Does it hurt?

friends forever

Part 11?

i never thought I would be happy again, I thought my life was practically over. but that wasn't the case, I'm finally happy. I mean I miss Dean with all my heart, he still hasn't tried talking to me an I haven't talked to him. It is still awkward at practice or games when we are working together to doing a team hug, but we push it aside for the team, I was sitting in my brothers dorm that he shared with Luis an Ken, i had my hat on my head an was sitting on his bed while he was trying to figure out what shirt he should wear to his little date with a girl from our math class, her name was Summer. she lives in Huston, Texas so not to far from us. I was happy for my brother, Fulton joined us not to long after an sat down
Da-how was hanging with Dean?
F-it was awesome! we literally walked the town, went to the arcade! gosh I loved it
I smiled at him, I was happy Dean was going out more an being happy. If only he knew I loved him
D-hellooo Dani!
I turned my attention back to Dwayne an smiled
D-which button up???
I picked the blue plaid button up that he could wear with his jeans an hat, he had bought her a rose an everything. My heart was fluttering for my brother, we heard a knock on his door an he asked me to get it since he was going to brush his teeth. I chuckled at him an opened the door to see Dean.. I was fighting off the urge to just hug him because I so desperately wanted to
De-hey um can we talk?
I nodded an stepped outside my brothers dorm carefully shutting the door behind us
Da-what's up?
He looked down at his feet before looking back up at me, I couldn't help but smile when I looked into his eyes.. something about them just makes me drawn to them
De-I'm uh sorry for what happened with Julie, I didn't mean to hurt you in any way! I j-
I cut him off by a small giggle leaving my lips
Da-Dean it's okay! I'm over it
He gave me a small smile before hugging me, I hugged him back and we pulled away
De-I'm guessing you like the hat?
I tilted my head down making him chuckle like he did when I did it the first day I was here
De-I will see you around Cowgirl
I smiled as he walked down the hall and around the corner.. we may not be together but having him back in my life is better than not having him in it at all.. I had my Portman back an that's all that mattered.