misjudged the notion of love

this time slow

The next two weeks went by quick for mew to be standing before the door of Gulfs to take in deep breathes, he was irritated with this arrangement.
Lifting his head mew then raised his hands to knock.
Pulling it down he signed.
Please don't be home, please don't be.....
Gritting his teeth, gulf opened his door to hang his head to gulp.
"Least...... This time you are not late, let's get this over with."
Gulf left the door opened to then turn to then go into his place..
Mew flexed his jaw to then go in to turn to close and lock the door to take off his shoes to stare at them.
Should have really ended it that day he was calling me those things...... He is such a hypocrite.
To the kitchen, gulf had a bottle out with a shot glass to the side to eye it, to then turn his head to then look to the back of mew.
Gulf took in a deep breathe to then turn his head back to fill up the shot.
Mew then turned, to then go about to then eye the action to raise an eye brow, he then coughed.
Gulf raised the shot glass to his mouth to then look to mew.
"You said one."
Gulf then took it, to then place it down, to then make a sour face to place his fingers to his lips to have them pull down.
He chose a stronger alcohol this time.
Mew rolled his eyes, to then go to gulf to wrap his hand to his wrist to then pull.
"Let's get this over with alcoholic."
Gulf furrowed his brow to then take his wrist away has they were before the bed to then sign.
"I am not an alcoholic, only drank on my birthday and when you are around."
Mew gritted his teeth, to then slightly turn his head to the side to look to the floor to then ball up his fists..
That's something his father would say, he only seemed to drink when his disgusting gay son was about.
Gulf looked over his tense deamonor to then soften a bit to then hang his head to look down.
"Um.... Let's just..... Get this done, you look.... Tired, have you've been taking care of yourself?"
Mew signed to then look to the bed to then take his hands to his jacket to then take off.
"What do you care?"
Gulf shrugged to then watch has mew threw the jacket to the side to then turn to sit to the edge of the bed to look down.
Gulf took in a deep breathe to then go to the other side to look down to stay a bit away from mew.
"Mm, you..... Have a point.... Well..... Let's just get this done."
Mew took in a deep breathe, to then look to the side to then place his hand to Gulfs leg to then eye the action to then move it up and down.
Gulf looked to it to become a bit aroused to then place his hands to mews to stop the action to then look to him a bit confused.
"What do you think your doing? Just take it."
Mew rolled his eyes to then take his hand away to then look forward.
"I don't want to do that, we should take it slow, seemed to help you."
Gulf flexed his jaw to then look forward to shake his head..
"I don't care, just take it."
Mew raised an eye brow to then look to gulf.
"You don't care? Then why am I here?"
Gulf signed to then flop to his back to then place his arms over his eyes to then shake his head a bit.
"Just turn off the lights and fuck me! We don't need to go slow, soon has we do this, soon it'll be over."
Mew looked gulf up and down to then get up to then start to turn off the lights to stand near one.
"Where is the lube I forgot?"
Gulf turned his head to the side with his arms still over his eyes.
"To my, side table, first drawer."
Mew then went to it to open to then grab the tube to then go to stand before gulf, who he could see was tensing,mews eyes narrowed.
"You need to relax gulf, probably why you...."
Gulf took his arms away to then sit to his forarms to look to mew in anger.
"Who's fault is that!"
Mew rolled his eyes..
"Fine, mine, but we could change that."
Mew then went to his knees to place the tube by gulf, gulf turned his head to watch the action, to then look back to mew.
"What are you doing!?"
Mew had taken his hands up to then place his finger tips to Gulfs pants to run them up and down to bring him to arousal.
"We need to go slow, I don't want to hurt you."
Gulf scoffed.
"To late. Listen, I don't want this, takes more time, just fuck me."
Mew stopped the action, to then stare at his hands, to then shake his head.
"We are going slow this time."
Gulf rolled his eyes.
"We are not, just take it, then it's over."
Mew rolled his eyes to then move closer, gulf leaned his head back a bit to eye.
"You shelled off to 5 seconds gulf, we are going slow."
Gulfs eyes narrowed, to then place his hands to mews chest to then push him back.
"Just take it! I don't want to go slow!"
Mew moved off a bit.
"Yes we are."
"No we're not, just fucking take it!"
"No!"
"Yes, mew!"
"Why damnit! What the fu....."
Gulf then leaned up further.
"I don't want to like it okay! I just want you to fucking take it, I go to the Olympics and then you stay the hell away from me, you disgusting rapist queer!"
Mew eyes widened to then get up to shake his head to scoff.
