misjudged the notion of love

knowing what my brother does

Furrowing his brow, gulf felt something squishy under neath him, he groaned a bit has it woke him up, moving his head up he saw he was on an asleep mew who had his head turned to the side, gulf widened his eyes to then push himself off at the sudden surprise of this, he then breathed in deep to then look to the clock that was too the side table, it was 1 in the morning, he then looked back down to mew furrowing his brow, to then shuffle to his side to take in a deep breathe.
"Go..... To sleep......"
Gulf made a face to then turn to then go has far away from mew to place his hands under his cheek has he laid to the side.
He laid there like that for a bit to then become confused, gulf couldn't seem to sleep, after a bit mew was pulled under to then go to his back once more to let out a low sign.
Gulf turned his head to eye, sighing himself he then turned to go slowly to mew to place an arm about, he then looked up.
Why am I still not sleepy? This worked a few hours ago? Maybe I'm not physically tired?
Gulfs eyes darted to then raise an eye brow.
Flexing his jaw, the sex had become robotic and quick, he hated the fact he may need to go slow to achieve something but he needed to go back to shelling off those seconds of 10 to be really considered.
Gulf squeezed his eyes tightly shut to then slowly take a hand down to go under the blanket to move his hand up and down mews limp member to start to feel ridiculous and stupid.
Mews body tensed a bit to then lift his head back to coo.
Gulfs lips parted to then look up, he didn't know why but that started to turn him on a bit.
He couldn't help to keep stroking until he became hard, gulf then took that hand to the blanket to then move it away to then sit upon mew to take in a deep breathe, gulf then reached an arm over to then grab the tube of lube, grasping it he saw they were needing more, rolling his eyes he then placed a bit to mews erection to then toss the tube to the side to then take a hand back to then try and place mew in.
Mew furrowed his brow has he started to come out of sleep, he then moved his hands that were to the side of him to then place them too gulfs warm hips, to then slowly open his eyes to then widened has he looked over the darkened figure that was on top of him.
"Gulf?"
"Shh."
Mews body bucked has the younger placed the older inside of himself to then go slowly down to place his hands to his chest to then lift his head back to then ride mew for the second time since this arrangement.
They both moaned in bliss, this was different then the last few times.
After, gulf laid to the side of mew to breathe hard has did mew, he then brought a hand to his forehead to lightly chuckle to then look to gulf.
"What.... Was that?"
Gulf shrugged feeling tired.
"Do not ask. Now let's go to sleep."
Gulf turned to go to his side, to then move up quick, mew widened his eyes at the action and to him grabbing mews two fingers to rub, gulf could feel he had laid to them.
Mew tilted his head a bit to watch.
"I am so sorry, these must be hurting "
Mew shook his head.
"No."
Gulf looked to them confused to then turn his head to eye mew.
"How could they not I rolled right on...."
Mew then retracted his hand to then go to his side his back to gulf to take in a deep breathe to then close his eyes.
"They are fine, thank you for you concern, we should sleep."
Gulf placed his hands behind him to eye mew.
"Mew.......if this is that macho thing you don't have to act has such, are they hurting? I can get an ice pack and...."
"Gulf, I am fine, just go to sleep."
Gulf made a face to then turn his head to look outward to then think of getting up to then go to his refrigerator.
"This is..... I'm going to...."
Mew signed to then go to his back to then wrap his hand to gulfs wrist to stop him, gulf looked back a bit confused.
"They are fine gulf there....... completely numb okay, can we go to sleep now?"
Gulfs lips parted.
"How are they that way?"
Mew signed to let gulf go to then turn his head to the side.
"Just drop it."
Gulf looked mew up and down to then go upon him to then lay a arm about to look up feeling something he has never really felt for mew and that was concern.
"Mew..... Come on.... You can tell me."
Mew signed..
"Did it happen when you were younger? Did you fall? Where was your mother? Father?"
Gulfs eyes widened has he felt mew tense.
He remembered what kirka had told him long ago, that mews father was a drunk, gulf didn't piece it together until now, all the sleep overs, kirka getting mew at any time he called, mew acting in ways that looked like he was in pain.
Gulf then gritted his teeth.
"Your...... Father...... Is that why he is in jail? I thought he..... To your mother not to....."
Mew took in a shaky breathe.
"Gulf.....I really don't want to talk about it."
Gulfs eyes darted over mew.
"My.... Brother knows?"
"Mm..... Yes..... He..... Won't tell you though so just drop it."
Gulf then grabbed mews hand to then close his eyes to then kiss at those two fingers.
Mew opened his eyes and wide to then turn his head to look down to part his lips to eye gulf in surprise.
Gulf then took them away from his mouth to then place mews hand to his stomach to lay his over.
"No one..... Should have to go through this, I am sorry you had to."
Mew started to breathe in shallowly.
"It was when......I...... First kissed a..... Boy...... He had came home with me and bragged he was my first kiss, my father who was home, drunk...... Slapped that boy so hard, I....... To make him stop to hurt him I...... Directed his violence towards me, that is how my fingers and....... It all.... Started..... Once it did...... It didn't..... Until...... He went......I also..... Directed his anger towards me before that because he was...... Hurting my mother and.... And...."
Mew shut his eyes tightly shut to shutter here and there, he never told kirka or anyone else his father went after his mother has well.
Gulf parted his lips to then turn his eyes into slits has he looked to there hands. Taking in a deep breathe, gulf then moved mews hand to do the only thing he could think of to make him not think.
Mew opened his eyes quick, to then peer them down has gulf started to kiss at his stomach to go lower.
"Gulf? What are you?"
Gulf stopped to look down has he hovered.
"I should tell you, you may have been my first.... Forced..... But with tiru......I did suck his um...... Just once..... Couldn't complete it because Kirka came home early so........I have never tasted cum before, can I..... With you?"
Mew breathed in shaikly.
"Um...... Are you......nnn gulf!"
Mew lifted his head back has gulf went down to nip here and there not to really await an answer, going lower gulf took in a deep breathe to then down mews full length.mews body bucked to then widened his eyes to then take his hands to Gulfs head to help him up and down.
"Damn gulf! I thought your ass was.....but your throat! How are you taking all of me!"
Mew breathed heavily to grip gulfs hair to then thrust and hard into that mouth he couldn't help it.
Mews body then tensed after a bit.
"Are..... Are you sure you want to.... To...."
Feeling gulf nod he couldn't hold back anymore. Mew came filling up that throat.
Mews hands then fell to the sides to close his eyes to feel very tired.
Gulf then took his mouth off to go to the side to lay to his back to they go to his side back to mew to close his eyes.
Mew shuffled a bit to then turn to go to gulf to then wrap an arm about to go to his ear.
"How do I....taste?"
"Mm, Yourll never know." He lightly chuckled.
Mew snuggled closer to gulf to take in a breathe.
"Gulf, how were you able to....."
Gulf shuffled his head he was starting to be pulled under.
"Mm, don't have a.....gauge..... Reflex."
Mew then opened his eyes to then eye the boy to shake his head in disbelief, to then close his eyes once more to then fall to sleep, they both did.
To mews final thought, this kid is something else in entirety.