misjudged the notion of love

just fucking take it!

Two days before his meet, gulf had done everything the same has he always had done, to be too his kitchen, to have his hands to either side of the counter to look down at the bottle to already have taken his shot, he was thinking of taking another one, he signed to then turn his head to look to the clock to furrow his brow, mew was 30 mintues late.
Gulf looked back to the bottle to gulp.
That asshole! After everything I said I would do, he is still not here! What a prick!
Grabbing the bottle by the neck, gulf took a step back to place to his lips to then sign, taking it away, he then eyed it, there was nothing left.
He then turned to place it to the trash, muttering to himself.
Gulf didn't really want to do this anyway however it was going to affect him and greatly to be going to the Olympics.
Gulf then turned to go to the door to place on some shoes to eye down has he was going to go to the store to get more liquor.
Maybe that jackass is right, maybe anyone will do, but...... How am I suppose to meet anyone with my hectic schedule? I tried to..... With my porn and it didn't do anything....
Gulf signed to then place his hand to the nob to make a sorrowful face he just wanted to reach his dream.
Opening the door, he then looked up to freeze to part his lips.
Mew was standing there with his head hung, hands to his pockets.
Gulf looked him over.
"What..... What are you.... Um.... Your late!"
Mew took in a deep breathe to look up to roll his eyes.
"I was here on time I just......"
He shook his head to then look back down.
Gulf did the same to eye down.
This was very awkward and uncomfortable for them both.
"Well um..... Let's just get this over with....."
Gulf then turned to go in, mew took in a deep breathe.
Shit! Knew I shouldn't have come here.....
Sighing, he then went in.
Closing the door, mew was to his side to eye down to take in a couple of breathes.
Gulf stood to his kitchen with his back to him to then turn his head slightly.
"Are you....... Coming?"
Mew then smirked to then move his head up to then try to lighten the situation.
"Well..... Not yet...."
Gulf turned fully to then roll his eyes.
"Just..... Come on, I want to get this over with quick! You already have wasted 30 mintues."
Mew took in a deep breathe to then lock the door to then take off his shoes to then go about, to see gulf was sitting to the edge of his bed, hunched over a bit, with his hands cupped to be looking at them.
Mew stood before him.
"Look gulf..... We really don't...."
Gulf took in a deep breathe.
"Turn.....off the lights.... So when we......I don't really have to see you....."
Gulf furrowed his brow.
Mew narrowed his eyes to then roll them to then go to each side table to do just that, to then go to the kitchen to turn it off.
Gulf took in a shaky breathes has mew came back to then sit to the other side, to take a hand back to his pocket too retrieve something, to then take it about.
Gulf turned his head to eye in the semi dark something mew was to be holding.
"What is that?"
Mew took in a deep breathe to then sign.
"I smell liquor to your breathe."
Gulf took in a breathe to then turn his head forward.
"You said I could..... Have a shot..... So I did...."
Mew signed.
"You want this so badly yet you really can't do it sober?"
Gulf scoffed.
"I..... Am sacrificing for my dream mew.....I loathe this.....I don't want to do it..... But..... It's been proven to be affective.... So...... Just.... Do it!"
Gulf flexed his jaw.
Mew rolled his eyes to really look to what he was holding, hating the fact he should have left sooner.
When mew didn't start, gulf then turned his head to eye.
"What are you waiting for? And what are you holding?"
"Mm....I.... Don't want to keep..... Hurting you or to make you bleed...... So......I have lube here, we should take this slow."
Gulf turned his head to look forward to roll his eyes.
"Fuck slow! Just..... Do what you always have done and just take it. I want this over and done with."
"So do I gulf, espacially with how you're being right now, however..... It'll be better if we go slow...."
Gulf gritted his teeth. He didn't want to actually enjoy this, it was just for him to shell off more seconds.
"Just......fuck me mew!"
Mew signed heavily.
"Rather you want to or not gulf, we are going to go slow."
Gulf turned his head to look to mew once more with narrowed eyes.
Oh no we are not..... Gulf made. Face to then grit his teeth.
I know I said I wouldn't use slurs but I need to make him mad to just take it.
"What? The homo rapist is going to take it slow? Now? Really? That's laughable."
Mew looked up to then fired his jaw, this was getting to him.
"What have I told you gulf?"
"You said to be nice in front of my brother. What, is being this faggot turned you...... Ow!"
Hearing that word, mew placed the tube to his side to then place his hands to gulf to then grip to then turn him to his stomach to then bound his arms behind, to then press then down to eye.
"You are such a snot nosed little..... Fine! I was just trying to...... But whatever! You want me to just fucking take it!"
Mew then placed his hands to his shorts and boxers to then pull them down.
Gulf shifted a bit uncomfortable, he then turned his head to eye the darkened figure of mew.
"Ooow, you're hurting me!"
Mew scoffed to then take a hand to his pants to unbutton to draw out his length.
"And who fault is that! I wanted to go slow, but you want it, I'll just give it to you!"
Gulf whimpered a bit to then turn his head to place his forehead to the bed, his first time came into his head, mew then stopped to eye his deamonor, gulf was shaking a bit.
Mews lips parted.
"Gulf?"
"Ugh! Just....."
Gulf took in a deep breathe.
Mew made a face to then turn his head to eye the tube.
He then placed Gulfs hands to either side of him to go to his ear.
"Do not move your hands from here."
Mew then went up to then grab the tube, to then place to his member, to then take a bit to his fingers to then throw the tube off the bed, to then place two fingers to his hole.
Gulf leaned up a bit to look forward confused to then turn his head to look back.
"What are you doing?"
"Helping..... Now not another word or I'm leaving!"
Gulf shut his mouth to then turn his head forward again to then take in a deep breathe.
Mew then placed his hands to either side to then take his tip to his outter hole to probe a bit.
Gulf curled his lips inward.
"Just....."
Mew stopped to look up.
"Another word gulf and I am leaving!"
Gulf took in another breathe.
"L.... Listen....I know I said.... Just take it but.....I really don't want to.... Um..... Bleed and...."
Mews deamonor softened to look down.
"You should have let me go slow them, now.... Really not another word, the lube and me going in slow should help."
Gulf then moved his hands to then grip the bed to then nod.
Mew took in a deep breathe to then slowly place himself in to then curl his lips inward has he went into that tight cavity to move himself fully in.
Gulf twitched a bit to then move his head a bit higher to then moan a bit.
Mew got to the spot to then hang his head to then thrust in and out, not being really able to stop.
Gulf then turned his head to the side to bite into his lower lip, this was better then the last time.
Has it proceeded, gulf couldn't hold himself back anymore, he then moved up, to place his upper body to the bed to then move his ass up and down mews length to want more.
Mew moved back to place his hands to the bedding to grip to lift his head up.
"Ah fuck gulf! Nn.... Just like that..... Just like....."
Tensing, they both came.
Gulf gulped to then turn his head to the side to look to the darken wall.
"Am I....."
Mew took in a deep breathe to then move about to then pull out, to then look.
"No....."
Gulf took in a deep breathe to then move to his side to then close his eyes.
"Then..... Get off my bed! Go to the couch!"
Mew took in a deep breathe to then remember what he had said to gulf, he then placed himself away to go and do that.
They both despised what happened, and we're hoping, the last time was just a fluke. Unfortunately, it was not at all.