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" mai pehle bhi kafi overreact kar chuki ho janti ho magar mere ikhteyar mai nahi tha kuch bhi "

Zubia ko apne behaviour yaad aya tha..

" shayd mai bhi yehi karti bia "

Haya ne kaha tha..

Wo baato mai magan thi jab kisi ne uske kamre ka darwaza khatkhataya tha..

" ek min koi aya hai "

Yeh kehti phone ko bed pe rakhte usni darwaza khola tha or samne zaigham ko khara paya tha..

" subha chee baje ap tyaar rehna  "

Zubia uljhi thi itni subha kiyu..

" magar kiyu "

Uske pouchne pe wo udas sa muskurya tha..

" bola tha na apko wapis chor kar ao ga "

Uske batane par jo zubia ki ek umeed thi is rishte ko chance dene ki wo toti thi.. na chahte hoe bhi usne halka sa sar hilaya tha..

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" tu yeh hai wo billi haina "

Zaigham or farhan terrace mai baithe kuch baat kar rahe the jab zubab coffee ke cup lati yeh boli thi.. jaya zaigham ne niche dekha tha wohi farhan uljha tha..

" konsi billi "

Farhan se poucha tha..

" zubia "

Zubab ne jawab dia tha..

" billi? "

Wo uljha tha.. beshak uske liye mushkil tha in dono behn bhai ko samjh na..

" tu kia soucha "

Samne pari chair pe baithe hoe zubab ne zaigham se poucha tha..

" kis bare mai "

Wo anjan bana tha..

" is rishte ko chance dene ke or kiske "

" kal subha mai usse hunza wapis chor ne ja raha ho bata dia hai Maine usse yeh "

Zaigham ke batane pe wo dono heran hoe the..

" magar kiyu tim tu usse... "

" wo rokna nahi chahti "

Zaigham ne udas si muskurahat ke sath bola tha.. zubab wohi bolte bolte roki thi..

" kia usne tumhe khud yeh kaha hai "

Farhan ne poucha tha..

" nahi "

Jawab mukhtasir tha..

" tu phir tumhe kis ne kaha wo Jana chahti hai "

Zubab ne poucha tha..

" usne mana bhi tu nahi kia iska yahi matlb hoa na wo Jana cahti hai "

Yeh kehta wo waha se gaya tha..

" kia mai isse thappar mar sakti ho "

Uske jate hi zubab ne farhan se poucha tha jis lar usne na mai sar hilaya tha..

" mujhe in dono ko samjh mai nahi arahi "

Zubab ne keh kar apna sar pakra tha.. or farhan ne usse dilasa dia tha..

Raat lambi thi dono ke liye guzarna.. ajeeb tha na wo uske kuch kehna ka intezar kar raha tha ke wo uske kehne ka intezar kar rahi thi.. rokna chahte the magar himmat karne ke liye tyaar koi nahi tha dono mai se..

Kaise na kaise yeh raat guzri thi.. subha ke 6 baj rahe the matlb unke nikalne ka waqt tha..

" ja rahi ho magar ati rehna "

Maham ne usse gale se lagate hoe bola tha jiska jawab usne jii mai dia tha..

" khayal rakhna or contact mai rehna "

Zubab ne usse kaha tha..

Uska waha se Jane ka dil nahi kar raha tha shayd is liye kiyu ke usse oheli baat zindagi mai itni apnayat kisi se mili thi..

" chale "

Zaigham ne poucha tha..

" jii "

Na chahte hoe bhi usne sar hilaya tha..

Khamoshi wapis se dono ke darmiyan cha gai thi ate waqt rasta jitna lamba kah raha tha ab jate waqt pata nahi kiyu itna chota lag raha tha.. pehle rasta khatam nahi ho raha tha or ab chota kafi lag raha tha..

koi 4 baje ka waqt tha jab wo hunza pounche the.. rush na milne ki waja se jaldi pounche the jiska afsos dono ko hoa tha..

Uske hostel ke ke samne gari roki thi zaigham ne.. zubia uske kuch bolne ka intezar karti rahi or zaigham zubia ke..

" Allah hafiz wapis dehan se Jana "

Kuch na suune pe zubia ne gari se uthar te hoe bola tha..

" jii Allah hafiz "

Wo bas itna hi keh paya tha..

(( Uske chalte kadmo ko dekhta raha is umeed se ke wo lot ay gi..

Wo chalti rahi is yaqeen se ke wo rok le ga..

Na loti.. na usne usse roka..

Dono ka yaqeen hi tu tha chakna chor ho gaya.. ))...

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" naaahiii yaaarr red nahi wo bohot common hai "

Haya phone pe baat kar rahi thi jab uski nazar andhar ati zubia pe pari thi..

Yeh yaha kia kar rahi thi yeh tu apni shadi ko ek chance dena chahti thi phir.. yeh sawal tha jo uske zehen mai zubia ko dekhte hi aya tha..

" noor mai bad mai call karti ho "

Yeh kehti haya ne phone band kia tha or zubia ke pas gai thi..

" baat karne ka mauka hi nahi mila akar sidha bola subha chee baje tyaar rehna wapsi ke liye "

Shayd zubia samjh gai thi haya kia pouchne wali hai isliye uske bina bole hi usse apni wapsi ki waja batai thi..

" bia "

Uske pas baithi usne usse bolaya tha..

" hmm "

" tumhe apna batana chahiye tha tum kia chahti ho "

Haya ne usse bola tha jis par wo halka sa muskurai thi..

" haya kia faida bol deti unhe mai or wo shayd man bhi jate lekin kia dil se mante jaise baba pe bojh thi waise hi zaigham par bhi ban jati "

Bol kar roki thi haya ki taraf dekha tha ke shayd koi jawab mile..

" ab mai bojh nahi kisi pe banna chahti shayd wo mere naseeb mai hi nahi hai.. bas yehi dua hai jo humare haq mai behtar ho wo hume mil Jay "

Yeh kehti wo washroom mai gai thi or apne ansu wo ko behne dia tha.. yeh ansu kis baat ke the? Himmat tu khud ne nahi ki agar kar li hoti tu Yun chup kar ro na rahi hoti..

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