misjudged the notion of love

can't seem to sleep

After that one day where gulf awoke on mew, he then kicked him off without thinking to then have to beg him to come back and go with there arrangement, however tensions flared, so then for the next two months it became strictly that, just 2 times a month, by the start of the third month, for there first time of said month, gulf was hunched over before the time mew needed to be at his home, to look at the field to breathe heavily, he then straightened up to then place his hand to his mouth to then yawn into it.
For the last 2 months it was very hard for him to sleep and stay that way, gulf had no clue has to why, also his time was being affected a bit, he lost two seconds every month and this made gulf irritated, he was doing everything the same, the only differences was mew acted more like a robot when they were in the act, would stay to the couch, not to try stay in his bed and mew was not attending to watch his meets or go to the restaurant where kirka took gulf to be congratulated.
Turning gulf then went to the bench to grab his bag to then grab his water bottle to then down the contains, to then take it away from his lips to then grab his bag to place over his shoulder to then walk off, it was almost time.
To the bus, gulf took in a deep breathe to wrap his arms about to look across the way to see the things to the outside go past blurred, he then took in a very deep breathe to close his eyes.
Maybe this arrangement I have with mew isn't working anymore, I have lost 4 seconds, down to 7 which is not going to impress the Olympics, I have to start to get back up to 8 again but how? I am doing everything ri.....
Gulf slowly opened his eyes to then roll them.
Is it because I'm tired? Because that prick is not sleeping in my bed and the sex is lacking recently?
Damnit! I just want to fulfill my dream and have mew stay then fuck away from me!
Gulf gritted his teeth to then, get up has he reached his stop, going about he walked slowly to his place to ponder this.
Inside he went straight in to go to the shower, to then get out with a wrapped towel about his mid section to be lost in thought, going to his dresser he then heard knocking to the door.
Signing, he then turned his head to see his clock, exactly 8.
Going back he placed his clothes on, to then throw the towel to the hamper to then go about, opening the door he looked over mew who had his head hung has always to have his hands to his jeans.
"Let's get this over with."
Gulf signed to then move to the side to then open the door wide, mew came in to take off his shoes to then go forth, has he did he looked about to raise an eye brow.
This was the 5th time he came here and there was no liquor bottle, gulf wasent even drinking anymore.
Shrugging, mew then looked forward to proceed towards the bed, gulf took in a very long breathe to the close the door.
So it begins.
After, the two laid to there backs, with there eyes closed to breathe a bit heavily, gulf gulped to then turn his head to eye mew up and down to see he was trying to control his breathing after they had robotic sex.
Gulf made face to then turn to his side to eye the wall.
Mew took in a deep breathe has his heart started to beat slow, slowly he got up to then move to the edge to feel very tired, he wasent getting a lot of sleep either, he couldn't understand why..
Gulf then turned to eye his back.
"Mm... Mew?"
Mew hung his head to sign.
"I'm getting up, going to the couch."
"Well, um..... You should know I bought another one."
Mew shrugged.
"Great...."
Gulf looked him up and down to then turn to his other side to fully eye his back.
"Mew?"
Mew lifted his head to then look to the darkened ceiling.
"What?"
"Um...... Why..... Haven't you been going to my meets?"
Mew lightly scoffed.
"You kicked me out of the bed, when you were the one who was cold and went onto me, I told you about that, and what am I to be missing? You run, you win congrats, I'm going to the couch."
Gulf furrowed his brow.
"My brother hasn't told you?"
Mew turned his head to eye.
"Told me what?"
Gulf looked over mew to then shuffle to his other side, back to him.
"Doesn't matter I guess."
Mew looked gulfs back up and down to then shrug to then turn his head back..
"Guess not. I'm going to the couch."
Mew then got up to head over there to then grab the blanket that was too the other side to then lay down to his back to close his eyes has he placed the blanket upon to then start to drift, this couch was more comfortable.
However gulf kept tossing and turning he couldn't seem to help it, he was tired and couldn't fall asleep, getting up in his forarms he signed and heavily to look across the way to see mew was fast asleep.
Gulf shook his head to then go down to place a hand to his forhead.
Ugh, lucky bastard! Damnit why can't I sleep!
Gulf then turned to his other side to furrow his brow to look across the way to sigh heavily to come up with a plan he really didn't want.
"Mew?"
Mew shuffled to take in a breathe but didn't wake.
Gulfs eyes darted, he then moved a hand up to grab a pillow to then get up to go to the head of the couch after he placed on style boxers to then throw it to mews head, mew instantly got up with anger to eye gulf.
"What the hell!"
Gulf wrapped his arms about.
"I'm.... Cold, thus I can't sleep, so......ugh..... Get your nasty disgusting ass back to my bed!"
Gulf turned to go back to bed, mew widened his eyes to watch him go back.
"Are you..... Serious?"
Gulf signed has he went under the covers.
"That I stupidly am."
Mew raised an eye brow to then slowly get up to stand to the edge of the bed to eye down.
"If you're cold can't you just turn on your...."
"Mew......I want to save money where I can, do you want to sleep on the couch or here?"
Mew made a face.
"Rather to the bed but I am not going to let you kick me out again. That shit hurts!"
With those strong legs of yours.
Mew shook his head.
Do not think of them or your going to get hard, there is no second time anymore not after what he did to me last time, reminded me of what my father.....
Mew took in a deep breathe to then go onto the bed under the covers back to him.
"Mm.... Thank you.....I guess." He mumbled.
Gulfs eyes darted to then slowly close, he was feeling tired, going under he then shuffled to mew to then wrap his arm about to go into a deep slumber, they both did sweetly.