Shawn Mendes Imagines

Pregnant

My limp body leaned back against the bathroom wall, my hands clutching the sides of the toilet.

I had been throwing up everyday for the past week, and I had moved up a cup size. Although Shawn and I had only had sex a few times since we've gotten together, pregnancy was the first thought that entered my mind.

Deciding that I needed to take a pregnancy test, I hurried to the drugstore, grabbing a few boxes and returning home.

The way home was quiet as I thought about life with a baby. I wasn't ready for kids yet, and I don't think Shawn would want a child at this age either, for it'd interfere with his career.

I got home and returned to the bathroom, shutting and locking the door before taking the test.

The minute long wait felt like an eternity as I paced the white, tiled bathroom floor, running my hands through my hair.

The first test came out positive, my heart dropping into the pit of my stomach. To be sure, I took two more tests, both of them coming out positive as well.

My body slid down the pale gray wall, my head falling into my hands as tears streamed down my face, not prepared to tell Shawn the news.

The faint sound of the door opening was audible through my soft sobs.

"Baby, I'm home!" Shawn called out, the soft pattering of his footsteps sounded as he made his way up the stairs.

I didn't respond, but let out a shaky breath, bringing my knees up to my chest as he approached the door, laying a gentle knock on the wooden surface.

"(Y/n)?" He called softly, "Everything alright?" He mumbled as I stood up, not saying a word, wiping my tears away.

"Baby, you're scaring me. You okay?" He jiggled the doorknob before I opened it, keeping my head down as I walked past him, and into the bedroom.

I sat down on the bed, wiping my eyes again with my sleeve as Shawn followed, kneeling down in front of me.

"Hey, hey, look at me," he mumbled calmly, his deep voice always pleasing to my ears, "what's wrong?"

I shook my head, licking my bottom lip as he ran his thumb along the back of my hand, looking up at me.

"You're gonna hate me," I cried softly, shutting my eyes, feeling small, salty tears make their way down my cheeks before Shawn reached up to wipe them away.

"You know I'll never hate you, darling, but, you're really scaring me now." A delicate chuckle pouring from his lips, "Do you wanna tell me what happened?"

I took a glance into his soft, hazel eyes, as he smiled at me, rubbing my hand again for reassurance as I nodded.

"You're going to be a dad," I breathed as I shut my eyes.

"Oh my god, you're pregnant?" He asked, his eyes widened in surprise as I quickly tore my hands away from his grip.

"Shit, what have I done? I'm so sorry," I cried, "I'm so sorry."

"What? No, stop crying, baby, don't cry," he sat down next to me on the bed, immediately pulling my body against his as I cried into his chest, his soft lips pressing against my forehead.

"You-You're not mad?" I sniffled as he grinned, wiping away my tears, his eyebrows pulled together in confusion at my question while he shook his head.

"Mad? Why would I be mad?"

"A child, Shawn, we're having a child," I squeezed his hands, "you're on tour and this isn't going to work, aren't you upset?"

"I'm so excited to have a kid," he smiled, cupping my cheeks in his hands, "I can cancel the tour and stay here with you, okay? This is so great," he rambled, kissing my forehead again.

"I love you," I sighed as he leaned in and kissed me, gently running his hands through my hair as I held onto his wrists.

"I love you too, baby," he smiled, gently biting down on his lip.

"Being a dad is going to be so fun!" He stood up, taking my hands in his and spinning me around gently, "We can decorate a little room for the baby, and teach him or her how to talk, and walk," he sighed in content, "this is just going to be amazing.

"I think you'll make a great father," I whispered, a small smile lingering on my lips, resting my hand against his chest as he smiled down at me, connecting our lips again.

"And you, my darling, will be the best mum."

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this still sucks lmAooOOO

-Rebecca