Shawn Mendes Imagines

Tours & Tears

A/N: This imagine is for @relaxmendes. Hope you like it !

"I'm tired, Zehra," Shawn whined, pouting at me and batting his eyelashes dramatically.

"Come here, baby boy," I patted the seat next to me on the couch, motioning for him to sit beside me.

Shawn laid down on the couch instead, resting his head on my lap as I ran my fingers through his hair.

"This is nice," he mumbled into my lap as I continued to play with his hair.

Humming softly, I rested my head back against the couch, shutting my eyes as my fingers were still entangled in his soft, brown locks.

"Baby girl," Shawn whispered, lightly tapping my thigh with his fingers, "there's something I need to tell you."

"Sure, what is it?" I asked, still laying peacefully against the cream colored seat.

"Listen, princess," Shawn mumbled quietly as he got up, his hair looking a bit messy, "don't be upset, okay?"

I nodded, a bit more concerned this time.

"I'm going on tour," he whispered, holding on to both of my hands with his, looking down at them as he gently played with my fingers.

I stayed silent as Shawn looked up, his eyes meeting mine, "are you upset?" he whispered.

"No, Shawn, I'm not upset," I smiled weakly, looking down at out fingers laced together, blinking back tears.

"Baby girl, don't cry," Shawn said softly, his voice remaining quiet and gentle the entire time.

I felt a tear slide down my cheek and Shawn wiped it away with the pad of his thumb, resting his hand on my cheek as he caressed it gently with his fingers.

"Please, baby," he croaked, his voice cracking as he was now on the verge of tears.

"I'm so happy for you, Shawn, I really am. I want you to-" I stopped, taking in a shaky breath, "to be successful. I-I'm just going to miss you."

"Baby, come here," Shawn mumbled, his voice barely audible as he pulled me onto his lap as I began sobbing uncontrollably, stuffing my face into the crook of his neck, holding on to him tight.

"I-I just got you back, a-and you're leaving again," I sobbed, my hands wrapped tightly around his neck, my tears soaking his black t-shirt.

"I know, baby girl, I know," he rubbed my back soothingly, "but time will fly, and I'll be home before you know it."

"I'm scared, Shawn," I pulled away, looking into his eyes that were now brimmed with tears; all color drained from his face.

"Scared of what?" He asked, his hands moving down to my waist as he pressed his fingers into my skin.

"Of loosing you," my lip quivered ever so slightly; my voice trembling in fear, "what if we drift apart?"

"Oh, baby girl, we won't," he put his hand on the back of my head, gently pulling me back into his body as he stroked my hair, "I promise, we won't."

"I love you, Shawn," I mumbled against the skin on his neck.

"I love you too, doll, now let's just enjoy the time we have together right now, okay?"

"Okay."

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-Rebecca