misjudged the notion of love

not has mad has should be

Furrowing his brow, gulf felt something hard, squishy and warm under his cheek to then take in a breathe to then slowly open his eyes to then look up to part his lips and widen his eyes to gulp.
Why am I...... On top of...... shit!
Darting his eyes frantically, gulf then tried a bit to get up, for mew to groan and furrow his brow to smack his lips a bit to then shuffle his head to turn it to the side to take in a deep breathe to keep his hands to gulf to keep him there without his knowledge.
Gulf made a face to then sign, slowly he looked up to then eye mews face to shake his head a bit to his chest, to then press his cheek a bit further to then look to the side to eye the clock to sign again, it was 3 in the morning..
Gulf then looked to his arm to narrow his eyes..
Why do I have my arm in this way? To be holding onto.....
Gulf gritted his teeth to flex his jaw to then make a face.
Why am I here on him like this?
Gulf groaned to coo a bit, the security and warmth was something else.
He then couldn't help with his eyes that started to drift.
Mm.... After this is all said and done..... Maybe I can fully move on from my past and...... Get into a functional relationship with someone...... To be like this..... With him.....I can see how lonely I am..... And....
Gulf shuffled his head to mews chest to then fall back to sleep, he honestly couldn't help it.
A bit later, mew groaned to then furrow his brow has he gripped a bit, slowly opening his eyes he then looked about a bit confused, to then turn his head forward to look to the ceiling, he then turned his head to the other side to open his eyes and wide, he was still holding onto gulf, the two hadn't moved all night.
Mew parted his lips to then turn his head to the other side to then look to the clock to then make a face, Gulfs alarm was going to go off and soon.
Slowly, very slow, mew moved his one hand off of gulfs head to then shut the 6 o'clock alarm off, to blow out a breathe of relieve, to then place the hand back to Gulfs head without much thought.
He then widened his eyes has the action slowly came into his mind, mew then turned his head to eye what he did to sign.
Why am I holding him like this? How come we haven't moved from this position? I got to get out of here, I know once gulf wakes he is going to be pissed, not just about this, but from us, doing it not once but twice.
Mew signed and heavily, to then freeze.
Gulf furrowed his brow has he went up on mews chest to then go down, his brow smoothed to then go back into his peaceful sleep.
Mew took in a small breathe to then start to dart his eyes.
I need to get up, this is not going to end well.
Mew then eyed gulf confused, not with him but how he was too feel about this situation, to am essance he was kind of not wanting to let go.
Mew shook his head.
It's just because this place is cold and to have warmth this way is..... Nice.... That's all this is.....
Mew then took in a deep breathe to then start to take his hands away to then try to shuffle out of this, without his knowledge, gulf gripped to move his head up and down to furrow his brow..
"Nnn.... Stop...... No..... Not again..... Don't......mm." gulf mumbled.
Mew parted his lips to then eye the ceiling feeling stuck.
Shit! What can I do? I have to get out of here but gulf is not being forth coming with this..... Not at all.....
Mew then couldn't help but let a small smirk go to his face to then shake it slightly off.
From the fact, he has no one mew and it is cold in here, that's all this probably is, don't give it much thought, just don't.
Mew then took in a deep breathe to then try to get gulf of once more, grunting and groaning, mew was successful, he then sat to the edge to take in a deep breathe, to then turn his head to eye gulf to his side with an angry expression set to his sleeping face to then shuffle about to then go to his side back to mew.
Mew looked him over, to then shake his head to then turn it forward to then get quietly up to then hit the bathroom.
Relieving himself, mew then was to the sink to clean his hands to dry to sign.
Done he then went out, to then look about the floor for his clothes, to then strighten up to eye to then slowly look up to gulf who was still to the bed, back to him, on his side taking in deep breathes, to be fast sleep.
Mew then turned his head to eye the clock to see it was a bit after 6.
What should I do about the alarm? Mm, gulf does need to sleep, we didn't actually go to that until after 1.....
Mew made a face, to then place a hand to his forehead.
Have only been sleeping for 4 hours.....I am still so tired, but that couch is not at all comfortable......
Mew rolled his eyes to then place on his boxers to then put his pants down quietly.
To then get back into that beef, under the covers to then make a face to go to gulf to then wrap an arm about to get in close, he wanted to feel the boys warmth once again.
Gulf furrowed his brow, to shuffle a bit.
"Mm.... What the....."
Mew rolled his eyes under his lids.
"Just deal with it, I'm tired, know you have to be tired, it's also so cold in your place, be lucky I'm wearing boxers, now sleep."
Gulf signed noisly.
"Whatever...... Asshole....."
Mew went to him a bit more to sign.
"Nnn..... Little snot nosed..... Prick...."
The two couldn't help but go back to sleep, to unaware turn to go back to there first position for mew to be too his back with a very tired gulf on top of him, with his arms wrapped and a bit tight to the boy has they both were to deep slumber.