misjudged the notion of love

don't have to hide with me

Groaning a bit, gulf made a face, to then turn to his back to place his hand to his forehead to then smack his lips to then take that hand down to fully turn to his other side to then reach an arm out to then pat the bed, feeling nothing, gulf slowly opened his eyes to look about the darkness to see nothing, moving his head up a bit he looked to the clock to his side table to see it was 2 in the morning, he then looked to the back of his bathroom door to then look down to see a light.
To the bathroom, mew was before the warm water to have his hands palm down to the wall to have his head hung to have his eyes closed to breathe and hard has the water washed through him.
No one knew he had to place make up upon his body to cover up what his father had placed upon him, that's why when he went to beaches and places with water he would always make an excuse to not take off his shirt or to go in. Mew also never even told kirka of this, but he showed gulf, right now mew was in a world of confusion of that.
He really couldn't understand.
Opening his eyes, he parted his lips to then move back to take in a deep inhale to keep his head down.
"Gulf?"
Gulf took in a deep breathe has he fully entered, not quite sure why he was there, but he just couldn't stay away.
Closing the door he then came about to stand behind, to dart his eyes over mews back to see the scars to nature a face..
Mew clutched and re clutched his teeth has gulf was too just stand there to not say a word.
He then took a deep breathe..
"Um...... I'm going to finish here and....."
Mews body tensed when gulf placed his fingers about his back has he continued to eye.
Mew then breathed in and out shaikly, no one had ever seen him in this state before, it was making him feel very nervous.
Gulf then looked to one to then tilt his head to place a finger to it to smile a bit to then let out a chuckle.
Mews eyes widened to then turn his head slightly, he was fuming a bit.
Is he laughing! What the hell is the matter with this son of a......
Gulf kept tracing not to notice how mew was being.
"You know..... This one looks like a g you know what that stands for right? Gulf." Gulf lightly chuckled again trying to find the light to this situation.
Mews face fell to then dart his eyes to look to the glass wall.
Taking in a deep breathe, mew then turned fully to grab ahold of that wrist to then pull gulf under the water, to then move him out to then take his free hand to his hair to slick it back, to then move him to the other wall.
The two locked in a glare after gulf wiped the water from his eyes.
Going to the other wall, gulfs back was pressed against it, for mew to then let his wrist go, to then place his hands to either side of his face to then stroke his cheeks with his thumbs to then eye his lips.
"My......mm.... Body does not disgust you?"
Gulfs lips parted, to then bring up his hands to wrap to mews wrists to then stroke the back of his hands with his thumbs to slightly shake his head.
"Why would it?"
Mew started to breathe heavily, there was never a time he really wanted gulf has he did right now.
Mew then moved his head closer to then place his lips to his for a crushing kiss which gulf gave back and then some, his eyes then widened when mew was trying to pick him up, gulf then placed his hands to his chest to then push him off.
"What's the matter?" Mew asked confused.
Gulf then looked down to furrow his brow.
"What are you trying to um...... Let's go back to the bed, you can't..... We can't in the...."
Gulf then looked to mew to eye him a bit peeved, he didn't like to be laughed at.
"What!?"
"You're innocence of things is quite comical....."
Mew then tilted his head a bit to then eye his lips to then move his head closer.
"And very cute, let me show you something."
Mew placed his lips to Gulfs, to then move his hands to his to then wrap then about his neck to then pick up the younger where he wrapped himself about to then be pushed further into the wall to then feel mews harden length hit itself deep inside of him.
Gulfs eyes brows went up and high, he never knew you could have sex in the shower, it was quite the thrill.
After, gulf after a bit woke up alone again to the bed to do the same actions to then eye the clock out was 5 in the morning.
Sitting, he signed to then look about, he then turned his head to see mew out to his Terrance hunched over the railing.
Gulf rolled his eyes to then take the blanket off.
Would you just stay?
Outside, mew had an unlit cigarette to his fingers where he was eyeing to take in deep breathes, he was feeling so many things he himself couldn't understand, that is why he couldn't seem to stay asleep.
Feeling warm hands to his body, mew turned his head to eye a bit..
Gulf then started to kiss about, to then wrap his arms about.
"It's late...... Come to bed."
Mews lips parted, it had been a very long time since anyone said that to him.
He then turned his head to look down.
"I'll..... Be in there in a bit."
Gulf groaned a bit to then move back to then eye what mew was holding, rolling his eyes once more he then grabbed that cigarette to then break to toss it over the Terrance.
Mew turned to eye gulf..
Gulf looked to him with a very serious face.
"No more smoking, also mew.....I didn't tell you this in the shower but um..... When you're here, with me, you don't have to hide those with um..... Just don't okay..... now come on, I'm cold."
Gulf then hung his head feeling very embarrassed for what he just let loose, to then wrap his hand about his wrist to then start to pull.
Mew eyed the action to then raise an eye brow, it was very warm and humid, he then slowly peered his eyes up, to then eye a place near them to get an idea, he couldn't help it, he was wanting gulf and bad.
Turning him about, gulf eyed mew a bit confused.
Mews eyes darted over him to then look down at those strong legs.
"Mm.... Jump gulf."
Gulfs eyes narrowed.
"Mew..... It's too late for your teasing, now come on, let's go to....."
Mew then went to his ear, to then wrap his arms about his lower back.
"Jump and I'll give you quite something."
Gulfs lips parted to dart his eyes to then take in a deep breathe, to then do just that.
Mew smiled to then take gulf to the wall to then go to his neck to start to kiss, gulf placed a hand to his head to grip his hair here and there, to place his free hand to his upper shoulder to squeeze to coo has he felt that mouth to his neck.
"Ah....."
Mew then took his hands to either side of gulfs legs to rub. He loved them so.
"Mm, put it in gulf."
Gulfs eyes widened..
"Um..... We.... Shouldn't do that out here, someone could...."
Mew moved his head back to fully eye to then turn his head to look out.
"Your at the top no one can see."
Mew then placed his forehead to his to deeply eye.
"Put it in gulf, you have no idea how much I have to control myself right now, to not just devour you."
Mew closed his eyes to then rub his bottom lip to his.
Gulf started to breathe heavily, mew never talked to him like this, he could feel how much he was wanting him, it turned gulf on.
Taking a hand down he then grabbed ahold of mew to then place him in, for the two to then go into another heated round against the wall, where the two moaned and hard into there intertwined mouths has they kissed and fiercely.
To the bed, they both were in a deep slumber, mew to his back, gulf upon him, to make sure this time he was not going to get up. They both didn't know if what occurred was a dream or not, but right then, they both didn't want to wake up.