Fallin' In Love || AH×SM

Sanket's thoughts

Chapter 29

Sanket's POV

When she said that this won't workout, I couldn't bare it. Anger, sadness and some unknown feelings erupted in me and I wanted to say something but words didn't come out.

"Well then we are definitely not meant for each other." I reply to her angry statements when she was about to go.

"What?" She was a bit shocked and furrowed her eyebrows as she turned to face me again.

"Maybe we're not meant for each other. Maybe we're just trying to make this workout because we're married. We don't actually love each other, we are just trying to love each other." I say shrugging my shoulders trying my best to not show my anger. I did not want to say that but her words compelled me to do so. I noticed her on the brink of crying but she shoved it off by blinking away her tears. She rather changes her expression to a blank one, one I couldn't decipher.

I obviously do like her, love her but her words were like a sword at my neck which compelled me to say a lie. This wasn't working out because the trust wasn't there between us but I'm sure  would come up and grow once this fight about past ends.

"You're right. We're not meant for each other. We must go our separate ways once this vacation is over." She says looking everywhere else but me. I know she loves me too maybe, but our egos, I guess came in between.

"Right." I say not making eye contact with her. We both go our seperate paths. I go towards the boys who were at the bar table and the girls who were sitting with the lunch already.

The boys especially Dev, my best buddy noticed something was up with me. I aren't the same, ofcourse after the fight with Aashna. I'm not enjoying the vacation.

"What is up with you, mate?" Aryan asked me with concern while sipping onto his own wine glass.

"Nothing." I lied.

"Aryan, rather ask the question that what is up with you two?" Dev says to Aryan looking towards me and obviously pointing towards me and Aashna.

"What is it dude? We can help!" Harry interrupted our conversation. Why would he want to do that?

"Nothing at all. Just a fight with Aashna which will end asap." I said to end the conversation and by friends understood that, actually ending it.

We ate lunch and did our stuff down the hall in that eating area. We all were seated around a circular huge table where each seats were places far enough. Each person was getting enough space to sit and eat too. I noticed Harry and Aashna were talking a bit too much since the lunch time started. They were sitting side by side and I was sitting on the opposite side of Aashna. They were giggling and talking about something, which I couldn't really hear because the table was huge and the distance between two seats opposite each other was a bit too much.

I just gulped down my lunch ignoring their growing friendship. They're just friends and I shouldn't be jealous. I shouldn't care now actually because after the vacation is over, our relationship is also gonna be over.

After we ate lunch, we all went into our rooms for some rest to ourselves and also swim in our personal swimming pools for a while. I would actually just rest and sleep for sometime, my eyes are aching for no reason.

When I reached my room, I noticed Aashna was taking her bags somewhere.
"Um what's happening I mean where are you taking the bags? Your bags?" I asked her furrowing my eyebrows.

"I'm shifting to another room, since you know.. after this vacation is over.." she says raising her eyebrows while making proper eye contact with me.

"Oh-oh ok-okay" I stuttered and cleared my throat thereafter. I couldn't believe this was, this serious. Well I don't know I'm an idiot to think that she wasn't serious when she said we are seperating our paths or life. This is all happening so fast, can't even gather my thoughts around it.

I just crashed into my bed as she left and shifted to another room. The balcony glass was close as I stared into the clear sky. I thought about all the things that have been happening with me. Work is not really in mind right now because Randhir is handling it all. Also my staff is responsible enough in work. I just thought about Aashna and me. The way we would divorce, get to our own life, I will have to forget her.

How the heck will I forget her? I really need to divert my mind from her now. I need to focus on something else to not focus on her, all the fucking time. Since the day our paths crossed, I've been thinking about her a lot. She has become a daily visitor in my thoughts and my dreams. When we decided to make it work, I got excited and it was the happiest time of my life. And now this, this is the saddest period of my life.

I'll probably live in my misery. Aashna will be with her family, probably even leave the job at my company so that she doesn't have to see my face again. She will probably live her happy life with someone else who deserves her, who is meant for her. And not me. I will dwell in my misery and a pretend thing of happiness infront of my family. The love life is always on a toss in my case. First love, dead; second love, lost. Great, sanket.

I just relaxed my eyes for a while and I slowly went off to sleep.

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A/N

Ya I know, short chapter but Please coperate again. I feel so guilty I'm so irresponsible :(

But next chapter will be Aashna's POV and something gonna happen, something something. Hm.
Writing it now so definitely posting it asap without any delay than Wednesday.

This chapter about Sanket's thoughts. Do not worry about the fights 😘

Thanks for reading, vote. <3