misjudged the notion of love

took it to heart

Mew took a deep breathe to then close his eyes has the cold breeze went about him, at age 15 he learned a very hard lesson that he wished he hadent.
Flexing his jaw and slowly opening his eyes he shook his head has his heart turned cold.
Never again will I experience the thing called love.
Turning he kept his heart closed and his mind opened, to become a very cynical person.
By age 19, he kept true to his word to never feel the thing called love again, after he lost his virginity to a boy he thought loved him, mew over the years, used two others just for the physical act of sex, when they started to grow harder feelings for him, mew dropped them quick to make cynics has well.
Sitting to a bench, mew took his cigarette from his mouth to blow out a big puff of smoke to then smile.
His best friend kirka came about, with his little brother gulf in tow.
They both sat for gulf to bring up his hand to wave the smoke away.
"Ugh.... Nasty habit."
Mew shrugged to then place it back to his mouth to then move it to blow more smoke to gulf, mew never quite cared for him.
Kirka placed his arm to gulf just in time to move him away to laugh.
"You are always so mean to my sweet little brother. Think you two are siblings for how you two act."
Gulf rolled his eyes.
"Don't try to pair me up with him, even to make a point, I'm happy you're my brother then him, don't even know why your friends with this faggot, nasty...."
Mew narrowed his eyes.
"Watch yourself you little prick."
Kirka signed. Gulf then gave mew a look of hated to then stand up, to then look to his brother with a hand out.
"Told you I couldn't last more then a few minutes with the asshole, pay up. I'm leaving."
"Gulf.... Language and don't use the a word."
Kirka then placed his hand to his pocket too then pay gulf for him to smile and wide to then turn to leave.
Kirka watched him go to look to mew who then placed his cigarette out, he would do that for his best friend not his homophobic, nasty, annoying little brother.
Kirka then wrapped his arms about.
"You know.....if you did that in the first place we wouldn't have had that go down in the way that it did."
Mew shrugged to then place a hand to his chin to look to kirka.
"You know I don't like your brother."
"To be friends with me, you need to try a bit harder."
Mew rolled his eyes.
"But he is such a snot nosed homophobic little brat. And we are best friends."
Mew smiled trying to change the subject.
Kirkas eyed narrowed to then un wrap his arms to then place them forward cupped to look to them.
"Only a homophobic brat, now mew, we have been friends since we were very young, can you just try harder for me, to be more nicer to my brother. Please, I don't want to have to choose between you."
Mew signed to shake his head a bit.
"Well, were off to collage soon, so why make the effort now?"
Kirka looked to mew.
"Because he will always be in my life and I'm hoping you will be to."
Mew smiled to sign loudly to get up..
"Only if you buy lunch today, I guess I can try."
Kirka stood to then walk to the side of mew has he wrapped an arm about.
"Always having me pay, your so lucky you're my "best" friend."
Kirka then looked to the side to whistle to get gulfs attention has he was before fountain to eye, gulf signed to then go towards them to stay behind with his head hung.
Inside the car, mew told kirka where he wanted to go, he then drove off to that eatery, gulf was to the back seat looking out the window to then chew at his inner cheek, he then turned his head to get an idea.
He then leaned forward to place his hands to the back of his brothers seat to then eye mew has he looked to the side, out the window to see things flash by.
"Mew....I got a question for you?"
Mew took in a deep inhale to then looked to gulf.
"What question?"
"Mm, why are you a faggot?"
Kirka rolled his eyes.
"Gulf....." He signed.
Gulf looked to his brother driving to then look back at mew.
"Hey, I am genuinely curious. Why do you like men? Is it because no girl wants to come near you? Are you small, is that why...."
Kirka turned his head to eye gulf with a glare.
Gulf signed to then move back to wrap his arms about to look out the window.
Kirka then turned his head to eye forward. Mew looked to him to smile, kirka was always like this for him, that's why they were best friends.
Mew then turned his head to take in a deep breathe to let this go, for kirka.
Gulf started to drum his finger to his hand to then turn his head to press the issue, he didn't know why, but he lived to tease mew over his sexuality.
"So..... Why do you like men?"
Kirka signed again.
"Gulf, would you please stop."
Gulf kept his eyes to mew to then lean forward a bit.
"Is it because your small? Has woman laughed at you is that why...."
Kirka furrowed his brow.
"Gulf shut up!"
Mew turned his head to eye kirka to then look to gulf to have the two lock in a glare for gulf to narrow his eyes to then go back to then look out the window.
Mew flexed his jaw.
I'm sorry kirka.
"You know, gulf..... Your 16, haven't seen you with a girl, is it because your too small? Is that why your asking me? You know what, I Don't think any of them will ever give you the time of day in there pussy, since your a snot nosed homophobic piece of...."
Kirka shook his head, had gulf turned his to stare mew down.
"Ugh..... I'm to young to..... Listen here you queer! If I wanted to get laid with a woman they would be quivering from what I would...."
Kirka signed.
"Would you two knock it off! Gulf, mew is gay accept it, stop calling him slurs, mew, my brother is not ready for that type of thing yet, now you two shut up, or I'll just go straight home."
Gulf and mew signed to turn there heads to there windows to watch has things went back.
"Faggot!" Gulf said loud for mew to hear.
"Prick!" Mew said loud enough for gulf.
Kirka signed to keep driving forward.
These two.
After picking something from the eatery, they drove in silence, one to kirkas house, gulf bolted out to then smile and wide.
Mew and kirka got out, for mew to look at kirkas parents front porch.
He then looked to kirka.
"It's that one boy again, who is he?"
Kirka slammed his door a bit annoyed still fun the two to then go to mew to turn his head to eye.
"Oh..... That's gulfs friend tiru, they have been hanging out a lot lately, mainly in his room. Think they are best friends like us, now come on."
Mew watched kirka turn to go, for him to then watch how happy gulf went to tiru who quickly got up to smile just has wide, for them to then go inside.
Best friends..... Huh? That is what you and I are and we never have goofy smiles like that....mm....I think they are more then you may think they are kirka....
Mew rolled his eyes to then slam his door to proceed forward, knowing something to be up with gulf and his suppose best friend tiru.