Complicated

(36)~I love you

It's finally prom day, I am standing in front of my mirror staring at the dress on me. It's gorgeous, the lower part flexes out my hips in a modest yet sultry manner but the upper side is all out, my boob is giving much cleavage and the sides have my skin on full display. Two nights ago I woke up from sleep because the dress felt too plain to my taste so I added a silver slim chain at the backside at the middle, between the bodice and the waistline since there wasn't any fabric in that large space.

The dress is gracefully being paired with a white Zimmerman strap heels, my earrings are the Le bracelet Baguier from Jacquemus. It has been a dream for sometime now to be a model for the brand.

I apply some hair spray onto my curls. The past week has made me get accustomed to my bangs and it gives my face such a new look which I'm loving. I give a gentle bump to both ends of my hair then put on some red lipstick before smacking my lips, feeling satisfied.

We all decided to get a limo to pick us all up so we got to party together before prom began. You can always count on us to pregame the event and get trashed before the show even begins.

I grabbed my phone from my tabletop as the screen flashes on. Tonight I am going solo so whatever happens, happens. It's high time I make my presence known at formals without a male beside me.

My parents are already at the door speaking to Aaron and Aarington by the time I get to the stairs.

"Mom, dad" Aaron said something that made them laugh before my mom looked up to me.

Her eyes widen as she taps my dad rapidly, "Liam, Liam, look at her?" My mom is almost on the verge of tears as she walks closer to me with her arms wide open.

"You look amazing Gracie, so beautiful" she crushes me harder and I can't help it but laugh lightly.

"I love you mom, thanks" I place a kiss on both her cheeks before moving over to my dad who has his chin up like he's trying not to break down like my mom.

"Soon we'll be walking her down the aisle" he clears his throat and blinks his eyes before ushering me into a comforting hug.

"Okay you two, if I don't get going we'll all sit on this floor, eating ice-cream and pouring out our feelings" Aarington pulled me to his side and agreed.

"One picture please!" my mom asks and Aarington can't say no to her so he calls everyone in to take one. Eliaza, Grayson, Cindy, Advick, Sean, Marilla and the two other boys are cheesing so much even after the flash goes off.

We wave goodnight and file into the limo, Aaron and Aarington are seated on either side of me while Eliaza is beside the other side of Aarington.

I catch Aaron giving side glances to me, more directed to my boobs than my face.

"Why do you keep staring, do I have rail me written all over my tits?" I stare directly into his eyes and he forces himself to look at me.

He shakes his head and rests his back into the seat before taking a sip out of the cup he has in his hands.

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"Next stop, the dome!!" Sean's voice rumbles around the insides of the limo and I don't miss the way Marilla blushes at his outburst.

We just finished up at the beach, taking pictures and having shotguns. I noticed how Aaron always toyed with my hair or placed his hands on appropriate parts of my body; because our friends were there.

With my fingers twirling the glass of red wine and Aaron's arms sprawled across the leather of my seat, I can't think straight. His cologne is a mix of excotic black cherry and a Turkish rose, the suit he has on is giving away how ripped he is.