MINSUNG - Broken mind

CHAP.35 - Home evening

MINHO POV

He was just sitting on his sofa with Jisung cuddling next to him. They had just come from dinner and were planning on watching a movie. Minho had noticed that Jisung hadn't been himself after the panic attack and he wanted to make him feel as comfortable as possible. There was a box of chocolates on the table and he let Jisung choose what movie they would watch. Minho was actually in no mood for a romantic comedy but because Jisung wanted to watch that, he would watch that. 

"Do you need anything?" he asked before playing the movie. Jisung looks up at him while smiling widely. "No, not at all. I appreciate the way you're trying so hard. I'm sorry I haven't been myself after the panic attack but I'm getting better every moment. Your company is everything I need right now," Jisung answered and pecked a kiss on Minho's cheek. He smiled back at him and pressed the play button. 

The movie was nothing special, just some generic romantic comedy from Netflix but Jisung seemed to enjoy it. He laughed once in a while and it made Minho's heart flutter every time. It was pounding harder than normal and he could feel the butterflies in his stomach. As if the whole world was spinning around this person right next to Minho. 

After the movie, both of them were just scrolling through social media. Minho got a notification of a new message on Kakao from Chan. It was kinda late so Minho wondered what was going on with him. The message said: 

"Hey, you and Jisung are welcome to my party tomorrow at 8 PM. Basically, everyone from school is coming, including my friends and others. We'll be playing some games, drinking a few drinks and I'll also bring some snacks. Would love to see you guys there. -Channie"

Minho hadn't basically been at a party ever before. It would be his first time but he wanted to make sure that Jisung was on board before answering Chan anything. "Hey, I just got a message from Channie. He told me he was going to throw a party tomorrow and asked if we'd like to come. What do you say?" he asked kinda nervously. Jisung looked like he was wondering something before asking: "Who is coming there? Would you like to go?" Minho told him everyone he knew was coming and also told Jisung that he would like to go there. It would be good seeing everyone somewhere else than school once in a while. Also, it could really loosen all the tension between the friend groups. "Well, it sounds bearable. Of course, we'll go, it'll be nice to see everyone. Also, Chan deserves to spend some time with you since we're always together," Jisung said while giggling in the cutest manner. 

"But now for the most important question. What will we wear?" Jisung asked playfully. Minho had no idea what he was talking about. "You know, shouldn't we do like some kind of a couple of outfits. Same colors or something?" Jisung explained but made sure that Minho understood it as a joke. Minho laughed and said: "That's not the worst idea, to be honest. I suggest black with some yellow details?" Jisung nodded excitedly and clearly started to think about every piece of yellow clothing he had. 

Minho was just staring at Jisung while he was thinking deeply about nothing important. His expression was just so genuine and pure like there were no worries on the whole earth. That expression made Minho really happy because normally there was a slight bit of worry on Jisung's face. He just couldn't bear the cuteness anymore so he stood up and kissed Jisung. "What was that for?" Jisung asked while smiling widely. "You are just so damn cute. I couldn't hold myself anymore," Minho explained and kissed Jisung again. "Well there's no reason to hold yourself," he said in a flirty way and pulled Minho nearer to himself. They spent a whole lot of time on the sofa just kissing and cuddling each other and in the end, they just fell asleep right there.

Neither of them had slept that well for a while. Of course, they had slept together earlier, but this time, it was natural. While hugging Jisung tightly in his sleep Minho saw a very specific dream. In the dream, they were about 20 years older and cuddling in a different apartment together. It was just like the exact moment but further in the future. There were also many cats and even a cute golden retriever in the apartment that was filled with awards from music shows. Clearly, Jisung had made a lot of songs that had become popular and Minho was making what he had loved the most as a child. Dancing. The hobby he had called quits when their family didn't have enough money and his grandmother wouldn't let him start it again. Dancing was after all not something to do for real men. Maybe someday he would try it again.