misjudged the notion of love

both acting different

A week passed after what occured, for gulf to be sitting to the kitchen table at lunch to have his head hung to swirl the food about to take in deep breathes to then look to the side has his phone went off again, he rolled his eyes, to then pick it up to place to his ear.
"Fuck off!"
Gulf then slammed it down to go back to staring at his food.
Kirka then came about after he finished his project to then go to the stove to gather some food to then go to the other side to sit to eye gulf.
"Who are you...."
Gulf shrugged.
"Tiru.... He um.... Keeps calling me.....I don't want to be his friend anymore, we had a falling out this week at school."
Kirka made a face to eye his brother.
"Oh? What happened?"
Gulf shook his head to come up with a very convincing lie.
"We..... Were going after the same girl and...."
Kirka lightly chuckled.
"You should still be friends with him gulf. Girls come and go."
Gulf shrugged again.
Kirka then made a face to then pull out his phone from his pocket too then call mew, he felt they were going through a falling out for some reason too, even though kirka couldn't understand why.
"Hey mew..... How is it...."
Kirka then eyed gulf who slammed his fork down and hard to then lean away to then wrap his arms about to then look angry to the food.
Kirka shrugged to keep on with the conversation.
"Um.... How is it going? Haven't heard from you in a week..... Haven't been able to catch you at school..... So what is going on?"
Mew to his bed, to take in wincing breathes, he twitched a bit.
"I.... Haven't gone to school because...."
Kirka then got up to turn to dart his eyes. Gulf looked to his back to raise an eye brow.
"Why haven't you gone to school? What is going on?"
Gulf then shook his head.
Better not fucking tell my brother what you did to me.....or maybe he should know his disgusting, vial friend did to me!
"Nn.... Nothing.... Nothing is going on, took more shifts at my job, nothing more...."
Kirka raised an eye brow to wrap his arm to his stomach.
"You don't sound fine mew..... Are you..... Covering for...."
Mew flexed his jaw in pain to then look to the ceiling.
Got to lie better then this.
"Well um.....kirka you have.....called me in an awkward position, I've been seeing someone and...."
Kirkas eyes widened.
"You have a boyfriend?"
Gulfs eyes widened to then get up with his unfinished plate of food to then turn to throw it to the sink shattering it to then stomp his way to his room.
Kirka turned his head to eye confused.
Mew leaned up painfully.
"What was that? Heard a loud noise."
"I don't know. Think it's just gulf going through puberty, I just don't know, heard from him, tiru and him are having a fight over a girl so that could be it."
Mew settled down to have a laugh to himself.
A girl.....huh uh.....
"Mm, well kirka.....I am in a.... Um.....I need to let you go.....has we speak they are....."
Kirka parted his lips.
"Oh..... That explains the..... Have fun..... Then.... Remember we move into our dorms in a month. See yeah."
Kirka then hung up to stare at the phone with a long face, to then place the phone to his back pocket to then go see what was going on with gulf.
To his bed, mew took the phone down, to place to his side to wince has he laid to his back to look to the ceiling.
He took in a deep breathe to grit his teeth.
One thing he was doing was avoiding kirka for what he had done to gulf, another he was intentionally pissing off his father to get beat.
Mew turned his head to look to his wall to then close his eyes to feel very deserving of this.
To Gulfs door that was closed, kirka then knocked to it.
Gulf to his bathroom head the door open to take in a deep breathe has he had to apply the ointment, he then pulled up his boxers and pants to then go to the door and opened to look at his brother in anger.
"What do you want?"
Kirka raised an eye brow.
"Listen, I know something is going on between you and your friend but to act like this, it's not really fair to me, I haven't done anything wrong."
Gulf made a face to then look down.
"I..... Just want to be alone. I'll pick up my mess soon."
Kirka made a face to then turn to go to his room, gulf watched him go to then close the door to then place his forehead to it to sign heavily.
I hate you mew! You are a fucking prick! Should have gone to the police! You raped me you molesting piece of shit, pedophile!
Gulfs eyes then widened to look down to see something he couldn't understand.
He then turned to shake his head to then take his clothes off to place his running gear on to then go to the track field to ran this out.
To mews house, he was able to get up to go to the kitchen to get something to eat, while his mother was working, looking about the fridge he didn't see anything, sighing he then moved up, to close the fridge door to freeze has he looked to his father.
He stood there with narrowed eyes.
"Everything you are too be feeling mew, is your fault."
His father walked about him to get a glass to then get water.
Mew took in a deep shaky breathe to gulp to think of how much he hurt gulf, he then turned to eye his father.
"Mm, that may be, but nothing you may do, will ever make me hate what I am, and...."
Mew signed.
"I still love being with a man to suck there cock."
His father's eyes widened to then place the glass down to then look to mew in shock, mew smirked to then turn to take in A deep breathe.
His father came to him to place his hand to his hair to then pull him back for mew to land very hard to the floor, to wince has he looked at his father to tower over him, he then placed his hand to his shirt to move him up to take his arm back.
"That's it! I'm going to beat the homo out of you! I'll start with that disgusting mouth!"
Mew then closed his eyes has his father punished him and hard to his face to then move to his body.
Mew gritted his teeth.
I deserve this.... Gulf.....I am sorry for what I did.... So..... Very sorry.....