Part 14? I remember waking up, my face felt wet and I remembered I was crying.. I slowly got up with my pounding headache an made my way over to my desk, i quickly took some meds before facing my picture wall.. (These are photos of her, Dwayne, her mom an father)
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We were so happy.. Dwayne an I had just turned 7, only 4 years before dad passed..
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Dwayne and dad.. we never understood that dad was sick, he hid it so well..
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Dad an I.. he played hockey when he was 10 an stopped when Dwayne i and were 2, he was our number 1 fan..
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Dwayne an mom, she loved the outdoors especially during the spring. she loved the smell of the grass an it always made her smile..
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The day dad proposed to mom.. she was so happy, I haven't seen her smile like that in years..
I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard loud knocking at my door, I unlocked it before opening it to see Dean. He walked in an looked at me, I shut my door before turning to him. he looked furious De-are you out of your mind?! I just stared at him knowing what he was mad about.. I had a little more common sense than I did yesterday De-drinking and smoking seriously?! I understand getting high here an there is fine but EVERY DAY! you are gonna get kicked off the team if Coach or the principal find out! I rubbed my face with my hands before sitting at my desk, I put my hat on an looked at Dean who just looked even more mad that I wasn't responding De- WILL YOU FUCKING ANSWER ME?! He punched the wall right by my desk making me flinch.. he had put a hole in it. i looked at him shocked not knowing what to do, he turned to me holding the hand that he had just punched through a wall De- im over this shit Danielle, get your shit together. I get it your in pain, I get it you miss your dad, I und- I didn't let him finish, I stood up with tears welling in my eyes, not sad ones but anger Da-don't tell you understand! Don't fucking sit here and tell me you know what it's like to lose someone you love! MY DAD DIED DEAN! HE DIED AN I CANT BRING HIM BACK! MY OWN BROTHER IS GHOSTING ME AND THE GUY I LOVE DOESNT LOVE ME BACK I covered my mouth after saying the last part, he stood shocked at what had just came out of my mouth.. I didn't know what to do next. I watched him sit on my bed and put his head in his hands before looking at me De- i do know what it's like Dani... I lost my mom when I was 14. she was hit by a drunk driver, it was my fault.. Da- h-how was it your fault? I took a seat next to him on my bed an looked at him while he stayed staring at the ground De- we got into a huge fight that day, she had caught me smoking with my friends and I lost it, I told her I wanted her out of my life an I shoved her. I put my fucking hands on my mom Dani! I scooted closer to him an taking off my hat before putting my head on his shoulder De- i got the call from the hospital an I ran there, she was covered in tubes.. she had woken up an told me she loved me, she died before I could say I was sorry... I heard him sniffle an wrapped my arms around him. we stayed like this for a few before he turned to me causing me to let go an look at him De-you love me?
