misjudged the notion of love

please don't be true

Getting up early the next morning, gulf was too the track bright and early to be breathing and hard has he went about.
Stopped, he hunched himself over to take in deep breaths, to then move back to wince, he then placed a hand to his lower back to rub.
Damn him! He really hurt me. I'm so very surprised I didn't tear or bled.
Gulf signed to then move his arm about to then wrap them to his chest to then look down.
Guess..... Cant fully blame him though, he was trying to take his time but......ugh can't....
Gulf then took off running he couldn't help it, track helped him get over what he happened to him and with what happened with tiru and mew, so he ran out his feelings.
Going about again, he then breathed very heavily to then go to the grass to then lay to his back just to quickly move to his side to make a face.
Asshole!
Gulf took in a deep breathe.
What happened yesterday is just so ridiculous.....mew is probably right.....I mean how can sex be the answer?
Gulf took in a deep breathe to then get up, to grab his bag to place to his shoulder to grab a water bottle to then consume to go forth.
A bit later, gulf was before the counter to chop his same meal he made before his meet to then peer his eyes to the side to see his phone going off.
He then grabbed it to place to his ear.
"Hello kirka...."
"So.....I know I have not handle this in the past well, so I thought of trying something new."
Gulf furrowed his brow confused to place the phone between his ear and shoulder to scoop up the vegetables to then place to the pan, to then stir about to then place his hand to the phone to eye..
"What are you trying that is new?"
"So.... Since your last meet....mew has just stayed away from me, so.... Would you be okay if I ask him to come to your meet tomorrow?"
Gulf narrowed his eyes has he stirred..
"Kirka....I really don't..... Um...."
Gulf stopped stirring to then chew at his inner cheek.
He was there after the second time we.....
"You know what.... Fine..... Bring the faggot."
Kirka signed into the phone.
"I can't bring him if you're going to be that way with him gulf, I really wish you would stop."
"Have you've..... Asked him yet or are you going to lie to him to get...."
"Gulf I told you, I am trying something new, I'm going to ask him after work, well remember eat and get some sleep."
Gulf pulled the phone from his ear to then look to it.
Rolling his eyes he then set it down to look to it.
Rather he comes or not, you got what you wanted gulf.
Taking in a deep breathe he then stirred his meal to then plate it to go to his kitchen table to consume.
Signing here and there, he then placed a hand to his pants to move it a bit, he wasent really thinking of anything but he started to grow hard.
Slowly moving his eyes up, he then looked to his computer to then bite into his lip.
You just had sex yesterday and now.....
Gulf signed to place his fork down to then get up to head to his computer to then turn it on to have the web page already opened to his site to then click here and there.
Placing on two men, he then signed to lean back to make a face, typing a bit, he tried a girl and a man, to make a face has the scene played, he then shook his head to then go back to two men, to then hit play to then take his hand down to then pump his length.
Guess I....mm... Really am gay....
Gulf lifted his head back to bite fully onto his lip, to watch the Scene to play out.
"Ah......mm..... Yes..... Ram his ass! Aaah God....."
Gulf pumped faster to then hunch himself over to then cum, to breathe heavily.
He then moved back to look to the cum on his hand to sign.
"Only I...... And mew will know I'm..... Gay..... Other then that..... No one else's business....."
Gulf signed again to then get up to go to his Bathroom to then clean his hands to they turn off the water to then place his hands to the edges to then hang his head to look down.
Will he.... Come tomorrow?
Gulf made a face to then look himself in the mirror.
Damnit! I don't want him to fucking be there, got what I wanted and needed.... Now just need to see.....
Gulf shook his head to then go out to take off his clothes to then go to bed, to go under the covers to then turn off the lights, to place his head to the pillow to look to the wall.
Please.... Don't let me shell off these seconds.... Please let this theory not be right..... Please....
Gulf then squeezed his eyes tightly shut to then fall into sleep.
The next morning, gulf awoke early has he always did to then go to the track field to then prepare.
Has he was too the middle gulf did high jumps to then stop to eye the stands has they started to fill, he signed when he didn't see anyone.
Shaking his head, he then did more high jumps.
To the front, kirka signed has he looked to mew.
"You really need to stop smoking."
Mew looked to kirka to take in a deep inhale to then blow the smoke to the other side to then drop the cigarette to then stomp on it to put it out, kirka was the only person to make him stop smoking immediately.
Mew then placed his hands to his pockets..
"Kirka..... Let me enjoy the simple pleasures, especially since you dragged me here."
Kirka then went to knew to wrap his arm about to then pull.
"You said fine, so don't place everything on me. We watch my little brother, then we all go get something to eat and don't worry, I'll pay."
Kirka smiled and wide has they walked.
Mew took in a deep breathe has he was picked.
There is only one reason I am letting this happen, to see gulfs face when this does not work, that is all.
Going to a spot, the runners were to there marks jumping and stretching, kirka went over the side to look for gulf to then smile when he saw him. Mew stood back to hang his head.
Gulf jumped to then turn his head to then eye up to tense to part his lips, he saw his brother then a bit of mew.
Gulf then took in a deep breathe to then get into position to place his butt to the air.
Please don't let me shell off these seconds.
Hearing the man say set up and go, he then ran.
Mew then lifted his head to go to the side of Kirka to watch gulf go and fast.
To the finish, gulf hunched himself over to then breathe heavily, he then widened his eyes in pure shock. He then straightened up to look in surprise to the man to then turn his head to look up, mew was looking at him in the same way. Shock and surprise. Gulf shelled off 3 seconds.
They both then furrowed there eye brows to then look away from the other to think the same thing.
Fuck!