𝐿𝓊𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒶𝓇𝓎 || Yandere!Tamaki x reader x Mirio

39. Kai Chisaki

[TW MENTIONS OF: ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS, GROOMING]

Ever since you first saw Rappa, you've been suffering. Suffering from constant anxiety and panic attacks, fear, and paranoia. Sure, they'd seen the highs and lows of your mental state, and sure, they encountered a few breakdowns, but they had never experienced anything like this. Whoever this Chisaki guy was, he left quite the impact on you.

You couldn't even be left alone. Not at your own house, at least. For the past few days, you and Eri have stayed at Tamaki's place, being constantly coddled by the two boys.

While seeing you this way made them feel terrible, they couldn't be too upset about it. Never had you been so dependent on them. So willing to give them and only them your attention. So needy for their attention,  just like they were for yours. And they loved it. They loved every single second of it.

"(Y/n), you can't stay like this forever. I mean, you're torturing yourself. We should go to the police and tell them about what's happening-"

"N-no we can't! Please! I-if you do that, then- then- my Mom will find out. And- and I'll be sent away." You interrupted Mirio, keeping your face buried in his shirt.

This is perfect. No police, no one will know what happened to him. Tamaki and Mirio could deal with this bastard all by themselves. 

But they still barely knew anything about him, besides the fact that he was your ex, and how he treated you, but besides that, they didn't know anything. His job, what he looked like, nothing. When they tried to ask, all that came out were panicked rambles and broken sobs.

In fact, you were crying right now, weeping as Tamaki held you close under the multiple blankets on the bed. Things had gotten so bad that you couldn't go to school and you barely slept. When you did sleep, you would have nightmares.

"Shhh, it's okay (y/n). We're here, and that's all that matters. You're going to be okay." Tamaki muttered to you, stroking your hair softly. "W-why don't you try and get some sleep, okay?"

"O-okay." You mumbled, shutting your eyes, letting out a few shaky breaths. After a few minutes or so, you fell into a deep sleep.

--

The first time you and Kai had met was at a party. You were all alone, not really knowing anyone. Your friends, at the time, had somehow gotten into this party with much older people and encouraged you to come. You'd never been to a party before, so you thought it would be nice to finally be included in something cool and grown-up like this.
 
Instead, you were uncomfortable, watching as the others drank alcohol and smoked, isolating yourself. Yeah, this definitely wasn't your scene.

And then, he came in. Like your night in shining armor. Most stayed out of his way, revering and fearing him. You should've seen that as a sign. But you didn't.

You just saw what you wanted to see. A handsome older guy, with messy brown hair beautiful amber-gold eyes, making his way over to you, asking if you wanted to leave with him.

You obliged, of course, and you walked back home with him. He even let you wear his jacket and kept you close to him. At the end of the night, he gave you a kiss and his number, and from then and there, it was official.

Even though you were dating, many things about Chisaki was still a mystery to you. He would have lots of older men coming and going from his place, doing his bidding on a whim. It wasn't until much later that you found out he was a part of the yakuza. You still stayed with him. You thought you could change him, for the better. Oh, how wrong you were.

Your relationship seemed great at first, with nice romantic dates and gestures. He always ended up spoiling you, and whenever you tried giving him something back, he would refuse. Little did you know he was trying to coax you even more into the relationship, preparing to trap you, like a spider catching a naive little fly in their web.

You clung to him like glue, and that's when things started going downhill. You always used physical affection as your love language, hugging and kissing him. You knew he had a thing with germs, but he never really seemed to have a problem with you.

That was until he said that. Those two sentences. Those eight words that still echo around in your mind when you look in the mirror.

"I don't want you touching me. You're disgusting."

Things went downhill from there. If you upset him, if you did anything slightly irritating to him, he would say something like that. That you were disgusting. That you were useless. That you were nothing.

--

You still remember what happened after your first time with him. You were sitting up in bed, clutching the blankets to your bare chest and body, staring blankly at the wall, while Chisaki showered.

You were so confused. Was he just trying to use you all this time? Were you just a toy to him? Something he could play with and use for sex? You were starting to think so.

He climbed back in bed with you, pressing a chaste kiss to your forehead. "What's wrong?"

"Kai, do you love me?" You asked, looking up at him.

"What? Of course, I do. I love you more than anything. And I'll never let you go." He said, pressing another kiss to your lips.

--

Then, you remembered your breakup. You remember how strong and free yet scared you felt when you told him it was over. Of course, that was when the worst happened.

You caught his men following you around, stalking you. You had to tell your mother about everything that happened and were forced to file a restraining order. He still didn't give up.

You still remember the last thing he said before being pulled away to prison, and the way it terrified you and shook you to your very core.

"You're mine, (y/n). Don't ever forget that. No matter what, we'll be together. I'll find you, and I'll prove that to you, I swear I will."

(A/N: Yeah I just wanted to add some backstory before shit hits the fan

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