misjudged the notion of love

aftermath

Laying to his side on the taxi back seat gulf was going to the hospital after what he just learned from tiru who he went straight to first, he then squeezed his eyes tightly shut has what just occurred filled his mind, fresh tears made there way down.
An hour prior
Gulf with his bag to his hand was knocking hard and frantically on tirus door.
Gulf took his hand down has tiru answered to then look gulf up and down to then move the door back to motion with his head for him to enter.
Gulf smiled and wide has he brought his hand up to whip away the tears that were streaming down to enter to go to the living room, tiru shut the door to follow. He stood behind gulf to look at him in worry.
"Gulf..... What is...."
Gulf let go of his bag to then turn and quick to wrap his arms about.
"Oh tiru......I am so sorry! I was....nn.... Raped"
Tirus eyes widened to then place his hands to Gulfs chest to then pay him back to fully eye.
"What are you talking about?"
Gulf hung his head.
"I thought..... It was you too the cabin I went in and...... And.....mew took my virginity, he said awful things like you weren't going to come and you didn't love me and...."
Gulf went back to him to hug and tightly.
Tiru made an uncomfortable face to keep his hands to the side.
Gulfs eyes darted confused to why tiru was not holding him back and comforting him.
Tiru took in a deep breathe to then place his hands to his chest to then push gulf gently away.
"First.... We can deal with that later, second you need to go to the police, I didn't know this is what he planned to do and...."
Gulfs eyes widened to then move his hands away to step back.
"Excuse...... Excuse me?"
Tiru hung his head.
"We're..... Were you in on this?"
Tiru jumped a bit at gulfs tone.
"Him raping you no, but..... He said he was going to handle this.... Situation..."
Gulf started to shake he took another step back keeping his eyes to tiru.
"It..... It was all true you dont....."
Gulf chocked up a bit to then turn to grab his bag to leave, he had enough.
Tiru turned his head to watch him go to follow.
"Oh please gulf...... Don't leave, we need to talk about this and you need to go to the police maybe even the hospital and....."
Tiru stopped to have his head turned to the side to bring up a hand where he felt pain.
Gulf had turned around and slapped him and hard to breathe heavily has he looked him over.
"This..... Is your fault has much has his......I can't believe what he told me was to be true..... You stay away from me tiru, I......I hate you! And if you tell anyone what I told you, I'll tell the whole school you are gay and a vir...... Virgin!"
Gulf turned to then leave slamming the door, tiru stood there to close his eyes to cry.
Gulf stood to the porch to look to the moonlight to take in deep breathes, he then winced, signing he took a hand back to inside his pants to feel something leak out.
Coming back he saw blood to his fingers, gulping he then retrieved his phone to then call for another taxi to then go to the hospital.
After the taxi drive, gulf sat in the doctors room by himself to eye down after the doctor examined him.
Gulf twitched when the doctor and nurse came in.
The doctor signed to then look to him.
"While you ripped your..... rectum pretty bad, did you.....or did someone else...."
Gulf took a deep breathe to flex his jaw to look down.
"Just.....boys being boys..... Nothing else...."
"Mm, well this type of tearing is extreme, Mr. Geo....... Were you.... Forced in anyway or...."
Gulf turned his head after the fake name to eye the wall to ball his fists.
"Can I...... Just get the medicine please....."
The doctor stepped forward.
"Son, if you were forced I need you to tell me, I can contact the police and...."
Gulf took in a very deep breathe to turn his head to eye the doctor.
"I was not forced. Now please..... The medicine, this..... Really hurts...."
The doctor eyed him up and down to then turn the nurse shrugged, the doctor looked back to him to give him a small white bag.
Gulf then jumped down slowly to place the bag in his other bag to then leave with the two watching him go.
To another taxi, gulf laid to his side trying to make sense of everything but couldn't seem to do that.
At home, gulf opened to door slowly and soundly to then go in to do the same all the way to his bedroom where he closed and locked the door to place the bag near the door to then immediately take his clothes off to then go straight to his shower. 
Under the water, he hung his head to ball his fists to the sides to cry with the water.
I......I.....I cant believe what has happened to me......I.....I.....I cant believe mew was right and tiru.....
Gulf then fell to his knees to wrap his arms about to place a hand over his mouth to scream into it to really weep.
After the shower, he got out to dry to wrap a towel about to apply the ointment to then go to his bed to lay to his stomach to eye the wall to quiver and twitch here and there.
This was not how he wished to lose his virginity.
Gulf then darted his eyes to then widened them to then place his forehead to the bed to groan into the bedding.
He saw his pants with a blood stain to them.
Gulf then turned to his other side to curl into himself to close his eyes and tight.
For you..... Actually telling me the..... Truth.....I won't go to the police with what you have done to me..... But you better fucking stay the hell away mew! Better stay the  fucking hell away!
Gulf then rocked himself to sleep too not be aware of what mew was going to allow since he felt so bad for what he had done to gulf.