misjudged the notion of love

feeling lonely

Taking a deep breathe, gulf was in front of his door, to then place his hand to his mouth to yawn, he was feeling very tired, his normal routine did not go well since he didn't sleep that much, however how mew was being he just couldn't stay.
Taking his hand down he then placed his key into the lock to slowly turn.
Better not be here! Told him to be out!
Turning the key, gulf then opened the door to look about, he then went in to place his bag and take off his shoes by the door to see there was nothing there.
Darting his eyes, gulf then turned to go to his bed.
He.... Could have moved his shoes just to mess with me, said he was very tired.
Gulf then made his way to his bed to stand to the edge to look it over to place his hands to his hips to shake his head.
Asshole! Didnt even make it, look at this disaster!
Gulf then turned his head to hear his toilet running to then raise an eye brow.
Knew that asshole would still be here!
Gulf turned to then go to his bathroom to then open the door not to care if mew was in there.
"You are such a jerk mew, look at my bed! You are going to help me and....."
Opening the door he then parted his lips to look about, it was empty, he then eyed the toilet that was self cleaning.
Gulf signed to then take a step forward to place his body to the frame to then turn his head to look about his very cleaned white and silver place to make a face.
Mew was gone, now there was just the crushing silence.
Gulf Took in a deep breathe to then turn his head back to then close the door to then start taking off his clothing, to then go inside the shower, he looked about for any white marks to see none. After a quick shower, he then got out to dry to then place the towel about his mid section, to then bend over to start to clean up his clothes, moving about, he then placed them in his hamper to then place that towel in has well, to then go to his dresser to then place the clothes upon.
Done, he then went to the bed to grab off the blankets and such, to then look down to eye the lube, he made a face, they needed to get more.
Signing, he then crouched down to gather to then place it to his drawer, to then eye for a moment, to then grab at the blankets to then take them to his laundry room, placing them in the washer, he then went about to go to his kitchen to place the bottle away, and the shot glass, to then make a healthy meal, Sitting to his table, he had his head hung, hand to his chin, to look down to consume feeling very bored, and extremely lonely.
Gulf made a face has he ate too then move his head up to then look about.
Darting his eyes, he looked at his slightly semi massive place to then sign..
Wish......I made some friends...... However how I treated tiru in high school.....I just didn't want to have any friends after that......
Gulf signed to then look back to his food to shake his head a bit, he didn't want to think about him or his lack of a social life, gulf the. Started to want to go back to the track field however he was too tired to run off what he was too be feeling and thinking.
Finishing up his meal, he then got up to clean, to then go about, to go to his sliding glass door to open to then go to his balcony, to place himself over the railing to look over the beautiful city of Bangkok.
Gulf took in a very deep breathe to look about to then place a hand to his chin once more.
This is...... The life......I.....mm... Guess.....
Gulf then made a face to place his hand down to then move his body down a bit to place his chin to the railing to continue to look about, he felt lonely before all this with mew, but now he was too feel it to the extreme.
Signing and hard, gulf then went about to then go back inside to then close the sliding glass door, to then go to his laundry room to move the laundry along to then go about to lay to his bed, to place a hand behind his head to look up.
Maybe.....I need to start to really talk to people on my team? Maybe need to try and move on and get into a real relationship with someone? Mmm.... Can't do that second thing until mew and I are done with this arrangement, both agreed to stay true to the other......
Gulf rolled his eyes, this sounded has if they were dating.
Mm..... Just think of the latter, I do need to talk to my other team mates, just because I was a bit of an asshole in high school, doesn't mean I have to go my whole life alone. I also need to......start to forgive myself and..... That prick.....I need to start to move forward, need to.....
Gulf they got up to sit to the edge, to then place his hands inbetween his legs to half his head to grip the bed. He didn't like to think about these things, gulf would normally just run off.
Gulf took in a deep breathe to shake his head to start to feel frustrated and irritated.
Slowly moving his head up, gulf then eyed his computer to then have his ears turn red.
Can't believe he now knows what I..... Gulf made a face to then slowly go up, to then go to his chair to eye to then sit down to take in a deep breathe to look over the dark computer screen.
Well..... He did say I'm not the only one to..... And um......if I'm too tired to..... Run then to help me go to sleep......
Gulf signed heavily to then place his hand to the mouse to then click on the computer to then eye it a bit confused, there was a page before his other.
It read: left you with something a bit better, you should watch it.
Gulf took in a deep breathe to feel a bit embarrassed to then roll his eyes.
He then shut that off to then look to the screen to then play with the curser.
Should I...... Give this a try?
Gulf signed to then click to hit play, his eyes widened at what he was too see, he quickly shut it off to then get up to go straight to his phone.
Mew took in a deep breathe to then place his hand to his mouth to yawn has he was typing and fast to his computer, he was still very tired.
Placing his hand down, he then eyed his cell to the side to then pick it up to eye to then laugh.
Gulf: what the hell is the matter with you!?
Mew: haven't been that long since I made you cum and twice, your already touching yourself? Ah, wish to be that young again, aren't you tired?
Gulf: go to hell! I....... Don't..... You are a......I..... Am talking about the bedding...... What are you talking about...... Your an asshole!
Mew lightly chuckled, he wasn't stupid to the why gulf texted him like this.
Mew: don't be embarrassed now, everyone does it from time to time, should keep watching it, not so basic, yes it's a threesome but......sure you can still enjoy.
Gulf: asshole!
Mew: are you calling me that because it made you hard?
Gulf: you are nothing but an asshole!
Mew: and your nothing but a prick.
Mew drummed his fingers to the back of his phone to not get another text, he then laid his phone down to then get back to work with a smile, this was quite comical to him..
Gulf had slammed his phone down to his side table to then go to his bed to lay to his back to place his hands to his eyes to groan.
He was indeed hard, but it was because he was thinking of the night prior when mew was behind him, touching gulf under his shirt and that quick second round.
Gulf then took in a deep breathe to turn to his side to not touch his erection, since it was brought on by thinking of mew, to then fall asleep slowly.
I..... Hate this...... Arrangement.....
Gulf then slowly opened his eyes to grab a pillow to then cradle it to him, to then close his eyes to fall asleep, to wish in the back of his mind, for this pillow to be something else, has he fell asleep he signed heavily, pissed.