misjudged the notion of love

running away from thought

For the next two days, gulf stayed to his home to only leave to go to the track to run his laps, gulf did not want to think of what happened a few days ago, he was to then be leaned over his hands to his legs to breathe and hard, straightening up he placed his hands to his hips to wince. His cavity still hurt.
Damnit! I hate you mew! I am also so pissed at you kirka! Why did you have to invite mew to my birthday when you know we do not like the other and can't stand each other!
Groaning a bit, gulf felt his phone go off to his back pocket.
He then retrieved it to then place to his ear.
"Why are you calling me kirka?"
Gulf kept his eyes down to then walk. For the last two days kirka called gulf but he wouldn't answer he was very pissed off at him.
"Well.... Your picking up the phone for me, guess your not...."
Gulf stopped to grit his teeth.
"Oh I'm still pissed at you. I told you I wanted nothing more to do with that faggot! And what did you do on my...."
"Gulf!" He interrupted with a bit of a tone.
Gulf took in a deep breathe.
"I have told you to not use that word! Also I have juggled The two of you for five years, that is not fair to me, I love you gulf, he is also my use best friend."
"Well, let me asked you something is he more important to you then me?"
"Gulf..... Please stop being so over dramatic."
"Whatever kirka, I'm hanging up now."
"Wait..... Listen I am sorry, it was a.... Dick move fine, but I was calling to see if I am too be able to still come to your meet tomorrow."
Gulf signed.
"Will that asshole be with you?"
"No..... He is also giving me the cold shoulder after he gave me back my car, won't even hang out with me after work."
Gulf shrugged to then start to walk.
"Your fault, but I guess you can still come, but it is only if, you do not bring the thing with you."
Kirka signed heavily into the phone.
"I am not, I'll see you tomorrow."
"Bye kirka."
"Mm, bye gulf."
Gulf shut off the phone to place to his back pocket to then wrap his other arm to his mid section to start to walk faster to then run he didn't want to remember what happened.
To the next day, gulf was doing high jumps to streach out his legs, he then was told to go to set up point. He then started to kick his legs about to then stretch in different areas to then go back up.
Gulf then turned his head to look up at the stands to then see his brother over the railing with a huge smile, gulf looked about to smile to then wave, his eyes then widened has he saw mew, he then lowered his hand to look at his brother in anger.
Mew seeing Gulfs glare then looked to kirka.
"Cant believe you lied to he again kirka!"
Kirka signed to look to mew.
"Well I am sick of this, just be here please."
Mew rolled his eyes to then go over the railing to have his head turned to look the other way.
I can't believe I was doped again by kirka. He said he was going to take me out to fancy restaurant to make up for what he did and now I am here. I don't need to be here and I know gulf doesn't want me here. Damnit, kirka why are you doing this to us, why can't you just accept the fact gulf and I despise the other and don't want to ever be at the same place? I know he is your brother and I am your best friend but everything was working out and well.
Mew then scoffed to shake his head a bit in irritation.
Gulf signed and hard to then get into position.
Kirka just what the hell! You said you were not going to bring that thing with you and yet here he is! What the fuck is the matter with you! Guess he is more important to you then me. Maybe I should tell kirka what his best friend has done to me, maybe then he will finally drop the fucker!
Gulf then looked up to person who was going to start the race to then raised his lower half to then run quicker then he had ever before.
He then crossed the finish line to then hunch himself over to breathe heavily.
Damn..... Thought my chest was going to explode.
The man they came about to then eye his stop watch to then lol to the crowd.
"Mr. Tero has done it again, shelled off 2 seconds off of his impressive time."
Gulf then straightened up to eye the man a bit confused.
I...... Shelled off two seconds? But how? I haven't done anything different, so why.... Well.....I did drink when I really don't. Other then the occasional shot or two to get rid of those nasty memories. Mm, what could I have done different from the last time till now? I can't really think of anything.
Gulfs eyes widened to then turn his head to look up to think of one other thing that had changed from the last time he ran.
Mew had his head turned not interested, by kirka who was clapping and shouting.
"Go gulf? Congrats! Yaaay! Go gulf!"
Gulf then turned his head back to shake it.
No... He can't be the reason.... He is not the reason.....I just may have done something different that's all.....yeah that's all..... I'll just have to do the same and I'll have this time from now on.....
Gulf then nodded to not understand mew was the difference he needed to be faster.