Does it hurt?

broken

Part 9?????

I was broken, I was laying in my bed staring at my ceiling not moving. he was kissing her, my best friends.. he said he would be here but he lied.. I heard a knock on my dorm an someone came in, I didn't move just kept staring at the ceiling
??-danielle?
I knew who it was.. Rick fucking Riley, I didn't move nor did I acknowledge him. I felt him sit next to me, he put his hand on my cheek an forced me to look at him
R-sluts like you need to know there place
I didn't say a word just looked at him.. I was done
R-you don't make it any fun when you don't speak.. talk bitch!
He slapped my hard a crossed the face but even than I didn't say a word. He kept hitting me over an over again until he put his hand around my throat an started choking me, I felt tears roll down my face as I held onto his wrist, the world was turning dark an I knew i was gonna black out
R-this what would have been more fun if you would have fucking listen!
I closed my eyes waiting for darkness to take over but it never did? I felt Rick's hand remove from my neck so I slowly opened my eyes still trying to catch my breath when I saw Adam standing at my dorm door, Riley immediately got off me an slammed Adam against the wall.
R-you keep your mouth shut banks!
I got up out of bed still trying to breath I tried pulling Riley off banks but he pushed me off  an punched Banks.. he ran out an banks walked over to me
A-you alright?
I just nodded an he helped me up, he ran to my draw an grabbed a first aid kid.. he started cleaning up my face when my door opened again, Portman came in
De-WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO HER?!
he grabbed Adam an slammed him up against the door that was now closed, I got up an grabbed Dean's shirt trying to pull him off
Da-let him go! He didn't do anything!
Dean let him go an Adam dropped to the floor, dean turned to me an saw my face.. his face looked like a mixture of regret and sympathy
De-than who did..
I just shook my head at him, he didn't deserve to know. It wasn't his business
De-I won't fucking ask again who did this Dani!
I didn't say a word, Adam carefully got off the floor an sat on my bed trying to breathe after everything
A-it was Rick.
I looked at Adam annoyed that he had opened his big ass mouth an told Dean. I looked back at Dean whose face was now filled with anger, he stormed out of my dorm and I didn't bother to follow him know exactly what he was gonna do, I grabbed the first aid an cleaned the cut on adam's lip making him chuckle
A- I should be doing this to you, your face is worse
I chuckle as he started cleaning the blood off my face. I sighed an grabbed the blunt that was on my night stand and lit it.. I took a hit before blowing out the smoke
Da-want some?
Adam looked nervous but agreed, he took a small hit an coughed it up making me chuckle.. i just wanted the pain to stop..
Da-hey Adam?
A-yeah Dani?
Da-I wish I was dead like my dad