care for me?
You said that's a lie, it's not
you've just gone crazy
I'm always watching my back
I'm so scared of what you may say
all the blackmail you have
it's best to stay out of your way
I heard you say you hate him
you said it'd be better if he would just die
I don't know you anymore, I fear for his life
I could do nothing but cry
My heart is aching now
holding his body close to me
he's nearly dead, and I cried more
you are crazy, only crazy
Although he is fine for now
you have crossed the line
hurting me was fine, that I could take
but you will not hurt someone who is mine
Would you shut up, don't sympathize with me
I can barely breathe, I know it was you
stop lying to me, you sick freak
you know that it's true
I tried so hard to end it
but you loved me, that's what you said
staring at him in his weak state
I can not sleep until you are dead
This was not love, only insanity
and I knew it wouldn't end
Finally, I can go to sleep
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Poems~!
Poetrybasically it's a collection of my poems and what not. . . it's pretty random, some are happy, some are sad, some are weird and others creepy
