misjudged the notion of love

in my shock

Tapping his foot a week back, kirka shook his head to drive and quick away from his brothers apartment.
I can't believe what I just saw! How is mew in gulfs bed! What the fuck! Those two hate the other! Always have! How did this come to being!?
Kirka flexed his jaw to stop the tears from going over his eyes, he didn't want to get into a car accident.
Signing here and there he looked about to try and see where he was going.
He then rolled his eyes has he saw a sign.
Great! I'm going back to my home town!
Looking to the side, he saw a bar, then the other side a hotel.
He then turned into the hotels parking lot to then go inside to get a room to go straight to the bar, kirka sat to eye the drink.
Kirka didn't really drink, gritting his teeth, he then grabbed the shot glass to then shot it back.
Making a face he then placed it down to then raise his hand for another, the bartender came about to then nod to give him just that.
Kirka then grabbed it to eye.
How in the world did this happen? Damnit! I waited to long to tell mew I am in love with him and to get into a relationship, but after all he has had to go through with his father and since we started out has friends how was i suppose to....
Kirka shook his head to then down the shot to pull the glass away to then signal for another, after about 5 kirka started to sway a bit to then have his hand to his face to have a finger to the glass to trace the top with it.
He then signed to slightly look to the side has a waiter came about with a small smile.
"Mm, seems the alcohol is starting to take effect, how about you get something in your stomach?"
Kirka then turned his head a bit more to narrow his eyes.
"Is that...... Aren't you tiru vatra?"
Tiru parted his lips to then nod to then widen his eyes a bit.
"Kirka? Gulfs older brother?"
Kirka rolled his eyes to then turn just head to the side to eye his glass.
"Of the same."
"Oh, how have you've been, is gulf here?"
Kirka sputtered to then shake his head.
"Don't want to talk about...... How have you've been?" He slurred a bit.
Tiru shrugged.
"I'm okay, but you don't seem to be, come on, I'll get you the house special."
Tiru then smiled a bit wider to then go about, kirka made a face to then turn his head to watch him go off. Kirka couldn't help to smile a bit, he liked someone took care of him for a change.
He then narrowed his eyes has tiru tired to go to the kitchen area just to be stopped by two men. Tiru rolled his eyes.
"Can you two please move?"
One raised an eye brow.
"Fairies such has yourself shouldn't be working in a manly place, come let's see how manly you can actually be in the bathroom."
Tiru's eyes widened has one wrapped his hand to his arm to start to pull while the other used his body to push, the bartender eyed to sign.
"Damnit! Not again!"
Kirka looked to him astonished.
"Are you not going to do anything?"
The bartender looked to him.
"This happens all the time, what occurs when you talk about your sexual orientation, he kind of deserves it and...."
Kirka shook his head in anger to then take action.
Tiru started to struggle.
"Damnit ranta, let go! This is not at all...."
Tiru's eyes widened has kirka came to then to punch both guys to then take wrap his hand to his wrist to then pull.
"You are too good for this place, come on you quit."
Tiru made a face.
"Wait.....I can't quit and...."
Has he pulled the bartender shouted at them has they left.
"Hey! You need to pay your tab!"
"Sorry can't, don't think you would want this homos currency."
Tiru's eyes widened has he was pulled out the door to then be taken across the street. Going inside the hotel room, kirka then left tiru to the middle of the room to then go forth to the bed to then plop down to his stomach.
"Ah..... Sorry..... Shouldn't have meddled, I've had a really bad night, mmm..... Let me give you some money to pay my tab and you should go back to your job...... I'm sorry......"
Kirka closed his eyes to move his head up and down.
Tiru looked to his wrist to start to rub to make a face.
"No......I think you're right, I should just quit, the staff has never helped me, come into so many things just like that, always have been able to get out of them..... Doesn't help that you're brother gulf told everyone when we were in high school that I'm gay."
Kirka groaned to then lift himself up to then turn to sit to the edge to place his hands behind him to sway a bit.
"My gulf did that? What an asshole! I'm sorry to hear that, none of his gay ass...." Kirka then started to mumble.
Tiru froze to widen his eyes to then look to kirka.
"You know he is....."
Kirka nodded to then flop down.
"Caught him in the act with my first love, who I waited so long to......mmm..... Still so pissed!"
Kirka then moved his hands to his eyes to rub, tiru made a face to then start to slowly walk to kirka.
"Sorry to hear that...... Gulf really hasn't been a nice person."
Kirka shook his head.
"That little prick.....has not."
Tiru then let his wrist go to then eye down to gulp, he then went to his knees to bring up his hands to then move his finger tips up and down kirkas legs.
Kirka furrowed his brow to then slowly get up to look down a bit confused.
"What are you....."
"I have taken a lot because of what you're brother has done, I for one is sick of it. Did you know I was your brothers first love?"
Kirka shook his head, tiru then looked up to then start to take his hands a bit shaikly to kirkas pants to then eye to start to undo, kirka looked to the action to widen his eyes a bit.
"I think gulf needs to hurt, because of him I couldn't get into an actual relationship, couldn't ever with another, been a virgin because he is an asshole! Think it would be a great thing if you and I....."
Tiru then took out kirkas limp member to then start to stroke to then move forward to then start to lick to get it erect.
Kirka shut his eyes to take in deep breathes.
"Mm..... That feels so good....... Never had anyone....."
Tiru moved his head back to really eye.
"Are you a virgin to?"
Kirka nodded to then move up to then grab ahold of tiru to make him sit upon, to breathe heavily to then place a hand to his neck.
"Not going to be for long I can see."
Kirka then gripped to then pull him down for a kiss.
A bit later, the two were undressed, tiru was on kirka to straddle with his head lifted back to twitch here and there when he rode kirka, the pain was a lot, but the pleasure was something else, kirka kept his head lifted back, eyes closed, hands to either side of his waist to move his body to his cock.
"Ah god! I waited to long for this! Mmm....Im going to cum!"
Tiru smiled, he was close has well.
Tiru then grabbed kirkas hands to place to his erection to then have them both stroke.
"Ah make he cum to! Don't be greedy!" He lightly laughed.
"Nnn! I'll have you cumming all night mew!"
Tiru stopped grinding, even though kirka kept thrusting to really eye.
"Mew? Is he your first love? Oh shit! Ww.....mm.... Wait..... You need to pull out..... We need to talk about oh god!"
The two tense to then cum, kirka then placed his hands to tirus shoulders to then move him to his back to lift his head back to go again fucking him hard.
"Oh no! We are not going to talk! You fucked my brother mew! We are so going again!"
Tiru's lips parted has he looked over kirka.
"www..... Wait! You need to stop and!"
Kirka turned his head to the side has kirka placed his hand to his mouth to keep talking ramming himself in.
"Oh no mew! We are so beyond not done yet!"
Tiru placed his hands to kirkas back to grip to try and get him to stop to no real avail.