misjudged the notion of love

stupidity at it's finest

Standing before his counter, it was 2 days before his meet, and gulf had his head hung to look at a shot glass to sign, he turned his head then to looked to the clock that said 8.
Damnit! That son of a bitch isn't going to come is he! Fuck! I need to shell off these seconds damnit!
Gulf then turned his head back to then grab the shot glass to then consume.
He then placed his wrist to his mouth to make a sour face.
Maybe he is right, maybe I should just find another to test this little theory. But I don't have any friends not after....
Turning his head to the other side, he heard his door bell.
Gulf lowered his hand to raise an eye brow, he started to breathe a bit jagged.
He then took a deep breathe to then quickly take another shot.
Consuming, he then placed the shot glass down to then go forth to go to the door to take in a deep breathe he then placed his hand to the nob to then open.
Gulf looked over mew to then hang his head, mew narrowed his eyes to then wrap his arms about.
"You wanted me to be here and you give me that face. I am so...."
Mew then turned to leave.
Gulf then stepped forward.
"Ww.... Wait."
Mew stopped to take in a deep breathe, he then turned to eye..
"Gulf....I really don't want to be here, don't even want to...... But how you described things.....I do want to help, but if you are just going to act like that then...."
Gulf scoffed.
"I don't want this either mew, I don't want you to be here either, however I want to test this out, now....."
Gulf then opened the door wider to then turn to go inside.
Mew signed to then slowly follow, he went inside to turn to close the door to then lock to really not want to be there.
He then turned to see gulf filling a shot glass to consume to then do it again, mew then rolled his eyes to then go forth to grab his third, gulf turned his head to furrow his brow.
"What are you doing!"
Mew took the shot glass to then turn around to place the liquid to the sink to come back to grab everything to place away.
"What do you think your doing?"
Gulf then stepped back to be too his side, to wrap his arms about.
"Getting drunk, really really reeeally drunk for this."
Mew signed to then place his palms to the counter to look down.
"No and if you need to be im leaving."
Gulf rolled his eyes.
"Oh come on, I was drunk last time, didn't seem to stop you, and it's not like you don't drink, you hypocritical rapist!"
Mew gritted his teeth to then scoff.
"First, you're the one who pulled my head onto your fucking dick! Second I only drink a beer once a year because i do not want to become an alcoholic like you or my dad and third......"
Mew then turned his head..
"You know what You can go to hell, I am not doing this! Go find someone else!"
Mew then Tried to leave for gulf to make a face, he didn't know that much about mew, but he did know his father was a ragging alcoholic who treated his mother and him very badly, gulf didn't know the extent of it.
He then took a step forward.
"Wait.....fuck.... I'm....ugh.... Sorry...."
Mew stood before the door to shake his head a bit.
"You know gulf, I have been thinking, what if this doesn't work, then we just, for no reason, I do not believe sex is going to...."
Gulf took in a deep inhale to then step towards him.
"I have tried everything else, mew..... Just.... Please....."
Mew lifted his head up to eye the ceiling.
Fuck!
"No more drinking, and...... shit, just go to your bed."
Gulf made a face to then take in a very long breathe to then turn to do just that.
Mew then shuffled out of his coat to then place to the side to grit his teeth.
Why am I fucking allowing this.....shit if he hadent have said please.....
Rolling his eyes, mew then turned to go to see gulf was before the bed, back to mew, with his hands balled into fists to either side of him to look in anger to the bed, he really didn't want this.
Mew then went to him to take in a deep breathe, to then step closer, to then place his body to his, to then take his hands about, to then place them palm down to his chest to then move them sensually down to the bottom of his shirt, to then move it up, gulf flexed his jaw, to then turn and quick, to move mews hands from his shirt to then hang his head to look down..
"I'm keeping my clothes on."
Mew raised an eye brow.
"How are we..... Going to do this then if you're wearing clothes?"
Gulf then squeezed his eyes shut to start to shake a bit.
Mew then eyed his body to then make a face.
"Gulf..... We really don't need to...."
"T..... Turn off the lights..... I'll..... Um...."
Gulf then turned to get on the bed, mew then went to either side table to then turn off the lights to then, look to the side has he saw clothes being thrown, then he looked to see gulf had covered his lower with a blanket.
Mew signed to then eye gulf.
"You're acting like this is your first...."
Gulf then sat up to fully eye mew.
"Shut the hell up and just fuck me!"
Mew took in a deep breathe to then hang his head to then undo his belt.
Gulf then settled back down, to then place his hands over his eyes to breathe hectically.
Can I do this? I didn't drink far enough not to know what is about to happen and....
Taking his clothes off, mew then went to the bed to then take a hand to the blanket to then move away, to move about to then go to his knees, to cock his head to the side.
"Your.....still wearing your shirt and..... Boxers....."
Mew then went forward to place his hands to either side of gulfs boxers to then try and take down.
"Stop!"
Mew immediately did just that.
"Are you......re thinking this?"
