misjudged the notion of love

asking questions

Bend over the railing, mew was chewing at his cheek has he saw gulf to the middle of the field jumping and high to then stretch.
Mew then looked down to breathe heavily, those legs really were turning him on.
He then turned his head to eye kirka, he had elbowed him.
"My brother is jumping really high, I hope that means he'll shell off that one second to go back to 8."
Mew then looked back to gulf to see him start to go to the beginning line to then look up to then fine them, gulf gulped to then look forward.
Mew raised an eye brow a bit confused.
You wanted me to be there then..... What kind of face is that?
Rolling his eyes he was kind of hoping gulf was not going to shell off any of these seconds, he really didn't wish to go to his place tomorrow and talk like he was wanting, that confused mew to no end, he couldn't figure out why gulf wanted to talk and not have sex.
Mew took in a deep breathe has the man started to count down, to then say go, his eyes darted to see gulf really run.
Mew then straightened up to wrap his hands to the railing.
Go..... Go go go!
Mews eyes widened to then turn his head to hang.
Why am I....
Kirka watched gulf go and quick to then eye mew a bit confused with his facial expression, shrugging he then watched gulf win first place. Mew then turned his head to eye the man.
"Well, I don't know how he has done it, but we're back to 10 seconds!"
Gulf breathed heavily to look over the man, to then turn his head to look to the stands to smile at mew more then his brother who started to really cheer.
Seeing that smile, mew couldn't help to then slowly clap with a smirk.
Gulf eyes then widened to gulp to then turn to hit the bathrooms, his heart was beating really hard and erratic, he chalked it up for how fast he ran.
Going to the front, mew had a lot cigarette to his mouth to then take a deep inhale, kirka rolled his eyes to then turn to see gulf come out, with his bag to go straight to him to wrap his arms about.
"Congratulations brother! Can't believe your back to 10 seconds!"
Gulf then looked to mew who hung his head to have a hand to his pocket too keep smoking, gulfs eye narrowed.
"Mew? Can you stop?"
Kirka then signed to let gulf go, to then widen his eyes to then turn to hear mew stomping out the cigarette.
"Fine."
Kirka then raised an eye brow, that was not normal, gulf turned his head to see his brother to then hit him playfully in the chest for him to then eye gulf.
"Come on, victory dinner."
Gulf then went forward, mew watched to then go, kirka eyed the two to then shrug to then go forth.
To the restaurant, it was a silent, kirka then got up to hit the restroom, gulf looked about to then eye mew.
"Mm.... Thank you.... For coming, didn't think you were going to."
Mew shrugged.
"Was hoping to see you fall flat to your face but I guess you shelling off those seconds is okay also."
Gulf rolled his eyes to then look to his plate to move his fork about.
"So..... Are you.... Um..... Still going to..... Come to my place tomorrow to just...."
Mew took in a deep breathe to then look to him.
"About that.... Why are you wanting it?"
Gulf kept his eyes to the plate.
"Since we talked, I..... Just want to know more about you.....I know you and I did not have a great begining with the other but maybe we can change that if we communicated more, your my brothers best friend mew and even if I go to the Olympics I'll have to see you again so....."
Mew then looked to gulf to then narrow his eyes.
"Your not just doing this out of pity are you? I don't fucking need that gulf." Mew said in a hush tone.
Gulf then looked to mew to shake his head.
"I don't pity you mew, not at all. I really just want to know more about you."
Mew flexed his jaw to then look back to his plate.
"I'll..... Be there tomorrow."
Gulf couldn't help but smile a bit to have it disappate to look to his own plate.
He still couldn't really understand why he wanted to know more about his semi rapist but all he really knew that he did..
"Um gulf?"
"Mm?"
"So are we not, in an arrangement anymore?"
Gulf rocked a bit to think about that.
"We are, but only on those dates, for these next two ish weeks I want you to come over so we can just talk."
Mew signed a bit to then shrug.
"You are an odd one there gulf."
"Mm, maybe."
Coming back Kirka smiled at the atmosphere that was about, it wasent it's usual hostile, however has he sat that was a bit not normal.
Kirka then took in a deep breathe to just hope they were growing out of being nasty to the other.
After he took them each one back.
The next day, gulf was too his table to look at his alcohol bottle to not really feel the urge anymore. Turning his head his eyes widened has he heard a low knock, taking in a breathe gulf still didn't know why he was wanting this but he was going to go ahead with it.
To the door, he looked over mew who was eyeing gulf to then motion with his head to go in.
Gulf nodded to then move back to watch mew come in to take his shoes off to then move about, has he went he saw the table with the bottle to sign.
Gulf closed and locked the door to then go to him to then follow his gaze to shake his head to go to his bottle to then place away .
"I didn't drink anything."
Mew watched him go about.
"Mm..... So.... What is it you want to talk about?"
Gulf placed the bottle to the cabinet to then chew at his cheek a bit to then place his hands to the counter to look down.
"Let's start of easy...."
Gulf then turned his head .
"What is your favorite color?"
Mew raised an eye brow to wrap his arms about.
"Purple, you?"
"Can't you two from my decor?"
Mew lightly chuckled to then grab the chair beside him to then pull out to then sit to continue to eye.
"Okay......if you weren't a high class runner what would you want to do with your life?"
Gulfs eyes Darted to then turn his head to eye the wall.
"Well, in school before you..... Um......I wanted to be a teacher, a preschool one but......"
Gulf then started to shake his head, he didn't want to talk about that.
"How many people have you've been with?"
Mew rolled his eyes.
"4, that includes you."
Gulf turned his head to then go about to grab out the other chair to eye.
"Oh? Not more?"
Mew narrowed his eyes..
Gulf shrugged to look down.
"There is something my brother had said while he was on the phone with you, when I was younger that you were dating someone after we..... Um..... Um...."
Mew furrowed his brow to think back to then take in a deep breathe to then look down.
"No......I was.... Covering up for my father.....I was laying in bad after a...... Attack and your brother heard me breathe in deep so....."
Gulfs lips parted to then slowly look to mew who had quite the face.
"Mm...... You play video games right?"
Mew leaned his head back a bit to then turn it to eye gulf s bit confused.
"Yes..... You know that I do so why would you....."
Mews eyes widened has gulf smiled and wide to then grab mew by his wrist to then pull him to a room he had never seen before to the back, inside mew looked wide eyed about the walls to see quite the collection, not just of games but there stations.
Gulf let his wrist go for mew to walk about eyeing.
"Care for a game?"
Mew turned his head to then smile and wide to nod very happily.
Gulfs lips parted seeing that to then hang his head his heart started to thump unevenly and hard in his chest but he was confused by that, he didn't just run.
Mew looked him over to then shrug to then look back at his collection in awe.