My Life And Rock'n'Roll

Chapter 57 - The Utmost Importance

You bloody ripper! I have just received word from my lawyers, and my sneaky ex wife has been told to repay every dime and quarter she had squirrelled away without my knowledge - including interest.....

My accountants have ensured I receive every penny, however, taxes need to be paid to the IRS for the interest, and I will ensure that is paid. According to my team, Yoko had $40 million plus the interest of another $5 million hidden away from me, and I am so disappointed in myself......

I really should have seen this coming, but in all truth, I should never have allowed things to get to this point - I should have been of right mind. Now, as I look to the future, I will use the money I have recouped from Yoko and put $20 million in trust for both of my sons.

Julian deserves a better chance at life. Not that Cyn hasn't done a wonderful job, but I have failed Jules on so many levels, so with this, I can ensure his financial security. Now I will need to speak with Cyn, as I want her to be a co-trustee - with me.....

As for Sean, he is my youngest son, and while he has had much more input from me as a parent, I feel it prudent to still ensure his financial security. However, Yoko will not have any access to his money - I will ensure she has no legal rights or claim to anything, and my lawyers in the USA will represent my interests to ensure that money can't and won't be accessed by anyone but me or my legal representative.....

As Yoko has complied with all of my demands, I have notified my lawyers I have no intention of pressing charges, but I will be keeping a close eye on Sean, and if she makes a move contrary to both his interests and mine, she has been made aware I will be enforcing my legal rights as his father.

I have instructed my lawyers to go ahead with the paperwork for the annual endowment I am setting aside for Sean, but Yoko is not able to access any of that money without my signature or approval.

Knowing I made life for hard for Cyn with Jules when I did that to her, I think it only fair Yoko receive the same treatment - but in this case, I am going to make things much more difficult for Yoko. I am no longer willing to be pushed around, so I also need to do something else of the utmost importance....

As I now am back in England, I need to rewrite my will and my final wishes. My lawyers here have suggested I make someone my medical power of attorney, on the slim chance I require life saving treatment or care which I am unable to decide upon or approve myself.....
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This morning has been extremely busy for me. As I am leaving for Hamburg with Astrid in five days, I am trying to complete the final touches to what I require for Harrod's charity dinner.

Tickets are available from today, and apparently the office has been inundated with calls for people wishing to buy a ticket. I have ensured Julian and I will be there, as it is for a great cause and one that is close to my heart.

As a single parent, I know the reality of struggling, but I couldn't imagine how hard it would be for those who are without the financial resources to support them through everyday life.

On top of all this, I am meeting Andy Peebles tomorrow at the BBC, as I wish to see John's interview in full again. When I first watched his interview, I didn't understand all of what he was trying to say, as my emotions were all over the place.

Now, with a clear mind, I am able to listen to John's words, and then I can decide if we are able to make steps to being amicable in the future - I know a part of me needs John in my life, and I sadly realise he will always be there in the background, whether we can be amicable or not......
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Last night was interesting to say the least. After getting a surprise visit from Beth Shotton at The Avenue, I am still wrapping my head around what she told me.

Part of me is angry and hurt for Cynthia, that Beth didn't reach out and be a supportive friend. She chose to side with John, and for that, I don't know if I can trust her to be there for Cynthia now.

Beth claims to have been helping Cyn without her knowledge, such as her job at Harrod's, but a part of me is weary. So many people did wrong by Cyn when John left her, and Beth is one of those people.

When Beth suggested a Beatle catch-up in Hamburg, a private get together if you like, I was sceptical. I am not sure what would be served by Cyn having to re-live all the pain of stepping back in time - especially with the people who abandoned her and Julian when she needed them most......

I told Beth I would speak to Cyn, but knowing the exhibition brings it all back, I am concerned of how this will be received. I will wait until we are in Hamburg to bring the conversation up, as I don't want to stop Cyn from coming to the unveiling - that to me is more important than having a Beatles reunion.....
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I am really worried about Mum. Since I mentioned the exhibition going to Hamburg she has been really preoccupied. I know she struggled through the break up with Jim, and now, with this I feel she has so much on her plate.....

I will do whatever I can for Mum, as she is not only my best friend, but my rock. Mum deserves some happiness, and I can only hope she gets through this time in Hamburg.....