Gulf groaned..
"Just.......fuck me has is."
Mew signed.
"You need to take off your boxers gulf. Yes we could still this way, but it'll be very uncomfortable."
Not just for me but for you.
Gulf scoffed.
"Uncomfortable...... Right...... Because all of this.....fuck mew, just..... Do what you did the..... First time..... Just...... Take it! I want to hurry and get this over with."
Mew leaned back to eye to make a face.
"You and I both gulf...... However your drunk and......I don't think you can really give me your consent so maybe we should...."
Gulf then went up to place his hands behind to look at mew in anger.
"I am not drunk! Wish I was, for this fucking situation but I'm not, I can't help but hate this, hate you and be overly fucking nervous and has you said uncomfortable! And now you're seeking my consent, that is comical you fucking rapist!"
Mew gritted his teeth and started at gulf in pure anger.
"You are such a little snot nosed hypocritical......fuck fine! You want it! You fucking want this you little bitch!"
Mew then lay his anger take hold to then flip gulf over, to then take his boxers down, to then take a hand to his limp member to stroke to make it hard to then place saliva to it to then pummeled gulf with his cock.
Gulf lifted his head up a bit to moan and groan.
"Oow! Shit this hurts! You.....aaah....asshole! Didn't even go..... Slow! I don't want to bleed again, I'm....mm.... I'm.... Still healing!"
Mew hang his head, to place his hands to his waist to then thrust and hard.
"Who's fault is that! Now just shut up and take it.....I want to hurry and cum! Aaah fuck gulf...... You're insides are squeezing my cock so.....mm.... shit, you feel so good! Aaah I cant stop even if I.....aaah!"
Gulf then started to squirm.
"No this hurts to....aah much! Your too big, shit..... Pull out! Aaah pull...."
Feeling gulf trying to dis connect them, mew then placed his arms behind wrapped to keep at it, mew really couldn't stop himself, gulf was too tight.
Gulf then placed his head to the bed to wince here and there..
"Damnit mew.... This....nn... This....aah..... Hurts!"
"Mm, you're fault! I tried to go slow, but you just wanted....aah....I can't.... To....aah good! Fuck you're ass gulf! Mmm...."
Gulf then turned his head to place his forehead to the bed to go up and down, he had a mixture of pain and pleasure, it was maddening.
Mew then started to go faster.
Gulf turned his head to then moan.
"You....nn.... Close?"
Mew nodded.
"So close....aah going to fill you!"
Gulf then started to squirm again.
"DD..... Don't... Cum into me! Don't want..... Your disgusting....."
Mew rolled his eyes.
"Small price to pay gulf..... Not my..... Your just too....aaah fuck! Are you close? Cant.... Hold back."
Gulf then peered his eyes back.
"How can I be....nn... Close.... When you...."
Mew then unbound Gulfs arms, to then lean back to place his hands to the bedding to grip, to take in deep breathes to stop thrusting, which was a very hard action to do..
"Fuck this cock then..... You came...mm... Last time..... So....."
Gulf took in a deep inhale to then move his lower up a bit, his upper body to the bed, to then do just that to moan..
Mew lifted his head to coo, this felt spectacular.
"Ah fuck gulf! Fuck me! Fuck this cock like you mean it!"
Gulf then bit into his lower lip to then do just that, he didn't know why but that little bit of encouragement really turned him on.
"Ah good boy! Are you...."
"Just shut up, I'm....mm.... I'm....shit I'm cumming!"
Mew then acted and fast to lean up to then place his hands to Gulfs waist to then thrust his full speed for the two to come in unsion..
They both shivered and quivered there seeds out.
Mew Breathed heavily.
Gulf then took in a deep inhale to slowly open his eyes to then eye the darkened wall.
"Am I..... Am I bleeding?"
Mew then gulped to then slowly take himself out to then look down to eye Gulfs hole has he placed a finger to it, gulf twitched..
"Mmm...... Don't see any.....guess didn't pop your cherry again." Mew lightly chuckled to try and dismiss the awkwardness.
Gulf then furrowed his brow to then move to his back to pull up his boxers to then take his foot to mews chest to then kick him and hard.
Mew fell back and winced.
"What the fuck gulf!"
Gulf then grabbed the blanket to wrap about himself..
"I got what I needed, now just get the fuck out of my home! You god damn faggot rapist!"
Mew furrowed his brow in anger to then move and quick to gather his things to then place them on to then shake his head.
"You are one to talk gulf! You are a faggot and a rapist has well! Hope you she'll off your seconds and keep them off because this shit shit is never going to fucking happen again! No matter how tight you are! Go to hell!"
Mew then went off to then open and slam the door..
Gulf then moved his knees up to then place his elbows upon them to place his hands to his head to shake it.
This was nothing more then a fucking mistake! I think mew was right, there is no way sex could cause me to lose these seconds!
However, what gulf didn't seem to know, and neither did mew, was the true cause of how he shelled off these seconds, only time shall tell.