"Go to hell! This arrangement is over you closeted hypocrital snot nosed fucking brat!"
Mew then went about to try to find his jacket.
Gulf sat all the way up to eye.
"No."
Mew scoffed has he grabbed ahold of his jacket to turn with his back to gulf.
"Fuck yourself gulf!"
Gulf took in a deep breathe to then cup his hands together to look to the action to furrow his brow.
"Listen mew..... This isn't easy for me.....I.... Know it's not easy for you either and I'm....."
Mew started to place his jacket on to then start to feel bad, to then turn slightly.
"I...... Am sorry..... With what I keep saying.....I know I shouldn't..... But for the last 5 years, I have hated you too my core for what you did to me, that's not something to easily get over, but......I know you are trying to help now, I know this is not easy for you...... So for this.... Thank you....."
Mew took in a deep breathe, to then start to take off his jacket again to throw it to the side to then go back to his position.
Gulf kept his eyes to his hands cupped together.
"I know gulf, I know, but you are the one who put us into this arrangement, but I am not going to keep doing this for you to tell me what you just did, that is not fair."
Gulf took in a deep breathe to then nod.
"I know.......I know..... I'm...... Sorry.....I will work at it, but honestly mew, I don't want to go slow, just...... Take it....."
Mew took in a deep breathe..
"Turn around then."
Gulf did just that to place his upper body to the bed to then raise his lower.
Mew then got up to then take down his pants and boxers, to then grab the tube to eye, to then raise an eye brow, he then placed it to his two fingers.
He then took them to place to his cavity to move about sensually.
Gulfs eyes widened to then look back.
"What are you doing?"
"We are going semi slow here gulf, just breathe, relax."
Gulf signed to then look to the wall.
"I don't want to......"
"Well we are, you are too tense, your going to bleed again."
Gulf took in a deep breathe to exhale slowly.
Mew then moved his fingers up and down, to then go in a bit.
Gulf clutched the bedding that surrounded him to coo a bit, this action was feeling a bit good, he then shut his eyes tight.
"Damnit! Just fuck me!"
Mew looked to gulf to make a face to then take his fingers out to then take off his pants and boxers to then throw wherever, to then do the same to his.
Gulfs eyes opened wide.
"What are you doing!?"
"Having those on can't be comfortable."
Gulf gritted his teeth.
Stop thinking about me and just do it!
Mew then grabbed the lube to then down to his length to then move his tip up and down, gulf started to quiver, he was fighting against feeling good.
"DD..... Damnit mew.... Just....."
Mew then positioned himself to place his hands to Gulfs waist to eye the action to then slowly look up. He then took his hands to gulfs shirt to then move up a bit, to take his hands about to then go to his Nipples to start to tease.
Gulfs eyes widened further open.
"What.... What are you....nnn...."
Gulfs eyes rolled into his head has he was being fondled there has mew then slowly went in.
"Aaah......."
Mew smiled a bit to then thrust in and out slow to then start to intensify. He couldn't help it, Gulfs cavity was un normally tight.
Gulf then got on all fours to then hang his head.
"Ah mm.... Mew.....shit....."
Mew lifted his head up to thrust a bit quicker.
"Mm......told you.... Going slow.....has it's....aah damn gulf! Move just like that!"
Gulf couldn't help to then move his groin up and down mews length to secretly want more has he kept his fingers to his nipples to play with.
"Aaah...... I'm about to..... Cum!"
Mew felt Gulfs cavity start to tighten, he couldn't help but grab ahold of the younger to then bring him back to his body, to wrap his arms about, to really give gulf what for, to place his chin to his shoulder to moan.
Gulf lifted his head back to move his body with mews for them both to climax.
The two quivered has they stayed to that position, to then breathe slowly, gulf opened his eyes to look about to then peer them down to be still to his hold.
Gulf then got out of it, to then go down to all fours to breathe heavily.
"Get out of me!"
Mew rolled his eyes, to then dis connect to then look down.
"You're not bleeding."
"Great..... Now get off my bed....."
Mew gritted his teeth to then get off to get dressed.
Gulf went to his stomach to take in deep breathes.
Mew kept his back to him has he dressed.
"I'm not tired, I'm going home, I..... Hope you don't shell off any more seconds. I.... Know our deal was for..... But I want to end this."
Mew then went forward to leave slamming the door, feeling used.
Gulf turned a bit to eye to make a face to then go back to then grab a pillow to place his head into it to sign.
Maybe...... We should......I generally..... Liked this time and....I don't want that to happen again......
Gulf signed, to not know, they were not at all done yet.