𝐿𝓊𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒶𝓇𝓎 || Yandere!Tamaki x reader x Mirio

50. Guilt

The sound of a door creaking open quietly managed to wake you, making you sit up on the mattress where you were once sleeping. You didn't even notice that you had fallen asleep. Lately, you've been so tired and sick, and you weren't sure why. You told yourself it was the shock and trauma from everything, but now you felt unsure...

Focus on the prize, (y/n).

You told yourself, shaking your head. You needed to worry about getting out before thinking of anything else. Your eyes followed Tamaki as he walked down the stairs, clicking on the light.

Never had you felt so happy to see him. Not because you missed him or anything, but since he was your key to getting out of here. "Tamaki, is that you?"

"Y-yeah, it's me." He stumbled over his words, it seemed like he was nervous about seeing you.  Like he was afraid of you, which you found ironic.

"Hey, are you alright? I know I don't look great right now, but you don't have to be scared. I'm not going to hurt you, I promise." You reassured him, trying to ease him into getting comfortable with you.

Mirio must've talked to him once before and warned him about you trying to take advantage of him because you could tell that the teen was weary of your behavior. 

"I-It's not that." Tamaki started, walking over to you and sitting down on the edge of the mattress, before turning to face you and stroking a hair out of your face. "You'd look beautiful wearing a garbage bag. You're always pretty."

"I missed you." You let him cup your cheek, leaning into the touch, despite feeling repulsed by it.

You're just pretending. Just keep on playing him and you'll be able to get out of here. And whatever you do, don't throw up right now. 

"I missed you too. I-I hate seeing you chained up like this. You don't deserve it. You don't deserve any of this. I'm s-so sorry." He took your cuffed hand in his, holding it gently.

"You don't trust me yet, I understand, and I love you, and I'm doing my best to wait, but, I hate being locked down here by myself. It's so lonely and sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy. And Eri- fuck, I miss her so much. I just want to see her and it's- it's killing me to be apart from her for so long." You confessed, being the most truthful you have been in a while. 

A sympathetic look crossed Tamaki's face, his lips trembling slightly, and for a moment, you thought that he was going to cry. But he just pushed a hair out of your face, looking you in your eyes. "I know it's hard, but I promise I'll get you out of here soon. I-I'll let you see her."

You squeezed his hand, letting him squeeze it back. Your eyes followed his free hand, as he reached into his back pocket pulling out the keys to your cuffs. You felt your heart hammering in your chest as you eyed them, blood thumping in your ears.

This is it. Your chance to get out of here. Licking your lips, your eyes went from his hands to the door. Mirio's probably waiting upstairs. He's smart enough to not trust you with Tamaki like this. Shit. 

You took a quiet, shaky breath, calming yourself as Tamaki put the key in your handcuffs, unlocking them. Patience, (y/n). You'll find an opportunity soon.

Tamaki's lips ghosted over the red marks and bruises on your wrists from the handcuffs, making you squirm slightly and wince in pain. He gave you an apologetic look, before kissing your wrists, blowing cool air onto them. "Mirio should really loosen these."

You laid back, as he peppered kisses over your wrists, and up your arms, before moving to your neck and your face, finally stopping at your lips. You kissed him back, raking your fingers through his hair and sighing against his lips.

While you did feel disgusted with Tamaki and yourself for doing this, you did have to admit, you had been a little touch starved, compared to what you were used to getting. And it seemed like Tamaki was too, considering how hungrily he was kissing you, his lips practically devouring yours.

He laid back on the mattress his hands wrapping around your waist, pulling your body flush against his as he continued making out with you. "I missed you so much."

Your kidnapper whispered, and this was bringing back too many bad memories. You promised yourself you would do whatever it takes to play along, but you couldn't take this. Not when the boy you were once in love with was kissing you like this. 

"Wait, Tamaki, wait. I just- I can't. I need more time." You put your hands on his shoulder, stopping him as he moved in to kiss you yet again.

"I understand." He sat up in your bed, turning to leave before you stopped him once again. "Wait! Stay with me, please. I can't be alone right now."

He paused for a moment, before laying back in bed with you, facing you and smiling softly. "Okay."

--

After a good while, Tamaki had managed to fall asleep, and you had grown drowsy. But you couldn't sleep. Not yet, at least, because now was your chance to escape. This was it. You would rest when you and Eri were free and safe.

Quietly, you made your way up the stairs, exiting the basement and closing the door behind you. As you went to close the door to the basement, a pale hand stopped you, pushing the door open.

It was Tamaki's.

How did he- You were almost positive he was asleep when you left, how could he have-

"Do you really think I'm that gullible, (y/n)? You can't play me. I'm not stupid." He hissed, taking a step towards you, causing you to take one backward.

"I wasn't trying to- Tama, listen to me." You started, but he just shook his head angrily, walking towards you while you stepped away, going backward until your back hit the wall.

"No! Mirio was right about you. You don't trust us. You don't love us. Not right now, at least." He seethed, and never had you been so scared of him, seeing his true colors. He was insane.

"How can I love you when you're keeping me locked in your basement? When you're keeping me from Eri? If you truly loved me, you would let me go. Please, Tamaki. I won't tell anyone, just let me go." That made his features soften, and for a moment, you thought he would actually let you go.

But then, Mirio walked in. "You're not going anywhere."

(A/N: Yeahhh, MC is gonna be stuck for a little while

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