misjudged the notion of love

can see your pain

Lifting his head back, tiru squeezed his eyes tightly shut to then grip kirkas upper shoulders has he was being thrusted into and hard, to then moan blissfully into the air has they both came.
Kirka smiled and wide has he watched his lovers cumming face to then move his mouth to his chest to then kiss.
"You are one incredibly sexy man tiru."
Tiru lightly chuckled to then moved his hands to kirkas back to grip to smile and wide.
"So are you....mm.... Um kirka..... I'm hungry."
Kirka nodded to then go to his nipple to consume, Tiru tensed to then curl his lips inward to bite into them. Kirka then moved up to eye to smile contently.
"Let me make us dinner, whatever you want."
Kirka then went to tirus neck to start to kiss.
"Mm...... How about I make us something, want my man to taste my cooking."
Tiru then moved his head down has kirka moved back to place his lips to his fur a sweet kiss to then move about to get off, kirka laid to his side to place his hand to his head to look over tiru has he been down to retrieve some clothes, to see him revealing everything, to then get up to place some clothing on to then go..
Kirka smiled and wide to then go to his back to then look to the ceiling to then grit his teeth.
Just how fast the night changes......I was in love with my best friend and now....... I'm in love with my brothers first love.....
Kirka signed to then close his eyes to then bring his hand to them to rub.
This whole thing is such a mess......
What am I suppose to do about it? Is tiru right? Do I need to leave it alone since it happened so long ago and mew and gulf seemed to have figured it out? It is why I don't love mew anymore, the fact him and gulf are in a relationship, I just see mew has a friend again but...... He does need to be held accountable for rapping my brother.....
Kirka then started to kick his legs to groan.
Your such a hypocrite! You did the same fucking thing to tiru!
Kirka stopped kicking to then spread his arms to either side to look at the ceiling once more to then widen them a bit to then turn his head to eye tiru who was to the door frame with an eye brow raised.
"What?"
Tiru rolled his eyes.
"What was that?"
Kirka signed to then sit up to reach his hands out.
"Mm.... Come here."
Tiru's eyes narrowed to then wrap his arms about.
"If you're trying to break up with me.....I swear kirka, we haven't even been....."
Kirka rolled his eyes to then motion with his fingers for tiru to come.
Tiru made a face to then go forth to then sit upon him to wrap his arms about to eye him deeply.
"What is going on in your head Kirka?"
Kirka placed his forehead to his chest to sign
"Not breaking up..... Just..... Thinking some things, mm.... What did you make for dinner?"
Tiru darted his eyes over kirkas head.
"Kirka, you can tell me.....I know you have to be thinking of gulf and mew.....I can see the pain behind your eyes..... Talk to your boyfriend."
Kirka signed to then wrap his arms about to grip his back.
"I will in good time, but your not the only one who is hungry."
Kirka then looked up to then get up with tiru to then take them to the kitchen table.
Parting from the other, they both sat to different sides to consume the meal with there heads hung, Tiru then looked up to sign, kirka kept his head down, brows furrowed.
Tiru then narrowed his eyes to then kick kirka from under the table to his knee, kirka then jumped to eye.
"Oow....."
Tiru raised an eye brow.
"Your thinking again.... About what?"
Kirka looked back down to his food to move the fork about it to make a face.
"Mm.... Which place are we going to call home? Yours or mine?"
Tiru rolled his eyes to then look down to his almost finished plate.
"I know that's not what you were thinking, come on kirka, tell me."
"It is something we need to discuss."
Tiru signed to then eat the rest of his meal to then get up a bit loud to go to the kitchen, kirka looked up to grit his teeth.
To the kitchen, Tiru was before the sink to Mumble to himself has he cleaned his plate.
Kirka then came in to wrap his arms about to place his plate in, to then wrap his arms about to go to his neck to start to kiss.
Tiru then shrugged him off.
"Don't."
Kirka moved his head back to fully eye.
"Really?"
Tiru signed to keep cleaning..
"A relationship that lacks communication is not a good thing. They always end very bad..... But apparently you don't care."
Kirka placed his chin to his shoulder to then look down.
"It's not that I don't care it's just...... This is a huge mess tiru.....I also feel bad for how I went about some things.....I don't know if my brother and I or even mew and me can ever be has close has we were."
Tiru darted his eyes to then clean the dish slowly.
"It'll take time...... Maybe a lot maybe not, but the first step is to talk it all out eventually."
Kirka then placed his forehead to tirus back to move about.
"I know......I know..... Just right now I think distance and time is what will be best here."
"I think that also, mmm kirka?"
"Yes?"
"I like your place more then mine, can I just move in here?"
Kirka smiled and wide to then place his chin to tirus back to look up to nod.
"This weekend let's do that, for now..... Let's just indulge in the other and fully."
Tiru's eyes widened has kirka moved him about to then place over his shoulder to then go about back to the bedroom happily.