Redemption

chapter 47

CHAPTER 47

Back to SELENA’S P.O.V

“Daddy!”

He’s making me crazy. Crazy crazy mad, mad mad crazy.

Jari-jemari saya mencengkeram rambut dia. I don’t give a shit kalau ada rambut dia tercabut. Hahahaha! 

“Open my shirt, baby.” suara Holland semakin serak.

Tangan saya bergegar-gegar unbuttoning his shirt. Then my hands caressed his warm naked chest. I didn’t realize I purred at the touch of him.

“Kitten” Holland thrusted his tongue in my ear.

If I’m a kitten, he’s a tiger. Tinggal tunggu waktu saja seekor kucing dibaham oleh seekor harimau buas.

Yes, buas. Holland is as wild as a beast when it comes to… what do I call this? Sex bukan. When it comes to foreplay? I wonder kalau dia seganas ini if we have sex.

Have sex? Oh my god! Jantung saya berdegup kencang teringat kata-kata Holland yang terngiang-ngiang di telinga saya.
“Do you want daddy to teach you how to fuck?”

Am I ready to be fucked? After all that has happened, me throwing myself at him from the very beginning, then him rejecting me, am I really ready for this?

Adakah saya bersedia untuk disakiti kalau Holland mengambil satu-satunya harta berharga milik saya dan mencampakkan saya begitu saja?

He hasn’t even…

“Ahhh!” I screamed as Holland’s teeth nibbled my n*pple softly and his thumb rubbing on my cl*ts.

“Come on, scream for me, baby!” he growled dengan gigi dia yang masih mengepit lembut my n*pples. His thumb pressed for more pressure.

Dengan nafsu yang super membuak, saya tidak dapat menahan sudah jeritan-jeritan saya.

I hope his house is sound-proof or else orang yang tengah mandi di Tanjung Aru Beach pun boleh dengar jeritan batin saya.

Kepala Holland masih menunduk sambil mulut dia mengulum my breasts one after the other.

“I can’t hold back anymore, Selena…” his voice sounded a little pained. “I want you.”

Dubs jantung saya. That three words setanding dengan ‘I love you’ bagi indera pendengaran saya.

He looked into my eyes with hot burning passion.
“Do you want me, baby?”

Sama. I can’t hold back anymore. Saya sayang dia. Sangat-sangat sayang dia. Tidak, kau menipu diri kau sendiri, Sel. Jujur saja, saya sangat-sangat mencintai Holland.

Saya mengangguk dengan mata yang berkabut kerana nafsu.

Holland melumat bibir saya. Pada mulanya lembut… kemudian semakin rakus. Saya membalas sama ghairah. I think I’m getting good at kissing because Holland growled deep in his chest with lust seakan dia sangat menikmati ciuman kami. Practice makes perfect, Sel.

“Say you want me, baby.” Holland demanded.

Kata-kata saya hampir tercekat di leher saya. But I know how demanding Holland can be, he won’t stop until I give him the answer that he wants. And the answer that I want.

“Yes… oh…” he squeezed my ass hard. “Yes, daddy…” I breathed out.

“I like that, baby...” I can feel him smiling against my lips.

And he started up the staircase.

Oh god! This is it, Sel! Saya meramas lengan, dada Dan rambut Holland, and anything I can get my hands on.