misjudged the notion of love

just want to be with you right now

Sitting to the edge of the bed, tiru took a deep breathe, to then look about the floor for his shirt has he had his boxers and pants on.
To his stomach, kirka took in a deep breathe of his own to then slowly open his eyes to see tiru's back, to then raise an eye brow.
He then moved to his back to place a table to his forehead.
"Tiru?" He asked tiredly.
Tiru froze to then dart his eyes.
"Go..... Back to sleep...."
Kirka removed his hand to then turn his head to see tiru hunch himself over to grab his shirt, Kirka then moved and fast to go to his knees to then wrap an arm about to then take his free hand to the shirt to grab to throw off.
"What are you doing?"
Kirka wrapped his other arm about to then go to his ear.
Tiru took in a long deep breathe.
"I think...... Yesterday a lot of things were said and emotions were flying, I should leave and....."
Kirka widened his eyes to then pull tiru down to then sit upon him to place his hands to either side of his head to then shake his.
"I meant what I said, and..... Fine you may be right, I also know everything has been just spilling out but I want you here."
Tiru's lips parted.
"You know this isn't going to be easy. For us to be together."
Kirka shrugged..
"I've been in a worse situation."
Tiru took in. A deep breathe.
"That's why I should go."
Kirka shook his head to then move down to start to kiss his bare chest.
Tiru's body bucked to then lift his head back.
"Nn....kirka...."
Kirka then started to go lower to kiss at his abdomen to then take his hands to his pants to then undo to then take them down to start to kiss at his limp member that started to get erect.
Tiru's body started to quiver, he wanted this, wanted kirka however he wasent so sure of anything at the moment.
Kirka then took his pants and boxers away to then move back up to place his hands to his wrists to eye.
"Mm....will you be my boyfriend?"
Tiru's eyes widened to look at a very serious kirka.
"I......I um......."
Kirka darted his eyes over to then lay his hands go back to then wrap his arms about.
"I..... May have loved mew..... That is true, but...... What I am feeling for you.....I just can't describe it....."
Kirka then unwrapped his arms to then place them too tiru's face to then caress.
"I...... Love you i believe more then I ever did for him, I..... Don't want you to go anywhere, please..... Be my boyfriend?"
Tiru took in a deep shaky breathe to then wrap his hands about kirkas wrists.
"Are you just wanting to be with me because you..... Have lost both mew and possibly your brother?"
Kirkas lips parted to shake his head.
Tiru looked him up and down to then take his hands off to then go slowly up to then place his hands to kirkas chest to then flop him to his back to then get on to really lol at him.
Kirka furrowed his brow a bit confused to then look tiru up and down.
"Mm.... Why do you love me kirka? Why don't you want me to leave? Why do you want to be my boyfriend? Is it because of the sex?"
Kirka rolled his eyes.
"You tiru, are very sweet, caring, understanding, you are someone I want by my side, that would be loyal, someone I could actually place my faith in, someone who......."
Kirka took in a shaky breathe to then go up on his forarms to keep eyeing..
"If we have to hold back from the sex, I really don't care, that just gives me more time to really get to know you. In the meantime all I ask is for you to be my boyfriend and stay with me, I can help you get another job and....."
Kirkas eyes widened has tiru went to him  to wrap his arms about.
Kirka then wrapped his about him.
"Why do you call me loyal? Your brother entrusted me with a secret and I....."
Kirka took in a deep breathe.
You told me because you love me and want to be with me, right?"
Tiru signed to then move his head back to hang it.
"Still...... Makes me feel like utter crap kirka, you're brother and I were friends once and..... You may not see it but they really figured something out. Um....... You want me to be your boyfriend?"
Kirka nodded to place his hands to his face to caress.
Tiru then took in a very deep breathe to slowly look up to kirka.
"Then..... You need to let this go. Let those two just be together.....if you do, I'll be your boyfriend."
Kirkas eyes narrowed a bit.
"That's.....quite, a condition."
Tiru signed to then wrap his hands to kirkas wrists once more to then take them down.
"I need to go....."
Kirka shook off tiru's hands to then wrap his arms about to then place his ear to his chest to hear his heart beat. Tiru looked forward with a face.
"I'll..... Try..... It's not because of any unresolved feelings I may have for him, I am generally worried about my brother being with him, this could be a stock home syndrome thing, thought I knew mew, guess not, for him to do such a thing to my brother......"
Tiru signed to then wrap his arms about.
"It's a conversation you need to have, but......I believe I'm going to need your help."
Kirka then moved his head away to eye.
"With what?"
Tiru smiled, for kirka to part his lips to then just melt.
"Need your help to..... Move some things in here..... To my boyfriends place, if that is still...mmm..." He lightly chuckled..
Kirka placed a hand to his neck to then bring tiru down to place his lips to his to start to kiss fiercely.
"Of course it is....mm..... We don't need to have sex though, just couldn't stop myself from kissing you....." He said in-between.
Tiru then moved his hand to kirkas erection that was hitting his back to then maneuver himself over to then jam him inside to place his hands to his neck to move his mouth off to place his forehead to his to breathe heavily..
"Aaah I know we don't have to.....mmm.... But after everything, oh god! I want you! I.....nnn.... Want my boyfriend!"
Kirkas eyes widened to then flip them over to really give tiru his all.
"Aah, I love you.....mm....I love you tiru!"
Tiru smiled and wide has he felt that, blissfully.