Shawn Mendes Imagines

Gone

It's been over a year since Shawn left me, but the memories still follow me.
I relive that day very often in my mind.

FLASHBACK

I can't do this anymore (y/n), I-I'm sorry."

"Why Shawn? D-Did I do something-I dont-I just don't understand!" I cried out.

"No, I-I just don't feel the same way about you anymore, I guess." He said, looking in the opposite direction.

"Is there someone else?" My voice came out as a whisper.

He looked down at the floor, avoiding eye contact with me.

"Shawn! Please answer me!" I said, trying to get an answer out of him.

"Yes." He said, guiltily.

"Oh." I responded, trying desperately to hold back the tears that were threatening to escape.

I couldn't let him see me cry.

Shawn let out a sigh.
"It-It's Laur. I'm sorry." The last part coming out as a whisper.

My heart stopped and felt like it had dropped into the pit of my stomach.

"I'm sorry (y/n). I, uh, I gotta go..."
And with that he was gone.

END OF FLASHBACK.

I heard a knock at my door and went to open it, quickly glancing at my clock before I left.

3:18 A.M

Who would be at my house this early?

Upon opening the door, I found a red, puffy eyed Shawn, holding a rose in his hand.

I felt a lump in my throat.

"Shawn?"

He took a deep breath and began to speak.

"Hi (y/n). I really need to talk to you."

I moved out of the door way and motioned for him to come in.

We walked into the living room, he handed me the rose as he sat down across from me.

"(Y/n), I still love you, and before you say I'm crazy or tell me to leave, just hear me out. I still have feelings for you and I was so stupid to let you go. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me and you made me feel like the luckiest guy in the world. Truth is, I'm still crazy about you. So now, I just want to ask if you would let me into your life again? Please?"

His words hit me hard as I remembered all the times we had together, good and bad.

I still loved him and wanted him back.

So bad.

I got up and ran into his arms as he picked me up.

I started crying tears of joy into his shoulder.

"I'm still crazy about you too Shawn."

He laughed.
"Soo is that a yes?"

I pulled back and smiled at him.

"Of course its a yes!"

He placed his lips on mine and kissed me hard.

I missed this so much.

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I shot up out of bed, panting. I turned to my side to see that Shawn wasn't there and remembered that he hadn't been, for over a year.

It was just a dream, but it felt so real.

I felt a tear slide down my cheek as I took in a deep breath and laid my head against my pillow, falling back asleep.
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