misjudged the notion of love

talk that needs to happen

To the couch, gulf had his arms wrapped to sit next to mew to have his head hung staring at the floor, to take in deep breathes has his mother and father were to the table with tiru and kirka talking in pleasantries.
Gulf took in another deep breathe has he both heard they were finished.
"Well, it was lovely to talk to you again tiru, me and there father are going to give you all some time, kirka, you know what is at stake here. Have a great night."
She smiled to look to them to then turn to go to her husband to place her hand to his to lead him out, passing by mew and gulf, they both looked up for his father to make a face and to mouth good luck.
Gulf signed.
Has the parents left no one seemed to move from there spots, no one knew who needed to start this.
Mew then made a face to then turn his head to eye the table, to be the first one to speak.
"So..... How has it been going kirka? You keep leaving work before I can, talk to you."
Kirka rolled his eyes, tiru turned his head to look to him.
"Kind of a point to that mew."
Mew signed, gulf turned his head to look to him.
Gulf made a face to then get up to really get this going, he then went to the table to eye them both, kirka kept looking down, tiru looked to gulf.
Mew then got up to stand behind him.
"Tiru...... You and I need to go and talk, mew, you should stay here and talk to kirka. I'm not leaving mew, kirka I know you're not leaving tiru so...."
Tiru took in a deep breathe to then get up, kirka then looked up.
"What are you doing?"
Tiru looked to kirka.
"He's right kirka, I should talk to him, you talk to mew then we all talk."
Kirka signed has tiru then went about to then go with gulf to a room, for Kirka to then turn his head to eye mew.
"Don't believe you and I should talk. You raped my brother. He said no. I may have done something a bit similar to tiru when we first..... But he was confused for what I felt for you and how him and I went into the act when I was drunk so...... It's not really the same. I need to call the police for this."
Mew took in a deep breathe to then sit down.
"What do you think your brother will feel if I go away? Also kirka him and I have talked about this. He does not see it has rape. I've told you how bad my first was to me, that's how you and I fully connected, I never planned this, that night with gulf......I really had what you said in my head about being nicer to him.....I also knew tiru did not love him, not like he had. Thought I was doing something right, I am sorry for that, but gulf and I are in deep love with the other."
Kirka took in a deep breathe to then eye the table to then lean back to wrap his arms about.
"I..... Was in real love with you mew. Why..... Didn't you ever realize it?"
Mew shrugged.
"I only ever saw you has a friend, you were always there to help me. I just never felt that way for you."
Kirka nodded.
"Well....I feel that deeper for tiru, I feel he is my other half."
Mew smiled to look down.
"That's what I feel for gulf, I've shared things with him I could never with you."
Kirka turned his head to fully eye.
"Does he know about what you had to go through with your father?"
Mew signed to nod.
"And then some."
Kirka raised an eye brow.
"Theres more?"
Mew took in a deep breathe to lean back to mimick kirkas position.
"Mm.... And that's something only he knows about."
Kirka made a face to then get up to go to mew to stare hard at him..
"I..... Want you to let me do one thing while I'm sober."
Mews eyes narrowed.
"What is that? I really don't want to be hit again."
Kirka shook his head to then look about to then eye mew to then move down to place his lips to his. Mews eyes widened to then watch kirka go back to make a face to then shrug.
"I really don't feel anything for you anymore."
Mew smiled..
"Good."
Kirka then turned to go and sit back down to move his chair to the side to eye mew.
"I.... Think I'm over you now, which is a very great thing for tiru and I...... Is it bad we haven't dated that long and I already want to put a ring on him and have 4 to 5 kids?"
Mew lightly chuckled.
"Your in love, it happens, but Kirka yes it's too early to be thinking things like that."
Kirka shrugged.
"Mm.... Can you not tell gulf or tiru I kissed you. I.... Just needed to see for myself."
Mew took in a deep breathe to lie.
"I won't."
At least not to tiru, but with gulf, I tell him everything.
Kirka nodded to then look down..
"Well, it is going to take me home to accept you has my brothers boyfriend and a really long time to forgive you for raping my brother but..... You are my best friend. We will figure a way."
Mew smiled and wide..
"I've missed you kirka."
Kirka looked up to raise an eye brow.
"You probably miss me paying for everything."
The two couldn't help but to laugh.
Turning gulf eyed the semi opened for to take in a deep breathe to then turn to eye tiru narrowly.
"Guess they.... Made up." Tiru who was looking down shrugged.
"I guess they did...... Now you and I need to talk, don't know if I want you has my friend again but..... We are going to be in each other's lives."
Tiru took in a deep breathe.
"That we will..... I'm.... Not going anywhere...."
Gulf signed to look down.
"Well...... Um......"