Shawn Mendes Imagines

Hurt

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"Just tell me why, (y/n)?" Shawn asked sternly, shutting his eyes as he waited for my response.

"I-I'm sorry, Shawn." My voice trembled.

"I don't care if you're sorry or not," He spat, "I want to know why you did it."

"I just-you were on tour and I needed someone." I whispered the last part quietly, looking down at my feet as I heard Shawn sigh angrily.

"You couldn't wait for me, could you!?" He screamed, pointing a finger in my face as I slowly backed up.

"Shawn, I just-"

"You know what you are?" He asked, dangerously quiet, as my back hit the wall, his large figure hovering in front of me.

"A cheating, lying, slut." He spat angrily, as I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces at his choice of words.

He paced around the room, letting out frustrated groans as his face grew redder by the second. His jaw clenched as his fist collided with the wall as my body trembled in fear.

"What did I ever do to deserve this!?" He yelled, moving towards me.

My back hit the wall again as I quickly shielded my face from him with my arms.

"Please." I whispered, a tear slipping down my cheek; my lips quivering.

"Oh god," He mumbled, "I'm not going to hit you, is that what you thought?" His voice softened a bit.

I slowly nodded as Shawn glanced down at his red knuckles, cursing under his breath.

"I would never hit you. I-I'm sorry, I'm a monster, oh my god." He sat down on the bed, burying his hands in his face.

I leaned back against the wall, resting my head against it and slowly shutting my eyes, breathing heavily.

Shawn took in a sharp breath, tapping his foot rapidly on the ground as he continued to shake his head in his hands.

"I can't believe myself." He muttered.

"Shawn, I'm sorry, this is my fault." I whispered, gathering up the courage to finally say something.

"No," He looked up at me with teary eyes and puffy cheeks, his dry lips moving slightly as he spoke to me with a shaky voice, "I-It doesn't matter what you did, I would never hit you."

"Shawn-"

"And y-you thought I was going to."

"Please, Shawn-"

"Because I'm a h-horrible person, I scared you, I'm sorry baby girl."

I took in a deep breath, slowly making my way towards him.

"You're not a monster, and I'm sorry I cheated, Shawn. Just give me another chance." I begged, my voice trembling in fear.

"I just-I don't know." He breathed, putting his face back into his hands.

"Please Shawn, it was a mistake I'll never make again." More tears made their way down my cheeks as I grabbed onto his hands taking them in mine.

"I just can't get hurt again." He breathed, standing up and letting go of my hands.

"You're not...leaving, are you?" I paused my body stayed frozen as I watched him pack a small bag of his necessities, and walk out of the room.

"I'm sorry, (y/n). I wish I could stay with you, but I can't do this anymore." He opened the front door, "I can't keep getting hurt."

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-Rebecca🌙

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